Joohyun asked for meet up today, i wonder why. Is it she missed me ? I guess not .. But im hoping its nothing bad

“Joohyun are you okay? What happened??“ i looking at her face which filled up with sadness and it hurts me so much to see her like this.

“Taehyung broke up with me, he cheated on me.. Remember i told you that i was going to watch movie with him? He last minute cancelled our date because of family problem but i saw him kissing other girl in a cafe near my house“ i use my thumb to wipe away the tears that rolled down from her face. 

That idiot who doesn't know how lucky he were to have Joohyun as his girlfriend. I know i can treat her so much better than he does, i can make her feel like she's my world, but .. Im too afraid to tell you that im deeply in love with you. What if i ruined our friendship? 

After she fell asleep on her bed, i walked out to her house's yard and sat on the chair. Deep in thought.. I saw Joohyun's reaction earlier when I tried to hug her. She look surprised .. It's just a comfort hug .. A hug that we used to give each other everyday.

Whats happening to us?