That day was slowly coming. Wonshik felt kinda nervous. He wanted to meet with younger so much but was also scared of rejection or just cold meeting. He was standing in his room looking into big mirror. He didn't knew, why was he acting like that. Maybe he just wanted to feel a moment of freedom. Funny right? He was twenty eight and yet he didn't felt like a free human being. He felt more like a bird caught in golden cage. His life was like dream for other people but for him it was just like a chains making him not able to move as he wanted. He should man up and start thinking for himself more than for his parents but he respected them way too much for being rebelious. Not now, when he was adult.

He put jacket of his suit on and move with his tie a little, feeling like it will choke him. After few hours he regretted what he did. He wasn't ready for meeting at all. He wanted to change it so much but he was like a cat trapped in it's own trap. He sigh. It was time to leave.

He went outside and sat in his car. It wasn't some super sport car, fast as hell, but you could see it wasn't cheap. He started the engine and went to the restaurant they agreed on. With every past kilometer he was more and more nervous. What will be his reaction? How should he start the conversation? What if he'll be way too obvious and Hyuk will reject him? He didn't think about those questions when he asked his secretary to set the meeting. He sigh… “I'm idiot.”

On other side of city, Hyuk was getting dressed and ready for meeting with Wonshik. It will be their second meal alone together. He hoped he won't be as clumsy as he was last time. If Wonshik will help him like last time, he would bury himself deep into ground from embarrassing situation. Yet he knew that it probably will me only work meeting, nothing personal.

He was reminding very important things for himself. Wonshik was charming man, he definitely is not into men and even if, Hyuk had already fiance and there was no way he'll get away from that. Even this thinking was way too far. Wonshik probably don't even like him and also Hyuk just felt attraction to older. He probably won't fall for him. Plus he and Wonshik had full hands with work (and Hyuk didn't want to change it in case that Jungyeon would find out and want to spend more time with him).

He look into mirror for the last time and went into underground parking lot to his car. He mentally prepared himself for meeting with certain someone as he started engine and went to restaurant. It wasn't long way, since it was kinda close to where he was living.

Wonshik stepper out of his car and went straight into the restaurant asking receptionist for a table which was in his name. No one was there yet so he sit down and asked for a glass of water. He would ask for glass of wine but how would it look… drinking before dinner started? He was lost into his thoughts. He felt more and more nervous in every minute he spent alone at table.

“Good evening, Mr. Kim,” he heard soft yet manly voice. He looked up and his eyes met with Hyuk's soft ones.

“I though we are friends. Why are you so formal?” he asked with smile and stood up to greet Hyuk. He felt so revealed and also charmed when he saw embarrassed blush on his face. He were just as cute as at the gala.

“I-I thought you f-forgot… it was some time from gala,” Hyuk shuddered answer. He wanted mentally slap himself for shuddering. Why did he shuddered? He was even more embarrassed. He just sat down and tried to avoid older's gaze.

Wonshik couldn't take his eyes off of Hyuk. He looked mesmerizing. So cute and beautiful. “Ho was your way here?” he asked Hyuk who finally look up at Wonshik.

“Ehm, it was good. What about you, Mr. Kim?”

“Only Wonshik, Hyuk,” he corrected smaller and smiled at him.

“Wo-wonshik,” Hyuk blushed madly and looked down on his fingers.

“I'm sorry if I just dragged you out for nothing but I really didn't knew how to meet you,” Wonshik laugh awkwardly. “I even forgot to ask for your phone number or some other contact… I'm really sorry if I made you to feel uncomfortably,” he said looking at Hyuk sincerely.

Hyuk just smiled back and Wonshik, “no, it's fine. I'm actually really glad you ask for a meeting. I needed to get away from my work,” and fiance, he added for himself. He didn't want him to know he have fiance yet, like he was ashamed for it.

“Is it hard? You're work I mean,” Wonshik was sincerely interested in Hyuk's work.

“What work is easy. I mean, I like my work but sometimes it's too much to handle as I would wish,” he said and Wonshik only knowing nodded.

“And fulfill parents' expectation,” he added and Hyuk nodded as well.

“Some requests are almost impossible to fulfill,” he said and Wonshik agreed again.

They have a nice long talk before they bring appetizer. It was mostly about work and about family but Wonshik was glad that he wasn't making their actual situation awkward and Hyuk was feeling more relaxed after some time. They ate appetizer and Wonshik tried to tell some jokes which weren't funny at all and he ended up ruining them and making very weird faces which were for Hyuk so funny that his cheeks rose while laughing most of the time.

After their meal they just drink wine and talk a lot about all random stuff. Both liked something else but somehow knew enough to talk about each others interests. Charming smile never leaving Hyuk's face and smiling grin slowly making it's way on Wonshik's face.

After third glass of wine Wonshik looked up at Hyuk. “I feel like I had enough wine and I'm starting to sweat,” he laugh and place his glass down. “Do you mind a walk outside, under starry sky?” he asked.

What Wonshik said sounded for Hyuk so romantic he couldn't help but blush. He almost though that Wonshik is flirting with him but shook it off and nodded to older. He also needed some fresh air and he didn't want to be alone. “That sounds great,” he agreed and place his glass down as well.

“Great, I'll go and pay. Be right back, I promise,” Wonshik said and stood up walking to receptionist to pay their bill. He went back and took his jacket ready to exit the restaurant. Hyuk did the same and they walked outside into slightly cold weather. It was already spring but winter didn't left totally, the cold night breeze was tossing their hair.

“Tell me Hyuk, why are you still single,” Wonshik asked. He wanted to know if he had chance or not.

“I don't know. It's probably because I didn't meet the right person?” he felt more daring after few glasses of wine. “Why are you single? You didn't find someone who'll meet your expectations?”

“It's not like I didn't but I don't think that that person would like me back anyway,” he said honestly. “What is your type anyways?” Wonshik shot question back and Hyuk smiled.

“Charming, caring and kind,” he said peeking at Wonshik.

“You found someone like that?” Wonshik asked looking at Hyuk.

“I did but there are some matters of fact why I can't confess,” Hyuk said sadly. He looked up at sky, “maybe in another life there will be more freedom for me,” he said and shuddered from cold wind.

“Make that freedom for yourself than. You still can make more decisions than you think,” he answered and take off his jacket just to place it on smaller man, protecting him from wind.

At that moment they were so close to each other that probably they never will be. Hyuk looked at Wonshik slightly blushing and didn't want to look away. Wonshik looked back at man in front of him and smiled gently. “Don't catch cold,” he said and caressed his cheek. Just like the last time, Hyuk leaned into his touch and smiled, closing his eyes.

“What is your type?” Hyuk asked opening his eyes and looking at Wonshik with those big doe eyes.

You, he thought wanting to capture those lips of his. When he realized what he was thinking about he stepped back from Hyuk and try to cover it somehow. “Same as yours. Caring and kind, but also cute,” he was blushing.

“That's pretty simple… No physique preferences?” Hyuk asked looking away cause of his reddening face. “Tall or small, nice, y or rather curvy?”

“What's good from y and attractive body when the personality is sick and toxic?” Wonshik answered to Hyuk and decided to be a little more daring, reaching his hand to Hyuk's and holding it.

Hyuk was little bit shocked by Wonshik's actions but it didn't bother him at all. He felt so secured when older hold his hand like there was nothing making him feel in danger. “Yes, that's good argument,” he answered having gentle smile on his lips.

“By the way, Hyuk, can I have your phone number? You know, it would be easier to ask you to go with me to cinema next time,” Wonshik said just like by the way and Hyuk looked at him.

He probably just asked him to go out with him just like a friend but why did Hyuk felt like he maybe asked him for a date? No way, that's definitely not true… Wonshik was way too good for Hyuk and if he really ask him on date than he would feel even worse. He can't fell for Wonshik if he don't want to hurt himself cause he knew he can't be with him cause of his parents and his upcoming marriage. Than why he wasn't able to say no to him? Hyuk just nodded and took out his phone giving it to him, “in exchange?” he said and Wonshik just laugh softly and took Hyuk's phone tapping his phone number into it immediately calling on his own and handing it back.

“Thanks, this makes things much easier,” he said still holding Hyuk's hand. He caressed the skin on him hand and smiled. Hyuk's skin was softer than his and he loved it. “The starts are really bright today,” he said and looked up.

“Yeah, very nice,” Hyuk answered. “You know, my mum used to tell me that our dreams are in the starts and we should worship them so they'll stay bright,” he smiled. It was time when his mother was still loving and not demanding. “It was long time ago… my start must've disappeared. I wasn't very caring to my dreams as I grow up.”

“If it's true than my star isn't bright either,” he giggled. His dream became only old dream and nothing more.

They walked to their cars and talk about funny stories or about some crazy moments in their life. But when they came to the cars they knew time for them ended. Wonshik wanted to spend more time together. He wanted to hold his hand longer. But time and reality was here to knock in their door.

“It's late,” Wonshik said and bitterly smiled.

“Yeah it is. We should head home and sleep,” Hyuk smiled and Wonshik but his smiled didn't reach the eyes.

“We should,” Wonshik smiled back but in moment later he pulled Hyuk into embrace and he felt like Hyuk's frame just perfectly fit into his embrace. “I'll message you,” he said and caressed younger's hair while he was still hugging him.

Hyuk was at moment little bit shocked but after moment he hugged older back. “I'll be looking forward it,” he said with smiled and buried his face into Wonshik's chest. He couldn't help but must admit that his smelled good. “We'll see each other soon, right?” he said more asking than stating the fact.

Wonshik just smiled and nodded. “Yes soon. We'll see each other sooner than you think,” he stated and let go of smaller. He was just so adorable and Shik saw that he was blushing again. He surely had his face red 24/7.

Hyuk put down Wonshik's jacket and hand it over to him. Actually he wanted to keep it so he can smell older when ever he wanted but wasn't it a little bit too much? Wonshik took the jacket and smiled at Hyuk. He didn't want to say goodbye. He really didn't wast to.

“So, see you soon?” he said and looked up and Hyuk.

“I supposed to,” he smiled at Wonshik gently. “Good night,” he said looking at Wonshik.

“Good night,” said Wonshik not very happy to let him go. He kept his gaze on Hyuk while he was opening door on his car and ready to enter it.

It took Wonshik only few moments to move forward and grab Hyuk by arm. He didn't know why he stopped Hyuk but next time he was just staring into his eyes deeply. “Wonshik?” Hyuk looked at him confused. He was surprised. He didn't know how to react.

“I'm sorry I just…,” Wonshik sigh and let go of him. He have to man up finally. He knew he had feeling for Hyuk and wanted to risk anything to at least try to develop them. He looked up at Hyuk, his hand reaching to hold Hyuk's. “I… I had to admit that I like you,” he said feeling super embarrassed. But he finally felt like his heart weight a lot less. “I like you more than friend.”

I did it! I finally inished second chapter. It's a lot longer than last one. What do you think will be Hyuk's answer? Will he agree to go out with Wonshik or will he reject him? wait for next chapter! 

Please share your thought and feeling in the comments and don't mind my mistakes since I'm not native english speaker. 

With Love, Kelly ^^