Entry no. 1 (October 14, 2017)

I swear to myself that I already love you this time.

Darn it! Why are you so perfect?

Well, you know what? Screw you. You make me do crazy things that I shouldn't do.

But I still love you...

And I hope you do too.

-=C=-

Entry no. 2 (October 19, 2017)

Why do I hate you and love you at the same time?

Are you making me jealous? Well, lucky you because it's working. And it's not good for my heart.

Damn. I really can't believe what happened awhile ago. One second, we're just laughing about what Momo did. And then another second, you were in her arms, smiling and flirting with each other.

Aisshhh.

I shouldn't have wasted my money fpr this stupid diary notebook.

-=C=-

Entry no.3 (October 20, 2017)

Why am I still writing here?

Oh. Because I still love you no matter what. <3

-=C=-

Entry no.4 (November 01, 2017)

Guess what?

It's Jeongyeon's birthday today!

That's all -.-

-=C=-

Entry no.5 (November 06, 2017)

I have a confession to make....

I'm pregnant.

-=C=-

Entry no.6 (November 07, 2017)

Guess what, Mina.

You're a Father.

Your voice makes me pregnant and I can't take it anymore.

I want to confess to you now.

-=C=-

Entry no.7 (November 08, 2017)

Should I confess?

Oh sheez. I don't want to.

I can't.

-=C=-

Entry no.8 (November 09, 2017)

Today's Momo's birthday.

And if it weren't for her, I wouldn't learn a lesson.

That if you love someone, tell them. Don't think about what they'll say. Just say it.

So now, I'm ready.

I'm ready to let you know that I've loved you since we became bestfriends. I'm ready to let you know how perfect you are and no one can ever replace you in my heart.

Because you are you. You are Myoui Mina and you are going to be mine.

Even if it's just in my dreams.

-=C=-

Entry no.9 (November 10, 2017)

I guess I'm just too late now.

-=C=-

*Flashback*

"Minari... I have to tell you something." I nervously said as we sat at the bench here at the park.

"Oh really? Well, I also have something to tell you." she said while smiling. "But you can go first."

"Uhhh... I have to tell you that.. I.. lo-"

"Love me?" she asked, cutting my sentence off.

"Y-yeah."

"Awww... I love you too Chaengie!" she said and hugged me so tight. "Since you're my bestfriend." she added and pinched my cheeks.

That last sentence struck my heart, but I still ttried. "No. Not as a friend. But more than that."

I can't look at her right now so I just waited for what she'll say.

I waited...

Nothing.

"But.. I have to tell something to you too." she replied after that awkward silence. "That.. Momo.. and I are.."

"Together? Yeah. Congrats. Let's just forget that this day happened." I said and walked away from her.

We just looked at each other a little too long so I hoped that you'll love me back. And yes you did.

You loved me back as friends.