A/N - Okay I'm sorry that I haven't been updating "A Fairytale Called LIfe.".  It's just that I've had this HUGE ugly fat disgusting block and it is preventing me from writing anything remotely happy.  So instead I've decided to write a 4214 word monster of a one-shot that is full of angst.  I don't know how good it is so I'm hoping that people will comment on it.  BTW it is about boy/boy love so if you're not into that . . . you can just pretend that one of them is a girl or not read it at all.  Up to you.  Anyway sorry for the longish A/N and please comment on it ^_^

Hyukjae pretends that Donghae is sleeping because he knows that when you are asleep, nothing can hurt you.  You feel no pain; the troubles of that day disappear.  You are untouchable, wrapped up in a sheet of bliss and free to do whatever you want.  Never having to worry about getting hurt. You are the happiest when you're asleep, so he deems it fit that the other was sleeping, because all he ever wanted was for Donghae to be happy.