Namjoon's Letter

The Letters (BTS)
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Summary:

Heads Up:
The first scene is referencing to the ending scene from The Diary where Yoongi confesses to Jungkook in the snowfall.

Notes:

Please remember that Namjoon and Jimin will obviously have different letter writing styles so~

Seoul 2018

It’s been four months since that night Yoongi had confessed to Jungkook in the snow and he still can’t believe that they’re dating. He looks at the boy sleeping next to him, the moonlight shining sinfully over the crack of his covered just enough by the bed sheets and he has to rub his eyes to make sure this isn’t a dream.

 

The memory of that night filters into his eyes, as he edges out of bed. He remembers Yoongi calling him out in the snow. Them sharing gloves, coffee and a kiss. And Yoongi telling about Taehyung’s diary. It all still seems like a dream to Jungkook and he can’t stop smiling these days.

 

Closing the bedroom door behind him, Jungkook picks up the phone and settles into the armchair in the balcony. He dials the number and waits for the other line to accept and soon as he hears the warm voice, he can’t help but smile.

 

“Kookie! How are you?”

 

Jungkook chuckles happily and pushes into the cushions. “How did you know it was me though, Grandpa?”

 

“Please,” Jimin drones and Jungkook can easily see the man roll his eyes and shake his head. “It couldn’t have been any of the other oldies. Seokjin sleeps way too early for his beauty sleep or whatever, and Hobi is probably too busy watching those idol shows. And it couldn’t have been Yoongi because that boy is the single most careless boy in the world.”

 

Laughing like a mad man at the elder’s words, Jungkook almost chokes trying to not make too much noise because Yoongi is still sleeping. “How are you then, Grandpa? How’s Uncle Kim?”

 

“I’m fine, Kookie” Jimin hums, and Jungkook hears him getting into bed. “Taehyung is good too. We just came back from Suwon yesterday.”

 

“Thank you, Grandpa” Jungkook whispers into the receiver, sleep slowly taking hold of him after having spoken to the man. “Thank you for taking him to meet Grandpa.”

 

“Thank you too, Kookie” Jimin mumbles into the phone, “Taehyung finally accepted my love thanks to you.”

 

“That was all you, Grandpa” Jungkook chuckles, “it was your letters that showed him just how much he was loved.”

 

A silence follows Jungkook’s words where Jungkook almost falls asleep but Jimin speaks again, “I’m proud to have you as my grandson, Kookie.”

 

Jungkook doesn’t hesitate as he replies, “I’m proud of you too, Grandpa Jimin.” He waits for a second, his lips, knowing well enough that Jimin is waiting, “I’m proud of you, Grandpa.”

 

And it doesn’t escape anyone what meaning hides behind the boy’s words and soon after, Jungkook hangs up. He walks back into his bedroom and snuggles beside Yoongi. Pulling the elder into his arms as he smiles at the little whines Yoongi issues. And he smiles as he falls asleep.

 

Jimin returns his phone back to the table beside him and pulls his drawer to reach for a letter. A letter he reads almost every other day. He trails his fingers over the envelope and smiles as he pulls out the letter once more.

 

1998, 21st June

Sunday, 11 AM

3343 Choryang Ee-dong, Dong-gu, Busan

From Kim Namjoon

 

Dear Jimin,

Loyalty is such a unique concept, don’t you think? You come in contact with someone; be it a parent, sibling, a friend or even a friendly face. A pet even. Or even just an acquaintance. And you instantly form a connection with them.

 

We all have this basic sense of loyalty in us. The loyalty towards your family, or an animal that depends on you. Or anyone who’s loyal to you just because they are human and can offer a human emotion. This carnal need to be kind to a person you have affection for. The ingrained ability to stand up for a friend or to defend a loved one. The simple instinct to help a person out because they’re humans too.

 

Most of us are able to be loyal enough to be just humans. We do enough to not break anyone’s trust. Or lie or cheat or betray anyone. Most of us, being only humans, can also be disloyal sometimes.

 

I know I have been more than just a disloyal man, Jimin. I know I have done things that might never let me have the luxury of having your trust again. Or Taehyung’s too for that matter. I’ve trampled the limit of human instincts and gone out of my way to hurt not only you but Taehyung too in the process. The fact that I did it to protect my brother, isn’t enough, I am aware. My supposed “loyalty” to my brother and his feelings have caused me to become a sinner in front of you two. And I know, forgiveness is a mercy that you rather not bestow upon me.

 

But I also know, Jimi

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Nescafe_ArmyExoL
#1
Chapter 24: This one chap i saved up cz i didnt want it to end! The ending part tho! TT_TT I didnt think it would end by this scene, but now i love it more cz it shows how it all started... The last line, just marked my heart too forever! T_T It was also an emotional journey for me and i felt so many things! It mayhaps, surpassed my love for ''Can You See Me?'' (a Jikook fanfic, the first otp fic i read) which has a special spot in my heart and both stories have some similarity. Before that, i used to be a homophobic too. I defined 'normal' as the society pointed out to me. But that fic showed me things in a new light and that nothing is more natural than loving the right person in the right time. I'm glad i'm a part of this fandom that changed me in so many better ways. This fic could help others a lot. Thank u. Purple u.
Nescafe_ArmyExoL
#2
Chapter 23: Huh! THIS IS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL FANFIC I'VE EVER LAID MY EYES ON!!! I'm so so so in love with this fic, i've learnt so many things, felt so many emotions and had so many thoughts running inside my head all the time whether i was reading it or not... Whether i was at home or on the road. I always crave for such stories that make a change inside me and make me move, and mostly that i feel like i was living with them, or watching them as the story unfolds. It really happend this way... Its the best VMIN fic i swear and it deserves so much more! I love it so much i wanna gift you something, really!!! THANK YOU FOR SUCH A ARTWORK! Good luck for whatever u do in future. <3<3<3
ashishi #3
Chapter 24: Wow! This is so goooood! I'm sad and happy that its finished T.T but i'm still curious about the one letter Taehyung wrote to Jimin ?.?
Cutiepies1228 #4
Chapter 22: Wow, it was just amazing. I am speechless. Honestly, the best Vmin fic I have ever read. Thank you so so so much for sharing your work with us. Keep up the good work. Hoping for more stories from you.
ashishi #5
Chapter 20: Was Namjoon's child, the one he lost, named Jungkook? And if so then did Taehyung name his grandkid after his dead nephew?
ashishi #6
Chapter 19: Okay so I am really am confuse with Shinbu-nim being Taehyung. I thought Taehyung was Jungkook's Grandpa....?
Cutiepies1228 #7
Chapter 21: Can I ask why all the names suddenly got changed?
Cutiepies1228 #8
Chapter 2: Just why doesn't Tae reply?
Candyfloss17 #9
Chapter 21: Wow.. i was waiting likedorever for your updates :p
Candyfloss17 #10
Chapter 20: OMG.. yes, the :D

So yeah, this chapter was a little emotional but I wouldn't have it any other way.. what i Wana know is why didn't Tae write back ?? In the last and the only letter what did he write ?