Truth
All These Years(Mina's POV)
It was a lovely day because I passed my test with flying colors. I wanted to celebrate it.
First of all, I'm a med student. Year 5. Currently in love with the girl from the art department. We had been together for 2 years now. She's a cute little cub to me. More like, she's my everything? We lived together though.
Chaeyoung was born from a very rich family. She owned a house, car and the most important one, me. She's younger than me anyway. One year younger.
Back to the main topic, as I passed my test, I wanted to celebrate it. I decided to buy some foods and eat it with Chaeyoung. I bought her favorite strawberry cake. <3 But I was thinking if strawberry cake is enough a for us. Of course not. I bought fried rice in addition.
I was patiently waiting at the bus stop. Actually, I miss my Chaeng.
"Hey please help me." Suddenly an unknown girl touched my shoulder and she kissed me. She held my hand tightly. I tried to pull away but she's too strong. The kiss lasted for 10 second.
The unknown girl pulled away. "Please don't get me wrong. I have a reason and I'll tell you later when I meet you again. Oh thank you anyway." I looked at her with a weird expression when she held my shoulder while saying that. The unknown girl just left me after that.
I was clueless. I sat down while thinking about that girl. 'A stranger just kissed me and said thank you to me. That's funny' I thought.
The bus that I had been waiting had arrived. I can't wait to go home.
"God damn it. I forgot that Chaeng won't be home tonight." I said to myself. "Maybe I miss her too much..." I sighed.
I arrived at Chaeng's house. I was kinda shocked to see Chaeng's car because I thought she won't be home that night. "She's here? She's here." I was happy obviously. I pressed the bell.
No respond. I pressed it again.
Finally, she opened the door. A smol little cub was shown in front of the door. I hugged her.
"You're homed already? I thought you said you won't be home tonight." I kissed her cheek. Yes I missed her. So much.
Chaeyoung remained unmoved and that's new. I asked her, "Are you okay?" The cub didn't say anything just telling me to come in while holding my hand.
We both sat on the couch. I left the food at the door.
I was worried so I cupped her face and asked, "Are you okay Chaeng? Anything happened during the study group? Did yall fight?" Still no respond.
She suddenly broke the silent. "Myoui Mina." I was startled. Chaeyoung never called my full name. 'She must be tired.' I moved closer to her.
"Let's break up."
I wasn't worried anymore. It turned into a sad face. "W-why?"
"I don't love you anymore." She said she didn't love anymore. I couldn't believe it. Everything went nice and what is this?
"You what?" I asked her, not believing the reason.
"I said I don't love you anymore. What's the point of continuing this if I don't have feelings for you anymore? This is the only way. At least you won't hurt that much." Chaeyoung stated.
I was hurt. Tears started to come. I couldn't say anything. I should fight for my love but...I couldn't. I couldn't except the reality. 'She doesn't love me.' Tears rolled down my face.
I stood up from the couch and walked to the door to take the food. I walked to Chaeng again. "Here. I bought you food. You often forgot to eat when you study so I bought you this. Even if we're over, please eat this. Don't sleep with an empty stomache." I lied. I bought the food because I wanted to celebrate my good result with her. She took it.
I kissed her and hugged her before I left. "Good bye Chaeng. Thank you for everything. I'm leaving." It was hard to say good bye. It was hard to let go. I walked to the door and left the house.
I broke down outside her house.
I had nowhere to go. I walked without knowing where to go. No destination.
After 5 minutes of walking, I saw a bar. It's 2:30 a.m. I decided to go in. I sat at the bar. I'm not the type who likes to get drunk but for tonight, I think I want to get drunk. I ordered a drink.
I ordered an another drink. The same thing continued until someone stopped me. "Miss, you had drink a lot already. You should stop."
I was drunk. I tried to walk but my view was blurry. My head was dizzy. I couldn't walk properly. I fainted.
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