After a few days....There's no voice screaming in my mind. It just happened that day, And i don't mind it. and by the way, Eunbi is really taking a good care of me. She's sweet. And we talk a lot about each other. I think we're pretty close...again? And i don't know, let's just say that she's my crush. Yeah she's my wife. But my feelings for her gone away and forgotten right? So maybe it's coming back. You know the feeling when she's so close to mine. And when she's calling me babe. my stomach felt like a garden because of too much butterflies flying around it. Am i falling for her? Does my heart still remember her? And when i examine her, it felt like the world is in a slow motion mode. But it's weird. Everytime i'm feeling those things towards her, My head is hurting so much at night. I'm feeling that everyday so, i'm experiencing the headache everynight. It always happen at 3:00 am in the morning. Sometimes i find myself waking up at the floor, near my room door. Am i sleep walking? How can i walk? my legs are not that good yet. It's weird, or i'm the one who is weird? Maybe one of the reason why me and Eunbi has a different rooms 

"Oh...You're awake" I heard a voice behind me. It's Eunbi. She finally woke up. Actually i'm awake since 3:00 am this morning. I experience the headache again. I'm not telling those to Eunbi. I just don't want to. I don't want her to worry about me. Maybe this headaches are part of my healing from having an amnesia. I hope it is.

"Yeah...Just waiting for the sun to rise up" I said while facing the window. Well the truth is i'm just too deep at my thoughts. 

"Mmmh" I finally face her and i saw her that she's heading to kitchen

"Bi" I said softly, she look around and there, It feels like she's slow motioning again. Her eyes looks like a star shining, her long eyelashes. Her pointed nose. Her small lips. Why i can't take off my eyes of her? i can't control my body, It functioning itself, exept my brain, It's not functioning. It's floating in the air. Why am i feeling like this? 

I cleared my thoughts and i realized that she's waiting for me to say something after i called her. She's raising her eyebrow and just staring at me

"Oh..." Crap...What i was going to say? Think Sojung think, I don't want her to wait. Oh right! Happy birthday. It's her birthday today

"Ha--" I got cutted from a loud growl. What is that?....Oh no...It's my stomach. I'm hungry. I'm awake since 3:00 am and look at the sun it's totally rise up. I'm indeed hungry

I heard her soft chuckle wich is adorable

"I think my wife is hungry, I'll cook some eggs since that's the only dish that i can cook" She said then she made her way to the kitchen

"Umm Ha-Happy Birthday!!" I shouted and I felt embarrassed because why would I stutter by just saying 'Happy birthday'

She turn around again and look at me

"T-thank you" I received a stuttering reply from my stuttering greet

I just gave her my best smile. 

I'm getting better. my feet, I can walk with my right foot. No, I mean hop not walk. I can sit on my wheelchair without Eunbi's help it's hard but I need to do it. I don't want to be a tomato in front of Eunbi's again. 

I headed towards the kitchen while riding my wheelchair of course. I watch how Eunbi cook 

"How about me? Am I a good cook?" I suddenly asked her

"Yeah. You're good back then" She said as she continue to cook

"What if my hands still remember to cook? Can I try?" I asked. Because why not? Maybe I can still cook right? 

"Sojung it's not just your hands are using for cooking your knowledge and heart too" She said finally looking at me

"Knowledge?  Heart?" I asked. She nodded

"Of course. How can you cook if you don't know anything about cooking like me? And you use to say before that you're using your heart by cooking because you said it will make the dish more delicious" She said while smiling slightly

She's right. 

"So, what's your plan today? It's your birthday. We can't just sit here and talk"

"I'm planning on going to church since its Sunday. Are you okay here alone?"

I stared at her confuse. Why I can't go with her? 

"Don't worry I'll be back after the mass" 

"Why can't we go together?" I need to asked. I'm not anti Christ or what,  or I am? 

"You want to?" She asked. Maybe she's worried for me, going out. But I'm not

"Yes" I replied simply

"It's just that you hate going to churches before the accident" She said avoiding my gaze

"I ha--" She didn't let me finish my words and said "the egg is cooked, we can eat now" Well I just nod. I'm hungry

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We eat quietly and I dress up--she helped me dress up since I can't move that well, My broken arms are not that good yet. 

Finally we reached the church after a 20 minutes ride. She helped me to get put of the car and made me sit at the wheelchair. We entered the church and find a seat, When Eunbi found a seat she places my wheelchair beside her seat. And then suddenly my head aches again. I groan silently and I think Eunbi seems to notice and gave me a questioning look

"I'm fine" I said to her and shake my head a little

She hummed and nodded

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"You don't have friends to invite?" I asked because it would be a lot of fun if there's other people celebrating with us and not just the both of us

"I have some friends" She said while looking at the clock

"Why don't you invite them? We can order some cakes and pizzas"

"R-really?!" She said excitedly

"Why not? It's your birthday"

"Thanks babe!" She ran to. E and hugged me finally, tightly

My heart pounded like I wanted to cry. it felt like my heart are getting bigger. Her arms, It felt so warm

She immediately let go and avoid my gaze 

"I'm s-sorry. I'm j-just excited" She said nervously

"It's fine" More like I wanted to say 'I liked it' but not yet I'm still confuse with my feelings

She took her phone and contacted her friends. She also contacted the deliveries

I wanted to give her some present but how? I can't even buy something. I can't even walk or do something special... What if I kiss her? No, not in the lips. Just in her cheeks. It will be okay for her? No no no....hug! What about a hug? No no no... How about a 'I love you'? I don't know. She's my wife so it's okay to do that stuffs right? 

I take a glance from her and she was just busy with her phone while waiting for her friends and for the delivery to come. 

I was about to call her to give my 'present' but a loud 'ding dong' sound interrupts me. Eunbi stood up quickly and headed to the door

"Sojung!  The cake is here!" I heard her shouted 

"That's disgusting!"

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