Water..
water's everywhere..
I can't breath..
I reach my hand for someone to help me but there's no one to catch them..

I give up..

yeah..my life'll finish right away..
I look at the bright light of the moon shining on the water for the last time..
suddenly someone appears in the water..
someone comes to me..
holds my hand and drags me to his embrace..
I turn my head to see him..
he does as well..
darkness

and..
*screaming*
I openned my eyes with weird feeling like a electricity shock in my body and sat on my bed.
I couldn't remember his face again..
I was sure I saw him once..I knew!!
he was like an angel for me..
he saved me but I couldn't even remember his face..
I put my hand on my head as my head started hurting..
I got up finally and went to take a bath.
I took a short bath and wiped my wined hair.
I was living alone..I had no problem with living alone but my mother told me it's not good for my health.
by the way I wasn't depressed I was just quiet at first.
last year I openned my eyes in the hospital.
they told me I had an accident.
but that wasn't the point.
my nightmares started a month later after that.
I thought I was going crazy so I decited to visit a psychologist but well..it didn't do any help.

my nightmares continued until I felt I was even feeling someone's watching me all the time.
someone's chasing me..
someone might attack me anytime..
all of my nightmares were like a real happening so I didn't know what to believe anymore...
was I still sleep or wide awake?
was I dead or alive?
I laid on my bed and messaged changkyun.
"meet you at 12:00.Don't be late."
I started to changing my clothes and using the rest of my time and made a coffee milk and drank it as I got on my car.
I was a neat and nice person and me, being on time have proven it!
changkyun unlike me was a noisy/messy person.
he never was on time but it was useful to remind him to be.
I arrived at the coffee shop which I liked first and sat on one of the seats beside the window waiting for changkyun.
I started outside while my heart beating fast preparing itself for an accident.
"Ayo!"I felt someone's hand on my shoulder.
I looked at changkyun who was smiling at me and then sat in front of me.
"how are you hyung?"he asked.
"uhum.how about you kyun?"I asked back.
"I'm fine!!so what happened??did you see nightmares again??"changkyun asked curiously.
"well that's not something new.you know."I took a deep breath and leant to the seat.
"yeah.it's kinda like that.but still it suffers you."chamgkyun hummed.
changkyun..was the only one who stayed with me even when he found out I was weird..
"I adjusted myself anyway.by the way how's kyundongie??"I asked excited.
"he's fine.take your eyes of him!!he's mine!!"he gave me a death glare.
"brrrr in your dreams!!"I took out my tongue.
well kyundongie was his puppy which I loved so much.
when I saw him for the first time I thought he might attack me but he jumped on me and started to me.
"you chae hyungwon!!DO YOU WANT MY KYUNDONGIE TO CHEAT ON ME WITH YOU?!"he stood up and put his hands on the table.
"of course!!we'll run away together!!"I smirked and we burst out laughing together.
"what's your plan for tonight?"changkyun asked after a while.
"I dunno.maybe going to club to relive my stresses."I answered.
"Want me to come with you?"he asked.
"no need.I can take care of myself.but you can come if you're bored."I nodded.
"nah.I have to wash kyundongie."he pouted.
"okay then.send him my regards."I laughed and got up and waved and left.
***
changing my clothes ended up as a model-like style.
I didn't like repetitious places so I went to a different club.
a very different one!
everything was weird..
but I kinda..liked it!
everyone was wearing a black dresses and dancing with a weird song.
I entered and scanned by lot of eyes.
dancing was the best option to relieve my stress!!
before I even get closer to the dance stage I pressed by someone to the wall.
I looked at the black haired boy in front of me.
'Have I done anything wrong?Have I did a crime?'those thoughts never left me until I felt his hand under my chin.
I tried to release myself but he put his other hand on my shoulder and then I found out how strong he was.
I felt his warm breaths on my neck.
I was freaking out.
"why..do you have a mark?"he asked with his thick voice.
mark?what mark?
I turned my head and..saw him!
his long fangs..his red eyes..
I couldn't breath.my heart stopped..
someone pushed the boy away but I couldn't see who it was.
who really cared?
I fell on the floor..the world turned around my head and suddenly I felt nothing more..