Lying on Jungkook's side had been one of the things Taehyung had always wanted to do. He doesn't mean it in a sensual kind of way. No. It's not just about . This is something else.

In his years of living, Taehyung had never been loved much. He can't blame anyone about it. He was born with a bad luck. Or his luck just got erased by other's much more stronger luck. He like to think of it like the later part.

Taehyung could trace the soft cheeks of Jungkook as he looks at his side, smiling gently at him. He knows he's gonna miss it all. Really he does. 

"I love you a lot, Kooks.."

Taehyung could actually felt the tears slowly made its way to his eyes again. He is not gonna keep it inside. He just let it all out. After all. How could you actually deal with that amount of pain?

Taehyung had been selfish. Yes he did. For that one night he wanted to have Jungkook all for himself, not sharing him with anyone else. Yes. Taehyung wants all of Jungkook for him. 

Only him.

Even until now Taehyung still wants him to choose him. Yes, stupid Taehyung had always asked Jungkook to choose Hara over him, again and again. But who the is he lying to again?

He wants Jungkook to choose him. He is not very fond of it, hell yes he wants all of Jungkook for him. He wouldn't even share him. How could he even let someone he had protected so much like a precious diamond be hurt like that?? 

But Taehyung can't do it.