Two

Trust Yourself
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Junhoe couldn't stop thinking of the sting that lingered on his right cheek and the last words Myungeun told him.

" To think, you had finally changed..."

"Your still an ."

He closed his eyes as he stopped in his tracks and wished that didn't happen. He let his damn temper get the best of him and it only made things worse. He should have comforted her. He knew she was scared. He could sense it. Instead he became an and went the other direction because on how he felt.

He opened his eyes and turned around wanting to go back to her but it was a mess. They were in a messy situation and it hadn't been that way for a long time.

Damn it..

The news of her being pregnant just through him off and he wasn't sure if he would be ready. It was ironic how Yunhyeong kept asking those questions about being a parent and now it was going to happen.

He sighed turning back around and wanted to take a step but he could feel his mind running like a wheel spinning and spinning. He wished it would stop. It needed to stop.

I think I need a drink...

He looked around his surroundings and found a bar a few blocks down. He started making his way over to it as he needed something to relax. It may not be the best remedy but he just needed something to stop his head and to think alone before what his next move was.

Junhoe ordered a beer and took one huge gulp taking half of it into his system. He closed his eyes feeling the bitterness move around in his stomach. He could feel his head spinning but not crazily insane as before. His mind went to Myungeun and he wished he never left her at the park. He wished he owned up to the way he reacted and everything.

He was just as scared as she was and not sure what to do.

It was just a surprising news from her and he made it messy. They both did. It was probably best to keep distance from each other until the results from the doctor come out.

She will tell me right?

He grabbed the beer and drank some more getting into his system.

What if she doesn't tell me?

I have the right to know!

He finished up his first glass of beer in eight minutes and asked for another one. "Then again, I told her to do what she wants."

He shut his eyes mentally cursing at himself.

Damn it!

You're screwed Koo Junhoe.

Screwed.

- - -

"See that star that is flickering lightly?" Myungeun pointed up at the dark sky as she was resting her head on Junhoe's left arm.

He hummed looking at a star but he wasn't sure if he was looking at the one she pointed at. "Is it flickering red and green?"

"No silly!" She moved closer to him and pointed up again. "Look, see the big dipper?"

He hummed again seeing it.

"Now, look a little bit to the left and see the star flickering?" She said looking at him as he was searching for it. She saw the smile on his face and pointed up.

"That one?"

She nodded looking back at the dark sky. "My mom called it 'Myunghee'."

"Myunghee?" He chuckled at the name and seeing the star fading. "Why?"

"My mom was going to have another baby after me.." She got quiet remembering the story her mother told her. "She was going to call her 'Myunghee' and she told me one night that she loved looking at the stars because she always believed that my little sister would be up there shining down on us."

"What happened to the baby?" Junhoe turned to look at her and saw the sad expression. He felt his heart hurting as he saw her that way. He didn't like seeing her cry or be in pain. She had gone through a lot when he found out about her parents and then he caused her more from his own actions.

Myungeun forced a smile and stayed looking at the star. "My mom had a miscarriage and the doctors told her she couldn't have any more kids. She is lucky that she had me and that's why they call me 'Jin'."

He didn't know the full story on why her parents called her Jin. He just always thought it was because she was precious to them. Just like she is precious to him. He moved to his side and starting kissing her temple that lead down to her cheek and then he captured her lips as she giggled into the kiss.

He cupped the back of her head deepening the kiss as he moved his head to an angle and enjoyed how their lips molded together tenderly. They never picked up the pace in moments like this. He gave her a kiss that was pure love and innocence as he slid in his tongue making her flinch in the process but that made her grab the thin fabric of his shirt to pull him closer.

Junhoe managed to put himself on top of her settling between her legs and feeling the heat that was lingering around them. He sometimes got carried away but he always knew when she needed air.

He pulled back and smiled kissing her nose and moved up giving her angel kisses on her eyes and then her forehead. "Thank you for sharing the story with me."

Myungeun smiled feeling her cheeks blush. It never failed when they kissed. She thought she would be used to it but even if she did, she loved feeling the butterflies in her stomach. "I told myself as a promise, that if I had a little girl, I would call her 'Myunghee.'"

Junhoe couldn't believe how silly and precious his beautiful girlfriend was being. He smiled at her promise and gave her a chaste kiss. "I believe you're mom will be happy with that promise and I believe she would be happy regardless to what you name your baby."

Myungeun felt her heart kick with happiness at his words filling inside her. "I wish she could have met you right now. Being all fluffy and cheesy."

"Despite everything that has happened. I don't think your mom would like me right now and your dad would want to kill me." Junhoe joked making her giggle in the process.

"People make mistakes June. I forgave you because I love you and lately, you've been behaving very well." She cupped his face with her small hands and pulled him down as their lips met again. "Besides, it's every dad's wish to want to kill the boy dating their precious little girl."

Junhoe rolled his eyes and went to her lips again shutting her up and enjoying the moment as they both continued to feel mutual. The mutual feeling of love filling their minds and more. "Does this mean I would be the father to Myunghee?"

Myungeun bit her bottom lip trying to hide her smile. "Well, I hope you would, unless you would want someone else --"

"NO! I'M YOUR BABY DADDY!" Junhoe cut her off without letting her finish the sentence. "I know I've made mistakes in the past and I've hurt you in the process, but I don't want us breaking up. I don't think I could handle seeing you with someone else... who isn't..--"

"You?" Myungeun looked into his dark brown eyes as they were looking back at her. He gave her a nod and she smiled giving him a chaste kiss. "Then when we are ready, we will be good parents for baby Myunghee."

He didn't hesitate to kiss her again and again. "I love you."

"I love you." She whispered between the kiss and soon there was nothing left to say as they stayed wrapped in each other's arms enjoying the night sky with the stars flicking above them.

- - -

It had been exactly seven days.

One week.

She was right.

Myungeun hadn't heard from Junhoe for one week.

It's expected..

Even though there were many times she wanted to call or text him, she didn't. She learned to restrain herself from it. She had told her cousin about the pregnancy test and he too was shocked but he was willing to be by her side no matter what. Even his friends would be by her side and help.

They were her family and were willing to help with whatever she needed. Dongwoo and Sungyeol were already going crazy with picking out outfits and names but Woohyun told them not to since she already had a name.

Myunghee.

If it was a girl, but if it was a boy.. she wasn't sure.

Myungeun was out for a walk getting some fresh air after being inside for the past few days. If she wanted some air, she went to the backyard and stayed outside until her cousin found her dozing off on the chair.

The air was still this time and only now and then a light breeze would pass by. The weather was cloudy as the sun would try peak through, but the clouds were having fun not letting it.

There were people walking on the trail of the park enjoying their company and some were couples holding hands smiling at each other. There was a parent with their child walking along the trail as well. The little boy laughed as he looked up at his mother.

For some unknown reason, Myungeun could feel a tear slide down her cheek. It was a happy sight to see. Just as she was about to continue to walk, there were a group of boys in roller skates going fast and one was close crashing into her.

Myungeun shut her eyes as a pair of arms were wrapped around her pulling her out of the way. She felt safe in the persons arms as they held her tightly.

June?

"Are you ok Miss?" His voice was deep and husky. It also sounded familiar to her. She opened her eyes and took in a familiar scent she knew and looked up staring at the person in front of her.

No way..

Her heart was racing quickly thinking it was Junhoe, but it wasn't. It dropped for a second but started to race again.

The guy widen his eyes as much as he could even though they were thin and slant. "Myungeun?"

"Juho?" She couldn't help but smile at the person. He got taller with his hair still the same but a different color. "It's been a while."

He chuckled at her. "It has."

He didn't hesitate to keep holding her as he hugged her tightly and shut his eyes. "It's good to see you. Really good."

Myungeun couldn't help but feel the same. She shut her eye returning the hug. Seeing an old friend is exactly what she needed. She held onto him tighter not wanting to let go.

Juho felt her grip and knew something was bothering her. He would question her but as right now, he didn't want to ruin the moment. He heard her sniffle and felt a slight pain in his heart. He hadn't been around her for a long time.

Almost five years to be exact.

He sighed holding her and managed to pull her back and see a few tears slide down. "What's going on?"

She looked up at him with the water ruining her vision. She let the words right out. "I think I'm pregnant."

In that moment, Juho widen his eyes again and blinked at her. "Pregnant? Are you serious?"

She nodded her head at him looking down. "My boyfriend... thinks I'm making it up and he hasn't contacted me and I know I'm probably going to be alone raising the child and I feel alone and... and..-- "

Juho pulled her back into his arms her hair. "Shhh... it's ok. It will be ok Jin."

She let out a laugh hearing her nickname from him. "You remembe

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chenkchenk
#1
Chapter 4: So beautiful ohmygoodness
vivians726 #2
Chapter 2: this is soooo sweet im tearing up omg:")
Czq0-0 #3
Chapter 3: Just read this and it’s great! I’m Glad there’s a part 2 as well! Cos the story is short and sweet but I want more(:
happyreader98
#4
Chapter 3: Omg it's so beautiful!Love every bit of it❤❤
And Can't wait for part 2 uwuuu
BeatBoxer
#5
Woah this is a good read. Thank you for this. I'm a June fan btw
charlesia
#6
Chapter 3: Nice! I love that you brought back SF9 in this story. (IF YOU NEED A GIRLFRIEND NAME FOR HWIYOUNG YOU CAN USE MINES...JK)
That temper Junhoe has is always going to get him in so much trouble. He might put on that front like he is ready and accept his child if Myungeun was pregnant...or is he only saying that just to cover his true feelings.
I love that there was a hint of Junho liking her in the past.
Can't wait til your next update
C-ya later friend.
Hanii_Oppa #7
We’ll that’s the pregnancy in DT confirmed then.
stellarevelations
#8
Looking forward!!
charlesia
#9
Can't wait to start reading and to see how this will all unfold.