Chance

Confession

SinB Pov, 

Choi Yuna is so stupid! She's too stupid! Yuju is an idiot! Dumbest person I've ever met! 

Wondering on why I'm cursing her when all these while all I did is admiring her? Well it's because she's make my heart broken 

I thought that Arin told me that she is madly in love with me but why did she's becomes a stone when I confessed today? She's so stupid and I'm so idiot because I fell for her 

I admit that I was too fast and too eagerly for confessed to her but I couldn't hold it anymore. I've keeping this feelings over than 10 years already, if I was a kid. Yes it just a crush and will be gone as the times flies but it's not. I love her but she's too slow and coward 

I'm so disappointed with her act earlier. I thought that she'll go after me or run after me for confess her feeling or even reply to my confession but that stupid weirdo tall stick didn't do a thing! 

Am I mad? Hell yes I am! Don't she know how hard I try to thickening my face and embarrassment to confront her just now? Ugh! I hate it! I hate it when I love her! 

It has 10 in the night right now and usually I've fall asleep at this time. But here I am, still wide awake and thinking about her. *heavy sigh* why so hard for vanishing her in my mind? 

I didn't eat a lot during dinner just now. My mom cooks who always taste good and mouth watering for me feel plain. Tv comedi show who always make me crying in laughter make me wanna smashing that television till it's crushing becsu the noise is annoyed me

Mommy, daddy and Krys auntie ask if I'm alright because I'm not me today. I told them about Yuju sunbae and they ask me to just forget about it and through my days as usual. But there's something that I want to tell them but I choose to keep quiet 

They don't understand! They don't understand me! That's what I want to tell them but I couldn't since mommy is fierce and daddy is too cool for it. Krys auntie? I don't know if she's even listening. She love sleeping more 

I just nodding when they ask me to forget about Yuju sunbae. They don't understand, if forgetting Yuju is just as simple as eating instant noodles. I already did it since for a long time ago 

Why instant noodles? Well, we open the lid for pouring the hot water in it then wait for that noodle to expand then eat it deliciously. Then we throw the empty cup into the dustbin when it's already vacant 

Same goes with my love toward Yuju. I open my heart for Yuju to come in and let my love to her expand then blossom, then-wait. My love story isn't same like instant noodles at all

Ugh! People was right, heartbroken can make someone becomes crazy. Huargh! I want to cry. Is it find for me to crying? But I already cried today and it doesn't enough to enduring this hurt 

*knock* *knock*

Now who's that??? Ish! Don't they know that I'm having a heartbroken right now? With lazily steps I'm walking toward the door and open it. It's my mommy sister

She's smiling at me and I give her a questioning looks. Today isn't a weekend night for us having our movies, today isn't a Friday night for us having our supper and beside it's still too early for supper 

"What's with that frown? I'm your auntie,show me some respect" Krys auntie sit on my bed then gesture for me to sit next to her and I did as told

"What do you want auntie? I'm having a heartbroken right now" I lifeless said 

"Because of you're having your heartbroken I'm here" Aww,  don't you think that she's so sweet? 

"What will you do? Cheering me up?" I was hoping for yes but what's come out from a mean auntie like her

"Nope, I'm here to laughing at you" she then was laughing non stop. I'm too young for being a hot headline on newspaper about a niece killing her own auntie, so I just decided to let her laugh 

"Done?" I ask when she has almost done with her laugh 

"OK, done. So tell me about it?"

"About what?"

"Your heartbroken story"

"Why you want to know?"

"Because I'm a busybody person. Now tell me quickly, what has Yuju done?" I'm letting out heavy sigh 

"Sh-wait. How did you know it was Yuju sunbaenim?"

"Well, did you has another crush other than her?" She's got point at there 

"Yea, you're right. So back to the story" I told her everything and the same thing about my heart broken story. She's seriously was sleeping during I told my parents earlier 

"Ow, poor you my niece. It's ok, you'll be fine" she said but her eyes was on her phone screen, seriously? Is this her way to comfort and cheering up someone who just had a heartbroken? 

"But I don't want to forget her?" I was pouting 

"Don't forgetting her then" she's said without hesitation 

"Bu-"

"Wait a minutes, I'll be back" with that she left

She's not the right person for me to let out my feelings. *heavy sigh* I've been sighing for many times already today. This is hurt 

It's really hurt. No wonder there's people who willing to die when they're having their heartbroken. If only Yuju didn't being so coward 

I hate cowardness! It makes Yuju didn't confess to me. What should I do now? Should I find someone else for replacing her? Or should I wait for one more day since I'm a woman. But she's also a woman *sigh* ahh! This is so frustrating! 

 

 

 

 

 

End of SinB pov. 

 

Author pov, 

Krystal walk out from her heartbroken niece room before walks toward the door because she's got a message from someone telling her that she's outside the house 

"Ouh,you finally come huh?" Krystal ask while crossing her arms 

"Hehe, did she's at home?" Yuju scratching her neck with her left hand since her right hand was holding a single of red rose 

Krystal take a glance on Yuju right hand and saw that rose. She's smirking a bit before uncross her arms. She's tapping Yuju left shoulder 

"Finally you got a strength huh?" 

"Everyone was encouraging me"

"Wait here" Krystal said before left Yuju alone at the door frame 

The atmosphere feel so cold for Yuju. Her hands are sweaty, she's swaying her body left and right to reducing her nervousness 

She's finally has fully ready for confess her feeling toward SinB. She's admit that SinB confession today did make she's froze. Her crush are actually having a mutual feelings as hers. Of course she'll be shock 

She want to go after SinB after that younger girl ran away but at the same times, her coach was calling her for discussing about upcoming tournament. But she managed to avoid it with Eunha helps. She asked Eunha to tell her coach that she's got stomach ache and couldn't join that discussion 

With all speed she's ran out from her school building to looks for SinB but there's no sight of that girl at all. She's doesn't know where is SinB house, so she decided to go home and ask for Arin help 

After got so many nags and stupid words from her sister, she's finally got SinB address. Still with her school uniforms on, she's walks to SinB house but her mom was blocking her way and ask her to come with her to the super market for buy some groceries 

No matter how important her love to SinB is. Love to her mother is the greatest. She's going to the super market and come home after a few hours 

She's finally decided to take a fresh shower, calming herself. Doing some preparation for her confession, red rose that she got during her shopping times with her mother 

She messages Krystal for asking a help and from that older girl she knew about SinB broken state. Yuju was blaming herself for doing that to SinB, she's cursing herself for being so coward and slow to notice all SinB acts all these time 

"SinB! Come down here! Someone want to see you!" Krystal shout wakening Yuju from her thought, make she's nervous back 

"What is it auntie? I'm sleepy" SinB lifeless voice make Yuju ruffling her hair neatly and hide a red rose behind her back 

"Someone want to meet you"

"Who? Told that person to just go"

"No, no, no. You must be meet this person. Let's go" Krystal pulling SinB toward the door 

Once SinB saw who's standing outside their house, her eyes widened opens. All of sudden blushing crawling on her cheeks, seeing that taller girl dazzling smile 

'The heck I'm blushing right now?!' SinB was scolding herself 

'She's so cute in that pink pyjama' Yuju smile alone with SinB cute appearance 

"Uhm,hmm! Did you guys just want to stand there? Without doing a thing?" Krystal interrupt their silent 

"Ouh, ahh. Uhm, S-SinB. I" Yuju starts but stop when she saw Krystal still stand there with them 

Her eyes was looking at Krystal then looking at SinB. The younger one got what does she mean 

"Auntie" she's giving her auntie a stern look 

"What? Ouh, yea. Am I disturbing you two?" Those two giving her a same stern look 

"I'll take that as yes. I'll go now" they thought that Krystal has gone but then she's come back "Yuju ah, hwaiting!" She's whispering but loud enough for SinB to heard 

Krystal has gone, so now it just them two left alone. With SinB wandering her eyes on every inch their door house. Yuju was standing straightly while her head are moving left and right. Sometimes up and down 

"Ahm, SinB ah" Yuju got her boldness finally 

"Hmm?" SinB answering with the hope that Yuju presence will bringing her happiness 

'Ok Yuju, now or never' Yuju encourage her inner self before immediately get on her one knee while present SinB that rose in her hand 

"Hwang Eunbi, would you be my girlfriend?" She's finally say it. Her eyes was being close tightly 

SinB wait for a few moment before slowly taking away that rose from Yuju hand. Her act make Yuju look up to see her face 

Yuju giving SinB a grin that SinB reply with shyly smile. Get up from her kneeling state, Yuju standing and clearing awkwardly 

"Uhm, is that mean yes?" She ask and SinB nodding slowly while sniffing the rose in her hand 

Yuju let out her relief laugh before chuckling to her own act 

"So, we're a lover now right?" Yuju asking 

"Yes" SinB answer shyly 

"Wow"

"Yes, wow" their eyes was meet for a second before both of them bursting into a laughter 

They doesn't know what's so funny about it. But they just feel like want to laugh. Maybe it's quite funny when they're never having a proper talks or conversation before. They're just changing a smiles and eye contacts every times they met. But now they're a lover 

For Yuju, it's funny because she thinks that all her efforts are just too funny. She's using Krystal for getting to know about SinB and Arin for giving her a daily updates. She's so scare and afraid to confess but now she does it. It's not that hard if you have a boldness and strength in love 

Meanwhile for SinB, it's funny because when her long time crush was actually has be her lover. She has a long time for Yuju finally to comes to her, now she does come to her for confessing. She's admit that she's actually was hoping for Yuju to romantically asking her for being her girlfriend 

Or she'll say something sweet that can make she's squealing in delight. But the reality is not. Yuju confession aren't romantic, her words didn't sweet. At all. But there's something in Yuju confession that make SinB feel special 

Sincerity. 

She can hear and feel that. There's nothing that can SinB said or comments about Yuju unromantic confession. It just sounds so perfect for her. She want to be Yuju someone special, she's now the one

Both of them stop laughing and did nothing but stares into each other eyes. Lips smiling satisfaction, love blossoms like a sakura. Heartbeat was beating really hard and loud till they can create their own love music with it 

"I love you" Yuju break their comfort silent 

"I love you too" SinB smiles beautifully 

"See you tomorrow at school"

"Ok, carefully on your way" SinB say to her new lover with her sweet voice 

"Ok" Yuju was doubting if she should do this or not, but she wanna do it

She move more closer toward SinB before laid a gently kiss on that younger girl forehead. SinB was shock and she just smile widely once she has pull away

"Good night, have a sweet dream" Yuju said lovingly before turn around to walk away. Didn't forgot to flashing her charm smiles to her lover 

SinB stop Yuju from walks by holding her arm. And when Yuju turn around to face her, she land a soft kiss on that taller girl right corner of her lips

"You too and thank you" her cheeks was burning like hell but she didn't care. She just too happy tonight 

Yuju has telling herself to not washing her face before she's sleep tonight and SinB has setting in her mind that there's no face mask will be on her face, forehead to be exact on tonight 

They has to separate for tonight, but they'll meet again on tomorrow. With the new day, new start, new love and new life

 

 

 

                              *****THE END*****

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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RedSapph
#1
Chapter 7: Yey sequel ^o^ thanks unnie~~~~
Cucumberbaby
#2
Chapter 7: Im happy *dancing*
Buddy_yan #3
Chapter 7: Thank you for sequel author-nim!
hmzhh_r
#4
Chapter 7: Thank you for sequel author-nim! I enjoy it and I hope you will make sinju story again. ^o^
RedSapph
#5
Chapter 6: *raises my foot* XD I remember my first love while reading this lol
hmzhh_r
#6
Chapter 6: ME!
SayTsuki
#7
Chapter 6: Author...
I'm sorry it sounds a bit inconsiderate to you.
But this story seems to have many amazing things. Jackson may be in the middle, perhaps Yuju may also have suitors and many things that oppose their relationship
Still need to get their first kiss.
I just want to imagine Krystal mocking SinB xD
The story has much more development ... And you are an excellent writer with an impressive imagination. So I know you can do a great job with a long sequel.
Hugs and thanks for this nice story
Cucumberbaby
#8
Chapter 6: This story is good eventho it was really short but i didnt mind if you want to make a sequel for this story *since i know youre busy with the other story too* but if you like to do it , then i should be waiting for it XD
Jungminah18 #9
Chapter 6: sequel pleaseeee
kim030989 #10
Chapter 5: It's so good! Sequel please~^^