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True Love Waits

By ChetManning00 Updated
Characters Son Chaeyoung Myoui Mina Im Nayeon Yoo Jeongyeon Hirai Momo Chou Tzuyu Minatozaki Sana Kim Dahyun Park Jisoo | Jihyo
With 12 chapters, 5 subscribers, 160 views, 73379 words
Status Completed, Members Only

Son Chaeyoung, a third year college student has no experience with falling in love but is desperate to experience it. Once she meets Myoui Mina through mutual friends, her life changes. She has to face the difficulty of pining for someone and having to choose their happiness over hers.

Didn't Know How Much I Needed This

By sangwoosgihun Updated
Characters Cho Sang-woo; Seong Gi-hun; Ali Abdul; Ji-yeong; Cho Sang-woo's Mother; Kang Eun-ji; Oh Mal-soon; Original Characters
With 6 chapters, 21 subscribers, 109884 words
Status [M], Subscribers Only, Crowdfunded

Liberate Me

By Emma16 Updated
Characters Jisoo. Jeonghan. Seungcheol. Seventeen.
With 9 chapters, 14 votes, 126 subscribers, 6240 views, 13 comments, 46534 words
Status [M], [TW], Members Only

Strangers With Memories

By gojiyeong Updated
Characters Taemin, Minho
With 1 chapters, 9 votes, 37 subscribers, 240 views, 2 comments, 14742 words
Status [M], Completed, Members Only, Subscribers Only

The Bottom Line

By gojiyeong Updated
Characters Taemin, Minho, Kibum
With 1 chapters, 5 votes, 67 subscribers, 250 views, 3 comments, 15957 words
Status [M], Completed, Members Only, Subscribers Only

Take His Hand & Don't Let Go

By sangwoosgihun Updated
Characters Park Hae-soo; Lee Jung-jae; Jung Woo-sung
With 1 chapters, 1 subscribers, 5904 words
Status [M], Completed, Friends Only, Subscribers Only, Crowdfunded

You Filled the Skies

By sangwoosgihun Updated
Characters Cho Sang-woo; Seong Gi-hun; Player 324; Player 250; Han Mi-nyeo (mentioned only); Original Characters
With 8 chapters, 1 votes, 10 subscribers, 55150 words
Status [M], Completed, Subscribers Only, Crowdfunded

How Do I Love Thee...

By Sleepysomnia Updated
Characters Jiu, Gahyeon
With 1 chapters, 2 votes, 2 subscribers, 300 views, 1 comments, 1214 words
Status Completed

“Gahyeon,” Minji started. Why was becoming so dry all of a sudden? It was as if no word could come out, meanwhile the younger girl was staring at her quizzingly, only adding more pressure on her sunbae. “I like you,” the third year blurted out.   [Cute Gahji for the soul | cross-posted on ao3]

Family Affair

By daeseokism Updated
Characters Kim Minseok, Kim Jongdae, Kim Minseok's family, Kim Jongdae's family, Byun Baekhyun, Kim Jongin
With 4 chapters, 3 votes, 3 subscribers, 170 views, 2 comments, 10573 words
Status [M], [TW], Completed, Members Only

They call the risin' sun

By sugathetommo Updated
Characters Kim Seokjin, Kim Taehyung, Jung Hoseok, Jeon Jungkook, Park Jimin, Kim Namjoon, Min Yoongi, Others
With 1 chapters, 1880 words
Status [M], [TW], Friends Only, Members Only

The Forgotten Tale

By SelinaCrystal Updated
Characters park jimin, jeon jungkook, kim taehyung,
With 1 chapters, 1 subscribers, 60 views, 3283 words
Status [M], [TW], Members Only, Crowdfunded

Maybe That's How Spring Comes

By JungMichan Updated
Characters Kim Jongdae (Chen), Kim Minseok (Xiumin), Byun Baekhyun, Park Chanyeol, Do Kyungsoo (D.O.), Oh Sehun, Kim Junmyeon (Suho), Red Velvet members, mentioned f(x) and Super Junior members
With 3 chapters, 37 votes, 157 subscribers, 2080 views, 29 comments, 39951 words
Status Completed, Subscribers Only

Jongdae runs his traditional temple food café, stays within the borders of the small, safe world he's created around himself, and tries not to think too much about the past that haunts him. But when a new cat café opens its doors right across the street, the owner might just open the door to Jongdae's heart as well.

#4 (Foolish)

By Tanark Updated
Characters mina, nayeon
With 1 chapters, 13 votes, 889 subscribers, 3760 views, 4 comments, 1340 words
Status [M], Completed, Subscribers Only

Oh , I think I like girls

By Sloth_Onda Updated
Characters Lee Chaeryeong Shin Ryujin Hwang Yeji Choi Jisu Shin Yuna Cameos from other idols like loona and twice
With 7 chapters, 10 votes, 85 subscribers, 1560 views, 11 comments, 7783 words

Lee Chaeryeong is suddenly thrown face first in multiple obstacles and turns in her life once she starts realizing that the reason why she gets embarrassed when her best friend takes her shirt off in front of her might not be just because she’s shy.  And the fact that she goes to a catholic school does not help either...

curve

By kxdlola120 Updated
Characters Do Kyungsoo/Kim Jongin
With 1 chapters, 9 votes, 22 subscribers, 780 views, 1 comments, 28511 words
Status [M], Completed

Shanghai Grande

By buriedphoenix Updated
Characters Kim Min Seok (Jin Min Shuo), Park Chan Yeol (Piao Can Lie), Oh Se Hun (Piao Shi Xun), Lu Han, Huang Zi Tao & Original Characters
With 9 chapters, 7 votes, 48 subscribers, 1650 views, 28 comments, 43884 words
Status [M], [TW], Completed, Members Only

Red Moon Redemption

By MOONSUN4Life Updated
Characters Solar, Moonbyul, Wheein, Hwasa
With 18 chapters, 65 votes, 357 subscribers, 7760 views, 131 comments, 59820 words
Status [M], Completed

In Your Eyes

By angelucy Updated
Characters Liu Yangyang, Xiao Dejun, Ten
With 1 chapters, 2 votes, 8 subscribers, 1 comments, 19411 words
Status [M], Completed

Let Love Hit You

By sehoWishes Updated
Characters kim junmyeon | suho, Oh Sehun, Zhang Yixing
With 22 chapters, 26 votes, 194 subscribers, 7460 views, 92 comments, 81607 words
Status [M], Completed

The depression palace

By Kaliadeepali Updated
With 4 votes, 28 subscribers, 420 views, 5499 words
Status [M], [TW], Completed, Members Only

Of Wounded Minds and Souls

By Shairan Updated
Characters Minghao, Mingyu, Junhui, Jeonghan, Seungkwan, Hansol, Seungcheol and few OCs.
With 8 chapters, 2 votes, 104 subscribers, 2060 views, 3 comments, 36617 words
Status [M], [TW], Members Only

And then, there's hope!

By underwa7er Updated
Characters Johnny, Jaehyun
With 12 chapters, 13 votes, 443 subscribers, 3930 views, 9 comments, 43573 words
Status [M], Completed, Subscribers Only

i just like you so much

By twiceberry Updated
Characters bae joohyun, son seungwan
With 1 chapters, 14 votes, 310 subscribers, 1220 views, 11 comments, 909 words
Status Completed, Subscribers Only

seungwan writes poems to resemble her torn heart.

stereotypes

By irulehell Updated
Characters lee jaeyoon, kim inseong
With 1 chapters, 8 subscribers, 600 views, 2920 words
Status [M], Completed

Not Yet, Please Don't Leave Me

By bb_bambam Updated
Characters im jaebum, park jinyoung
With 1 chapters, 1 votes, 2 subscribers, 430 views, 1 comments, 8377 words
Status Completed

"And this is their tragedy, because when they’re without each other, the world collapses around them, but to be together, they would have to tear the world down themselves." Jinyoung and Jaebum have a last meal together and talk about the things in their hearts.

The Letters (B.A.P)

By CmiMiu Updated
Tags  angst   bestfriends   bap   daejae   letters   pining   internalizedhomophobia 
Characters Youngjae Daehyun
With 19 chapters, 5 votes, 66 subscribers, 2140 views, 28 comments, 54405 words
Status Completed, Members Only, Subscribers Only

Dear Youngjae, Within these letters that I’m sending you, my love rests budding and all yours. Do as you wish with it. My words, though late, will speak for me. I’ve been an atheist for a better part of my life, but I’ve stumbled now upon a religion that blooms faith in my heart. My religion lies in my anticipation for your reply, Youngjae. My faith is that you’ll take me back one day. Or, a series of letters Daehyun writes to Youngjae aft

The Letters (BTS)

By CmiMiu Updated
Tags  angst   bestfriends   letters   bts   vmin   pining   internalizedhomophobia 
Characters Taehyung Jimin
With 19 chapters, 8 votes, 60 subscribers, 1720 views, 24 comments, 54442 words
Status Completed, Members Only, Subscribers Only

Dear Taehyung, Within these letters that I’m sending you, my love rests budding and all yours. Do as you wish with it. My words, though late, will speak for me. I’ve been an atheist for a better part of my life, but I’ve stumbled now upon a religion that blooms faith in my heart. My religion lies in my anticipation for your reply, Taehyung. My faith is that you’ll take me back one day. Or, a series of letters Jimin writes to Taehyung after he leaves

why ask why

By fxbricxtedrexlity Updated
Characters Kim Yongsun, Moon Byulyi, Bae Joohyun
With 1 chapters, 20 votes, 99 subscribers, 4390 views, 8 comments, 1646 words
Status Completed, Crowdfunded

aka the angsty high school au ft. kim “in denial” yongsun and moon “patient gay” byulyi

Friends Lovers or nothing

By Gal_400 Updated
Characters Chanyeol Baekhyun Sehun Kai Kyungsoo EXO ensemble cast
With 1 votes, 40 subscribers, 720 views, 7769 words
Status [M], Completed, Subscribers Only

ivy

By Ayatoo Updated
Characters taeyang, chani
With 1 chapters, 3 subscribers, 530 views, 2086 words
Status [M], Completed

Big Bad Wolf

By RomanosCheese Updated
Characters Bucketload of SEVENTEEN
With 5 chapters, 13 votes, 83 subscribers, 5060 views, 33 comments, 27036 words
Status Completed

Hansol is no longer the shy little kid he was when they've first met, and somehow, they would both have to come to terms with it.    

I Hate That I Don't Hate You

By rocknrolln Updated
Characters BTS (Jeon Jungkook, Kim Taehyung/V, Park Jimin, Kim Namjoon/RM, Jung Hoseok/J-Hope, MIn Yoongi/Suga, Kim Seokjin/Jin), GOT7 (Jackson Wang, Mentions of Mark Tuan and Park Jinyoung), Shin Donghyuk/Supreme Boi
With 9 chapters, 2 votes, 42 subscribers, 3120 views, 9 comments, 18946 words

The Diary (Original Version)

By CmiMiu Updated
Characters BAP Daehyun Youngjae Himchan Yonnguk Jongup Junhong/Zelo
With 2 chapters, 9 votes, 89 subscribers, 1150 views, 12 comments, 19957 words
Status Completed, Members Only, Subscribers Only

Jongup stares at the boy in front of him. Dimpled cheeks and a dusky pink nose. He looks like an innocent lamb in his white sweater: sweater paws peeking from under the long sleeves. And he's struck with realization. As if a puzzle piece suddenly fitting in place. Jongup watches the boy blow at the corn cup in his hands with fearful eyes. It's like he's watching a reflection of a certain boy. And that scares him. Or, Jongup comes across a diary one day written by a young boy,

The Diary (BTS Version)

By CmiMiu Updated
With 2 chapters, 5 votes, 69 subscribers, 1080 views, 12 comments, 19988 words
Status Completed, Members Only, Subscribers Only

  Yoongi stares at the boy in front of him. Dimpled cheeks and a dusky pink nose. He looks like an innocent lamb in his white sweater: sweater paws peeking from under the long sleeves. And he's struck with realization. As if a puzzle piece suddenly fitting in place. Yoongi watches the boy blow at the corn cup in his hands with fearful eyes.   It's like he's watching a reflection of a certain boy. And that scares him.  

Under These Stars

By Jokwon_SLAY Updated
With 3 chapters, 3 votes, 26 subscribers, 510 views, 2 comments, 3307 words
Status [M], [TW], Members Only

Be Free

By Missgracie842 Updated
With 5 chapters, 7 votes, 30 subscribers, 730 views, 11 comments, 17003 words
Status [M], [TW], Members Only