To B,

I stopped writing for a year. Things have been hectic lately, especially now that I am a college student. How are you? You came to my mind again today.

Actually, I've had vivid dreams of you that I seem to shrug off because I wanted to get over these feelings. But as I push those thoughts away, it would come back painfully again.

B, why can't I seem to let go of you? They say that high school crushes could end, but why do I still long for something that never was?

I am older and wiser now, I've lost a ton of friends from high school. Maybe, just maybe, I cannot seem to let you go because you're the only thing that reminds me of the past - of a youth that was gone.

B, I hope you'll be great. I hope you're happy with your girl. I will always pray for your success even if you will never know.