[CONTENTID1]OK, I am giving away free flight tickets to my place so that you guys can come and kill me..

Exo land back in Incheon international airport once they were done with their tour dates. It was around 10pm and the members were all tired of the long flight. Sehun keeps his eyes out, string at the busy streets of Seoul, with a tiny glint of anticipation to see Luhan but he was more anxious than that. He clenches his fist tight, making his knuckles turn white until a hand hold on it, loosening it up. Looking at his right, he finds his leader hyung, giving him a questioning look.

“Aren’t you sleepy.?”

“Hyung, do you think Luhan will forgive me.?”

“Ha.?”

“All I want is Luhan to forgive me hyung. Should I hold onto him or let go.. I will leave that decision to him. It doesn’t matter if he wants to get a divorce because I know, the way I treated him, and he deserves the freedom he lost. I am just.. scared hyung, what if he doesn’t forgive me.? That thought just makes me feel suffocated.”

Sehun looks up to his hyung nervously as Xiumin squeezes his hand, giving him a small smile.

“Do you know.? if there is no fear of losing someone, there is no love but if there is fear, there is love.”

“I do love him hyung but what to do.? I realized it too late I guess.” He gives him a better smile before looking out of his window.

Sehun has been thinking about this the whole time and he finally came to this decision. It took a while, a really long while to forgive himself. He treated his first love, his life like and it was obviously hard for him to stop hating himself. But when he did forgive himself, he started to get anxious, will Luhan ever forgive him.?? In the end he could think of only one solution. Asking Luhan for forgiveness and letting him go if he wants to. Luhan is an angel and never gets angry on anyone but every angel has a breaking point right?

His train of thoughts comes to a halt when their car pulls over in their parking lot. All the members get out of their car, exhausted, wanting to be in their comforter’s embrace. Once inside their dorm, few run into their rooms while the rest take turns to take shower and have a midnight snack.

Sehun stand in front of the connecting door, hesitating when Xiumin shows him his fist, mouthing a silent fighting. He takes a long breath and finally steps inside their apartment. The house was dark with no sight of Luhan. Where is he.? Sehun wonders. It’s already midnight so there is no way Luhan is out. He slowly walks in, trying to find the switchboard. Once he finds it, he switch on’s the lights only to see the most terrifying sight in front of his eyes. Something that he had never thought of witnessing the very moment he got back. There was a pool of blood, still fresh, in the middle of the house. There were few hand and foot prints of blood and that very sight made Sehun’s eyes wide and his mouth dry. W..what happened.?? What happened to Luhan.?? Why is there blood on the floor.?? Where..Where is Luhan.??

Sehun starts to feel dizzy with all the negative thoughts clogging his head when Lay dashes into their house, holding his phone as he slightly gasps for air.

“Jun….Junmyun called, Lu..Luhan is in the hospital and he..” Sehun couldn’t hear anymore. His world started to get hazy, block