Taehyung wants time to just go fast right now. He hates this. Saying goodbyes and starting new. He was never a social butterfly at the first place so starting new is always a nightmare for him.

That is one of the reasons he hated goodbyes a lot. He knows farewells are always painful especially since you did it unannounced. Perhaps to a person.

"He will be fine.."

Taehyung keeps on telling himself that. A chant. It's like a reassurance to himself. Like he wanted himself to so desperately believe in that. That Jungkook will actually be fine without him.

But Taehyung knows it well. Too well.

He is always worried for Jungkook. How the guy will get to his classes on time. Whether he is skipping his meals or having them on time. If he had any clean shirts to wear. Or if he get enough rests at night. Taehyung knows how much of a workaholic Jungkook could be. 

"I shouldn't be thinking like this! He has Hara, Taehyung! Move on!"

Mumbled Taehyung to himself. He knows Hara will take good care of Jungkook. Even when he doesn't really like her, he knows she is a proper kind of person. At least no one is going to neglect Jungkook after he left. 

Why should he be bothered anyway? He was the one who decided all these. Going to the States and not pursuing his quest for true love. Taehyung had been the one who decided to leave at the first place. 

But who is he trying to lie to again? He is sick. To the core. He keeps o