Selfish
Against All Odds“I don’t think I can do this anymore.” Tiffany muttered.
“Maybe we could check in The Ritz later in the afternoon..” He said with a smile. He completely ignored what Tiffany just said. Even though the both of them had been living in the same house for 4 months, Tiffany was still cold with him and he hated it. He wanted the woman to sleep in the same room with him or at least showed a bit of affection towards him, but he just couldn’t get the woman to do so.
“Nick..” Tiffany sighed.
“We really need some time alone.” Nickhun added.
“Nickhun, I can’t do this anymore!” Tiffany exclaimed loudly. She just couldn’t hold it in anymore.
“Hey.. What’s wrong with you?” Nickhun glanced at her as he was trying to find a free space for him to park beside the road.
“I can’t do this anymore. I just can’t.” Tiffany repeated the same thing. Tears were suddenly overflowing her cheeks. As much as she tried to stay calm she just couldn’t anymore. She had never felt so trap in her life.
Nickhun finally pulled the car beside the road and then he turned to look at Tiffany who was crying next to her. “Tiffany..” He mumbled softly. “We can work this out.. You just need to give yourself more for Emily and for us.” He added.
“Don’t you dare said that I don’t give myself to Emily. Don’t you dare!” Tiffany exclaimed back. “My exact purpose of existence for the last 7 years was and still is for our daughter!” She cried out loud which left Nickhun a bit surprised. She had never seen Tiffany screamed like that.
“The last time I checked, I was not the one who completely destroyed our daughter’s life by sleeping with another woman.” Nickhun’s said sarcastically.
“Please don’t make this even harder..” Tiffany sighed. She knew he would bring that matter up again. “It takes 2 people to make this marriage works in case you are forgetting.” Nickhun muttered.
“What marriage?? We were long gone even before Sooyoung came in the picture!” Tiffany screamed. “If it was not because of Emily, I would have left all this sooner for god sake!” She continued. “I’m leaving Nick!!” Tiffany exclaimed with tears still pouring down her cheeks.
“Tiffany, I still love you.” Nickhun muttered as he placed his hand on Tiffany’s lap.
“If you love me you wouldn’t do all this to me.” Tiffany sighed.
“You slept with someone behind my back!!! A woman for god sake!!!” Nickhun cried out loud. “What do you expect me to do!??!!” He screamed again. This time it was Nickhun’s turn to yell.
“You know what you should do? You need to start to accept the fact that I am not a thing that you could control whenever you’re pleased. I’m not your wife anymore!! We’ve been divorced for a year Nick.. Why can’t you just let me go..” Tiffany sighed.
“How do you expect me to let you go? I’m still in love with you!”
“I’m leaving Nick.” Tiffany mumbled with her head down.
“You’re doing this because of that girl are you?” Nickhun brought up Sooyoung again. “This has nothing to do with Sooyoung..” Tiffany sighed.
“This has everything to do with Sooyoung!!” He screamed out loud. Tiffany just let out a long sigh as a response. “Do you realize what you just did?” Nickhun questioned. Tiffany didn’t answer the guy’s question. Of course she knew what would happen.
“I don’t want to fight anymore. Aren’t you tired Nick?”
“Then why are you doing this?? To us, to Emily?? It just doesn’t even make any sense to me. Don’t even get me started on how selfish this is! Emily needs us!!” Nickhun cried out loud.
“You’re right. Emily needs us. She needs us Nick, the real us, the best of us. How am I supposed to be there for her when I’m not even true to myself..” Tiffany started to cry again. “I can’t do this to myself anymore.. I’m done Nick. I’m done. And if it’s selfish, so be it.” Tiffany sobbed.
“I’m sure you are aware that sole custody will be given to me.” Nickhun pointed out the thing that Tiffany knew perfectly clear it was going t
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