I didn't when this really started but I honestly couldn't confront myself. Ever since I moved back to Korea, the only thing I really wanted was to live a normal life, without any complications, and just do my best without anything or anyone doing anything to my life.

But I guess it was too late to think about that, huh?

On my first day, I got to meet new people, met again an ex-fling and his friend who has feelings for him.

And then there was him.

Whenever he would come my way, all my worries just seem to dissipate even when they're already in front of my face. His smile brings joy to my days. In the presence of the man who made me question myself and what I feel, someone came along to save me.

I haven't told anyone too much about my life, except that I live a pretty normal life with my mom, dad, and Jaehyun.

But me, myself, and I, that's just another question.

Who am I? What do I feel? How do I do around people? How am I towards myself?

I worry about these things every day. I honestly feel so conscious of myself. But this person, he makes every thing alright.

I have never even met someone like Doyoung in my life. What am I feeling that makes him so different from others, even Taeyong, who I thought would be my first and last?

I need to get in touch with my feelings. If I fall, then I fall, because I trust Doyoung, and I know he'll catch me.

The question is, if I really feel something f