Seungmin’s POV:

Chan placed me back in my bunk and I let him cover me up with my blankets. But I still wanted to just explode with tears when I looked up at Chan’s worried face. But what really hurt me was looking into Hyunjin’s eyes and seeing the worry and anger that flourished in them. It killed me to look at him because it was my fault. I caused that hurt and pain in him.

Chan handed me a glass of water and two pills and told me to sit up and take them so I will feel better. But the only thing that could make me feel better now is seeing Hyunjin’ s face and telling him how sorry I was for making him worry and for the hurt I caused him. But it was too late for that since he was going out to have fun. I took the pills obediently and laid back down, seeing Chan’s eyes look over me up and down with concern. “How can I go out and have fun with you so sick like this? I am the leader, I should be the one staying back and helping you.”

I could see how torn he was and I tried to ease his mind the best I could. “I know you guys need the fun. We have been so busy lately and obviously it has taken a toll on my body and thankfully not any of yours. I just need to sleep. Go and have fun. No need to baby me hyung.” He smiled and looked down at me. “I will always baby you guys. It is my job.” He smiled again and laughed a little. I smiled with him but my smiled soon faded when I was thrown into a harsh and deep coughing fit that rattled my already sore chest. Soon it settled and I laid back down, but this time I laid on my side to try and see if that would help. “Alr