Inside the subway station...

 

 

I am Song Hayoung........

 

 

Along the crowd...Along the noise that comes from everything around....Along everything....

 

 

I just cant help but look at her.....she’s the only one that my eyes can see....

 

 

Along her question of why? when she looks back at me and catch me staring at her....how she shyly smiles and tap me while laughing....

 

Her laugh makes a beautiful sound for me.....

 

Her short hair that just fly along as to where the wind carries it....

 

 

’ Oppa, Can you see how youre sister falls in love? i do really love her...i do really love Saerom and no matter what happens ill make everything bright for her ‘

 

 

 

 

 

 

-

 

“Youre all late” Jiwon’s loud voice had greeted them as they walk inside the session room....

 

 

 

Jiwon had look at their hands...

 

”Tssk!!” Jiwon just turn ahead...

 

”im being surrounded by couples” she just complain while fixing the microphone...

 

Chaeyoung and nakyung greeted them...

Hayoung and Chaeyoung just look at each other and laugh as to how Jiwon complains on being single....

 

Nakyung had sign saerom to sit..that the older one did...

 

 

Chaeyoung had to tease the loud jiwon....

 

 

she stood up...

 

”Youre so picky thats why you dont get anyone...” she sneered...

 

”Ha!” Jiwon had that mighty remark...

 

”the one ill be with will be lucky” Jiwon had said....

 

 

 

Everyone just had to shook their heads....

 

 

 

 

’ I’m back to music....I’m back ‘

 

 

 

 

 

Sometimes its hard to grasp it again...afterall ive stop on a longer period..but im trying to get it all back......

 

 

 

Saerom do some Theraphy on the hospital...i go with her of course......

 

 

Saerom had ask me once while we are walking home....

 

 

”It will be a burden right? if i turn blind?”

 

It stop me that she notice....she just smiled and take it back as a joke....

 

she just Pinch my cheek when i didnt respond for some seconds...

 

”Ya! that was just a joke”

 

she try to laugh....but i know it can be a possibilty...

 

i turn to look at her...im smiling of course...

 

 

”it will be hard” 

 

it stop her......then her eyes just stay on looking at me...it seems like she’s trying to wait for the continuation of my words....

 

”But it will never be a burden...”

 

I had to urge to hold her hand....it really stop her the moment i held her hand...

 

she got really surprise....

i just try not to mind it...i want to hold her hand

 

 

as we walk....

 

i raise our hands....

 

 

her eyes had glance at me...

 

 

”Whatever happens, ill hold youre hand like this”

 

 

The thing that i didnt know was...it made Saerom relieved....

 

 

I didnt know who i am for Saerom....i didnt try to ask....she told me that she likes me.....

 

It made me happy of course.....

 

 

”Youre hands are really beautiful”

 

she said.....

 

 

just simple words but it directly carve on my heart as one of a great memory......

 

 

we both look at each other and jist laugh as we walk holding each others hand....

 

’ That’s right...ill hold youre hand whatever happens ‘

 

 

 

-

 

“Unnie!!”

 

 

That loud voice of Chaeyoung just emerge through....inside their practice room...

 

Both Jiwon and Hayoung stood up.....

 

Hayoung was still holding her guitar when they both came beside Chaeyoung....

 

 

”What is that even?” Jiwon just scratch her head while looking at the paper that Chaeyoung is excitedly showing on to them.....

 

 

”We are qualified for amateur original battle of music” Chaeyoung just cant kept waiting for her unnies to read everything and understand it....

 

”Really??” It was Jiwon....

 

”woahhh!” Hayoung just covered trying to digest it....

 

Chaeyoung and Jiwon just high five....

 

Then they both hug Hayoung after who is still in awe....

 

after years of stopping...they will do it again....

 

she finally process it out...she cant help her lips..it just lifted up for a wide smile....

 

 

she raise her hands and hug her dongsaengs back....

 

 

 

 

- 

 

 

When i open my eyes i just had to laugh a little....

 

 

Saerom enter inside my room and put down the tray with foods on me...

 

”What is this?” i just laugh a little...

 

Saerom had sat on my bed.....

 

”Jiwon told me that you all get to enter a battle of music”

 

I just scratch my head and nod simply...

 

 

”i prepare youre food” she said smiling....

 

”heres a milk...then...a kimbap....then eggs....”

 

 

she started saying it...

 

”im sorry if the eggs wont taste good its almost burned”

 

”its fine” i immediately counter...i took the chopsticks.....

 

”i just bought those on the convenience store...next time ill definitely cook for you”

 

 

i just munch out...

 

Saerom cant help but laugh while looking at me eating.....

 

 

”here have some” 

 

i raise the chopsticks with kimbap that she try getting it but i just stay it still..

 

”just say ah” i said that she just finally let it and open ...

 

 

i really smile....and took more....

 

”you really eat good” she said after...

 

that made me look at her....

 

my mouth is overloaded....

 

and i froze a little....

 

 

then i munch out again....

 

 

Saerom shyly smile....and cover her face that i notice...

 

 

”Weh?” i ask without a clue why she looks so shy and covering her face....

 

she just shook her head as a respond still refusing to show her face....

 

my mouth is still overloaded...

 

”Weh? is there something funny?”

 

i finally get to remove her hands from her face but she fastly got a pilow and cover her face again..

 

 

 

i kept asking her why.....

 

 

then she finally remove the pillow but she’s still not looking at me....

 

 

i just munch out....my mouth just wont stop from being overloaded....

the thing is that....she thinks im being cute while eating like that....

 

 

”Hey”

 

she finally said still not looking at me....

 

”why?” i ask while filling my mouth with food...

 

 

”Youre suddenly being cute that i want to kiss you”

 

my attempt to put another kimbap on my mouth had stop....

 

she got so shy after saying it that she just buried her face on the pillow while i remain froze for some seconds....

 

 

Saerom just had to look back and confuse when i stood up and went outside out of nowhere......

 

 

Did she said it really weirdly? Saerom thought....

 

Of course it isnt weird..its just that it made my heart burst out that i didnt get to process it for some seconds.....

 

 

 

she thought she had gone overboard...she just stood up go open the door and leave when she stop...

 

 

i enter the room....

 

My face look so serious when i enter the room...

 

she try to smile....

 

the athmosphere of the room became a little different...

 

 

Saerom had look at me....

 

our eyes just focus on each other....

 

 

”i think im gonna get you a water” her voice is shaking and trying to avoid me....

 

she got really surprise when my hands had held the knob of the door...

 

”You...You” i cant really said it straightly...

 

but i dont want her to get out of the room without asking her...

 

 

”Do you wanna kiss?” i finally asked...

 

we both blush....

 

”i just got carried away” she said...

 

i nod my head...

 

”so you dont want to kiss me?”

”its not like that” she fastly respond...

 

 

”then you want to kiss me?” i had to repeat it....

 

”Yes...and no” she added

 

 

”what is it really? just Yes or no” i really have the urge...

 

she didnt reply for seconds.....but then she nod her head....

 

 

”close youre eyes” 

 

 

she raise her head and before she can even say anything....

 

her eyes just flew so wide when i place our lips together....

 

her hand just held on to my shirt.....

 

 

then she slowly close her eyes.....

 

 

it was first kiss..so i dont really know how to move....

 

I didnt get to control myself that i bit her lip....

 

she let go...

 

”im sorry” i immediately said and try to look at her lips...

 

”does it hurt?”

 

She shook her head...

 

”its fine” she said.....

 

”Are you sure?”

 

she nod her head.....

 

then as our eyes met...she just look away and fastly run out.....

 

 

 

for seconds i just stay still but then as i realize it i almost exploded on my feels...

 

 

I just kiss her...

 

 

i kiss Saerom......

 

 

i try to breath....i held my chest trying to feel as it beat so fast.......

 

i cant contian my smile....

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

-

 

“What are you doing?” Jiwin just look at Hayoung weirdly when she came in and saw Hayoung pouting and moving her lips by herself....

 

”Its kissing”

 

Jiwon had smirk...

 

 

”Ya! are you trying to practice to kiss Saerom unnie?”

 

”I already did” Hayoung answered absentmidedly...it shook jiwon...

 

”Really??”

 

She didnt respond....

 

Jiwon started shooking the pouting girl asking her over and over again...

 

 

Thats when Chaeyoung came in......

 

”wazz up” chaeyoung greeted as she came in with the two dorks sitting on the couch...

 

 

”Chaeyoung” Jiwon turn to Her...

 

”help me”

 

Chaeyoung got confuse...

 

”in what?”

 

”She’s delusioning...she just said that she get to kiss Saerom unnie”

 

Chaeyoungs face really got shook that she came in near them..

 

”really?”

 

both her and jiwon are shooking their unnie........

 

 

Stupid if you ask me....

 

 

 

 

 

 

-

 

 

 

 

 

 

”Are you alright?”

 

 

I raise myself from the chair where i am sitted and bowed fastly....

seeing Saerom’s mom Standing in front of me....

 

she just smile and sign me to just stay sitted which i did....

 

 

”Is my daughter giving you a hard time?” she ask while getting something from the cupboard..

 

”No” i immediately answered...

 

she place a cup and pour some tea....

 

”i guess she does....”

 

she turn to look at me while i just look at her....

 

 

she smiled while mixing it...

 

”My daughter had came back from smiling”

 

her mom just said it so sincerely...

 

”Yes, she do smile but lately she’s really smiling like it came from somewhere she only knows...”

 

 

I cant understand it.....

 

”Ever since Her father left i never seen her smile the way she smiles now”

 

 

she sighed to relax herself....

 

”And i think Youre one of those reasons why”

 

 

It stop me....for a moment i never thought, ill be a big part of Saerom’s life.....

 

 

 

 

 

- 

 

Saerom do try to ignore me...avoid me....obviously its because of that..

 

 

But one day i have enough of it.....

 

 

 

 

”Where are we?”

 

 

”Just walk” Jiwon had said while she’s leading Saerom to somewhere.......

 

 

 

 

They reach a certain room inside a music observatory.......

 

 

 

”Here we are” Jiwon announce that Saerom stop....

 

She felt something had urge her heart....

 

she look at jiwon...

 

”What is this?” She ask.....suddenly she got nervous....

 

Jiwon smile...

 

”Just see for youreself” 

 

Jiwon turn the knob.....

 

 

Saerom had hesitate but still enter in.....

 

 

It was Empty...

 

 

 

 

As Saerom enters in........

 

 

 

she stop when Her eyes had seen Song Hayoung standing on the middle of the stage....

 

 

 

When Song Hayoung had seen her on top of the audience area....

 

she waved her hand.....

 

 

Saerom just stop to look at Hayoung.....

 

 

 

 

 

 

She was smiling while holding her guitar.......

 

 

”Sunbaenim”

 

that distinct voice of Song Hayoung....

 

”Can you please listen to me?”

 

 

Hayoung turn her eyes to her guitar and just like it.....

 

Saerom felt everything just faded and Hayoung is the only thing She can see....

 

 

 

 

 

Saerom slowly took a step to get near....

 

 

 

Everything feels warm......

 

 

 

A beautiful music has started.....

 

 

 

Saerom felt like Everythings already bright.....

 

 

 

A magic just drop......

 

 

 

After that Hayoung just bowed that Saerom clap her hands....

 

 

”How was it?”

 

 

Saerom is finally below the stage.....

 

 

”Its beautiful”

 

she just said....

 

its like some realization hit her.....

 

It made Song Hayoung smile...

 

 

”Really?” she asked back...

 

Saerom Nod her head then look at her.....

 

”Everything is truly Bright when Youre there” Saerom cant help herself...she wants to express Everything to Her...

 

 

”Do you know Why I love you?”

 

 

Saerom had froze....hearing the word love from her....

 

Hayoung just squat down and look below where Saerom is....

 

 

her hands just held each of Saerom’s Cheeks....

 

”Coz You made me who i am.....the thing that i forgot a long time ago.....”

 

 

then Hayoung’s hand had held one of her hand and place it at her chest....

 

”You feel that?”

 

Saerom look up at her....

 

”It beats only for you since we were at school way back”

 

Saerom had smile.....

 

 

”Youre always the best thing”

 

Hayoung had place her forehead on Saerom’s.....

 

 

”Can we be a couple?”

 

Saerom didnt even hesitate and just nod her head.....

 

 

’ Love is the best thing ‘

 

 

Saerom just close her eyes when Hayoung lift her chin up....and place their lips together...

 

 

she finally felt like everything is bright and beautiful......

 

 

 

 

 

‘ Everything will pass but i know how much i love you ‘

 

 

Laughter just spread through while they run to get in the almost close door of the subway train....

 

 

Sitting while humming to the song they are listening to......Saerom will always lean on her shoulders....

 

 

 

 

’ Everything will be bright from now on ‘

 

 

Everyone just eat while bickering on the table......

 

 

Teasing Hayoung on how she talks and such.....

 

Jiwon is usually loud....

 

Chaeyoung and Nakyung together with Harom are a couple then jiwon will complain on why she is still single.....

 

 

 

’ Sometimes there will be times of low ‘

 

 

“ And the winner is.....”

 

 

 

Chaeyoung...Jiwon and Hayoung are all down after they lose on their competition of music battle..

 

 

Saerom had that Smile that Tells Hayoung its alright...

 

she hug her and pat her simply trying to make her relieved....

 

Nakyung did the same For Chaeyoung....

 

Jiwon is about to complain but before she could..the team had already felt it...

 

they all hug her that her complains had stop....

 

 

 

‘ But we know we can all be together and be happy ‘

 

 

 

She just went out of the comfort room........

 

 

”What’s wrong with you?” Jiwon ask when she went out of the comfort room...

 

”i dont know...im vomitting even when i didnt eat anything” 

 

Hayoung just answered and slam herself on the couch....

 

”OmO! Are you telling me youre pregnant?”

 

Jiwon just got hit by a notebook that she laugh so hard....

 

”I dont even have appetite sometimes”

 

”Thats unusual”

 

Hayoung just strum her guitar....

 

 

”Thats why i jist had a check up”

 

Jiwon had that dramatic face again.....

 

”Are you going to die?” she started overreacting that Hayoung throw another notebook at her...

 

“its just my anual check up stupid”

 

Jiwon just sneered...

 

 

”You better be healthy you punk....who will be our composer? who will be the haft tongue here?”

 

”Ya!” hayoung had enough of it that jiwon just almost cant breathe at how she laugh so much...

 

 

 

 

 

 

-

 

 

“let’s meet at the subway station after i receive the results of my annual check up” Hayoung said over the phone when she’s already in front of The doctors room....

 

 

”im going in ill just talk to you later...okay...bye”

 

she kiss her phone then smile....

 

she open the doctors room....

 

 

 

 

’ Life is beautiful ‘

 

 

She greeted the doctor which the doctor also did....

 

 

’ Life has given me someone like you ‘

 

 

The doctor place an envelope in front of her.....

 

 

she look at it then to the doctor....

 

 

The doctor sign her to open it which she did......

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

’ The moment i saw you i already knew....that i will only love you and only you ‘

 

 

“We double check it.....”

 

 

 

‘ Oppa , Will i ever be happy? ‘

 

 

 

Hayoung just look at Saerom who run over to get to her.....

 

 

The sound of the train.....the Sound of every footstep that drops on the ground.....

 

 

 

”Is there something wrong?” Saerom asked her that Hayoung just smile so wide....

 

 

”what makes you say that?” Hayoung had took Saerom’s hand....

 

 

Saerom just lean herself on Hayoung...

 

”Nothing i just want to know if youre fine”

 

Hayoung had nod her head..

 

”Of course im fine”

 

Saerom had held her hand so tight....

 

 

 

‘ Oppa, I just want to be happy....i just want to be with Saerom....’

 

 

 

”Miss Song we are so sorry......”

 

 

The sound of my heart cracking bits by bits as it cant go on thinking i.....

 

 

“You have Stomach Cancer”

 

 

it cant go on thinking that i...i will leave Saerom....that ill never be with her anymore makes me hurt so much

 

 

‘ Oppa, i think it wont be along time and i can be with you again.im sorry but i think i need to give it all up ‘

 

 

 

 

*************

 

I just want to say that im thankful for those who are reading my stories....for enjoying them thank you very much.....

 

i thought i can finish this in one shot...but i guess i need another chapter to end this short story....

 

 

 

Just tell me...please what you think of this story...Thank you again..