I Will Always Love You

Baby, Just Stop
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After Solji stomped off, LE was left dumbfounded in the café. She didn’t know how to react, but she did know one thing – she should’ve stopped Solji from leaving. LE headed off right away when she figured out what to do. She was headed to Hangang River. It was one place that Solji loved to go whenever they had a fight. Solji said the river and the breeze there help clear her mind.

 

When LE arrived at Hangang River, she looked around but didn’t see Solji. Now, LE is really starting to worry. If Solji doesn’t come here, where would she be? Panicking, LE texted Solji’s younger sister Hyerin. She might know where Solji would’ve gone.

 

[LE] Hyerin-ah, do you know where is Solji unnie?

[Hyerin] Isn’t she supposed to be with you right now?

[LE] Ah… I said something wrong and she left.

[LE] I’m at the Hangang River but I didn’t see her anywhere

[Hyerin] She stopped going there when you broke up with her

[Hyerin] She might be at the beach, though

[LE] Thanks, Hyerin!

[Hyerin] Will you please fill me in on what’s going on when you find her?

[LE] I will. Trust me, okay?

 

And Hyerin was right. Solji was indeed at the beach. LE wasn’t sure if it was alright to approach her as the younger woman could tell that Solji was wiping her tears just by looking at her back view. LE slowly walked towards Solji.

 

“Solji?” LE called out, and Solji sniffed, appalled at the younger woman’s appearance. 

 

“What are you doing here?”

 

“I’m sorry. I was very insensitive just now, but I really want us to be friends, Solji. I don’t want to lose you. If we can’t be lovers, then I want us to at least be able to be friends. I want you in my life.” LE wiped Solji’s tears that were rolling down her face.

 

“It’s really hard, LE. I don’t know.”

 

“If me dating someone else hurts you so bad, then I won’t, for now. I’ll wait for you to move on first, okay? I promise. In the meantime, we can work on our friendship again. We can rebuild what we lost as friends. We’ll be closer than ever, I’m sure of that. Solji, please. I will always love you. I want you to find that smile back again.”

 

Solji nodded this time, and a very faint smile appeared on her face. She knew she was being selfish, wanting to keep LE for herself. But she just can’t see LE going out with another woman, it’ll kill her and LE knows it.

 

LE brought Solji home and Hyerin asked if she’d like to talk

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MistressOfAngst
#1
Chapter 6: It's so sad to hear what Solji has been through, it's understandable now to see why she reacted like the way she did with LE and Hani's relationship. But I am super glad she'll be moving on for herself now and live a better life with no stress carried along with her past relationships. Thanks for writing this story! As much as I am upset that it didn't end Lesol, I think it was a nice topic to write and read into it, sometimes not everything works out.
Hanifan
#2
Chapter 7: How cute! ^-^
It was so adorable, but man Hani carrying all the bags? That’s just cruel ;-;
Hanifan
#3
Chapter 6: I can’t wait till the next chapter >_<
I’m happy that Solji is trying to move on
MistressOfAngst
#4
Chapter 5: See I figured LE would get herself into some more troubles. I understand her emotions are all over the place and she keeps hurting the ones around her, wanting to feel numb, but I hope she takes this as a lesson. Hani isn’t wrong, they all should take a break. I mean yes Solji is hurting but by taking care of her more LE is hurting Hani which also leads to her hurting herself. She’s so selfless, that I hope for once she can be a bit selfish and kind of find herself and her true answers. Maybe how Solji and LE ended wasn’t clear enough, like they have unfinished business to talk out and unleash their emotions. I think she should get Solji’s sister on it to help her heal and then she can build a trusting bond with Hani (well that’s if she truly loves her and wants to be with her). Sometimes in life we can’t help everyone around us, sometimes going through sadness and heartbreak is a part of life which is suppose to help us grow and I hope Solji can see that. Thanks for the update!
MistressOfAngst
#5
Chapter 4: I’m not sure either if Hani’s plan would’ve been good or not. But then again Solji could see how great Hani is and how much LE and Hani love each other. I’m just as confused as LE, poor girl is literally being stuck in the middle. If they keep it up she might end up in the hospital lol Solji did ask for some space so I’m wondering if now she’s starting her journey on moving on. She said it herself that the two are in love and she feels as if she’s getting in the way. Thanks for the update!
MistressOfAngst
#6
Chapter 3: I feel bad for Hani, like yeah she’s understanding but imagine being in her shoes so props to her for being a bit understanding and I’m glad LE told the truth about Lesol’s situation rather than being sneaky. Sooner or later it’s going to bite LE back. Like I’m glad she’s trying to have time for the both of them but it’s somewhat true with semi choosing between the two. She needs to work with it better. Yeah they both have feelings and Hani and LE like each other a lot, but what she’s doing will hurt Solji more as well. She should probably tune it down a bit, let her sister handle Solji because she needs the support and maybe even set her up on dates (can be friendly or romantic dates). However it was nice seeing LeSol’s backstory and I’m glad LE got out of it because it did seem unhealthy, which leads me back to the whole Solji thing. She’s going to be tough and even stubborn so it’s time to put her foot down and try a new technique or something. But I guess if she continues on, she might see more or new sides to Solji and maybe their love will comeback, happy Lesol = happy everyone lol thanks for updating!
MistressOfAngst
#7
Chapter 2: Solji’s situation is very sad and I am thankful that LE is understanding and wants to spend more time with her. But I mean doesn’t that get Solji’s hopes up more, the whole canceling plans with her crush just so they can rekindle their friendship. It would’ve been healthier to take a mini break, but I am curious to see how all this goes and how LE will be able to help Solji move on. Solji doesn’t need to beat herself for being selfish, in moments like these, it’s only normal.

Thanks for the update^^
kasterian #8
Chapter 2: Wow, it really has been awhile since I've read any EXID fics since there aren't many to begin with, so first off, thank you for updating :) Poor Solji seems to be suffering lots :( I'm curious of how Solji and LE will handle their current relationship with each other in the future.
MistressOfAngst
#9
Chapter 1: Oh man I haven’t read lesol in so long so I was happy to see this. The plot sounds interesting, I’m so excited to read this. It’s saddening to see that Solji is still holding onto LE while the other girl isn’t as effected. Ahhh its the good ole Ahn Sisters deal. However I’m glad Solji spoke her heart and told LE how she felt and how this whole Hani talk has been hurting her. I wonder what LE will do next and how lesol will work out their “friendship” thanks for the update!