Yuju pov, 

"SinB, I'm so sorry for what have I done" no, no, no this isn't right 

"SinB ssi, I'm so sorry. I like you" aish! She'll think me a weirdo if I say that all of sudden 

"Hwang Eunbi, I'm so sorry for being a jerk by giving you a cold shoulder yesterday. I was jealous when that stupid Wang was flirting with you" ugh! I can't say that 

Aish, stupid Yuju. You idiot, don't have a brain. Jerk. 

Cursing myself, that's what I'm doing after has being a jerk to my heart owner. This is all was that stupid Jackson fault. If he didn't try to flirt with SinB today, I'll not glare and gave SinB a cold treatment 

Actually I'm right now was standing in front of my big mirror in my bedroom. Practicing and creating my sorry words to SinB. What for? Well for my dumb act today 

I actually saw a boy was bump into my SinB at school this morning, her books are all scattered on the floor. When I was about to go and help her, that Wang son already did it 

I was passed by that area when I wanna look for Jackson, his netball coach ask me to find him. I did found him but when he was flirting with SinB 

Due to my overload jealousy, I express to my SinB by glaring at her and make she's sad. I'm idiot and I know it. My mind was miserable till Eunha ask me about my straight face but I just ignore her. Now, not only one Eunbi but I've make two Eunbis sad today 

SinB came to my house with her best friend, Umji. I know her name from Krystal unnie and she's a good girl. She's always with SinB whenever that cute girl having a hard time. Wonder where I knew it all? My information digger told me of course 

Ok, back to my story. Eomma ask SinB and Umji for having a meal with us. I swear that I was a bit, not a bit but extremely shocked when I saw SinB was sitting at our dining table. She's sat right in front me

Not knowing what should I do for covering my nervousness, I just look down on my food and only quiet along the time. My eyes was took a glance on her every single time, who didn't? There's a cute girl was sitting in front you, you must be want to take a look right? 

I have to admit that she's melting me when our eyes suddenly was connected. She caught my glance on her and she's smile a bit but I ripped my gaze on her. Call me stupid, I don't mind because I really am 

Just on today,  I've lost my counts on how many have I knocked my head. I saw SinB eyes was a bit sad and it's not as dazzling as usual. I cause that. *heavy sigh* I hate myself 

I've determines that I'll come to see her tomorrow and want to say sorry for my act. And I was planning to confess too, I was afraid that if I'm late taking my move, someone else will did it first. There's no way I'll let that to be happen 

SinB, SinB, SinB. What have you done to me? Why I couldn't take my eyes off you? Why can't I remove this feeling for you? Why can't you just leave from my mind? It just torturing me by feeling this 

You make me nervous by the way you walks toward me, you make me scare by those guy who wanna try to take an attention from you, you make my knees shaking by the way you talk, you make my heart want to explode by the way you flashing out your innocent smile, you make me wanna fly by your laugh 

Everything that I felt was cause by you. Why did I'm so coward to be confront you and saying out my real feelings? When will you be mine? 

"Hmm, seems like that ceiling is prettier than SinB unnie" I know that mocking voice 

"Why you say that? SinB is prettier than everything in this world. Including you"

"Why did I said that? Well it's because you stares it more longer than you stares SinB unnie" 

"If you're here just for mocking me, then just leave me alone" I rolled my eyes then giving her my glare. It doesn't scare her even a bit, she even come into my room then sit on my bed 

"Are you mad unnie? Ok then, but don't you hope for me to help you with SinB unnie anymore" tch! This girl, is she even my sister? 

"Ok fine, what do you want? My mind is in miserable right now you know" I sit up for having more proper talks 

"Miserable? May I know why?" Arin is asking me and I was doubt if I should tell her or not but thinking that she's my sister who is always helping me, I choose to tell her. Everything 

"What???? You're so stupid unnie, no wonder she looks so sad and gloomy all day. It's because of you???" Gosh, this kid really can make me deaf with her tone but am I hear the right thing? SinB is sad and gloomy because of me? Is that mean she's feel hurt with my act today? Or she's sad because I told that she deserve no one? 

Oh my God. I am really stupid and idiot. Fool plus dumb. She's now misunderstood everything about today and now I was doubting if I should confess to her or not on tomorrow 

"But why she must be sad because of me?" I saw Arin smack her own forehead while sighing 

"If I call you're an idiot, you're mad but you're really an idiot unnie. Can't you see it all this time??"

"See what?" OK, I really don't get it what does Arin mean

"SinB unnie, your crush. She like you" w-what?!  Am I hear the right think???? Or this kid only lying to me?? 

"W-what?? R-really??"

"Am I used to lie before? Not right? Beside, what's the benefit for me if I'm lying??"

"But, why did she never tell me??"

"What about you? Why did you never tell her about your love to her? Why did you didn't tell her that you're madly in love with her till has to pay someone which it is me to watching her around? Why you never talks to her? Why?" Arin bombing me a lot of questions that obviously true 

"Ok, but how did you know about it?"

"I'm not an idiot" aish, this midget. She's really testing my patience 

"Hurm, what should I do??"

"Come on unnie, you're old enough to know about your own act. But I just want to tell you this one thing. Jackson sunbaenim always pass by our classroom and his eyes always looking at SinB unnie but she didn't give him even just a glance 

Ok, this is weird. Why does that Wang son did there? His classroom isn't on that building. It's on the next building that obviously far from there. His action was make my blood boiling. Really boiling 

"That stupid Wang. Why does he always cut in my way?"

"No he didn't. You didn't even make a way, so he's not cut in your way"

"Ouh, so you're on his side now??"

"I'm not in any side. I'm just salute his boldness in showing his love toward SinB unnie. But you? What did you do? Stalking her from behind the wall, use her auntie for getting an information about her. Force me to watching her all day at school. That's you call love? Sorry but for me it's not. It's a cowardness"

Ouch! I know that I'm a coward but hearing my own baby sister call me that, make me feel hurt and a bit. Offended. But she's got point at there, I never try to show that I like SinB 

"Your words make me feel hurt"

"Hurts now is better than hurts when SinB unnie already got herself a lover and it's not you" 

I fell into a silent. Arin is right. I don't want SinB to have a lover. And if she has one, that person has to be me. Me only 

"Ok, Arin! Listen to me carefully" I put both of my hands on my sister shoulders then make she's listen to my words clearly 

"Me, Choi Yuna aka Choi Yuju will say sorry to Hwang Eunbi aka SinB on tomorrow" I said with full of determine 

"And confess your feelings toward her" Arin continue my words, adding my determine even more 

"Wish me luck Choi Yewon"

"Good luck Choi Yuna"

"Hey, even though you're my beloved sister. I'm still older than you and calling me by my full names is rude you know" my sister was pouting. She's really fun to be tease 

Tomorrow, will a big day for me. Wish God spare my life till tomorrow 

End of Yuju pov. 

SinB pov, 

I've told everything to Umji last night and she gave me the most ridiculous suggestion. She ask me to confess my feeling to Yuju sunbae. Hell, how can I do that? 

But Umji told me something that make me thinking that maybe I should confess my feeling at the first place. I know my words sometimes is hard for you to understand but it's fine, I still wanna say it

As you know that I already waited for her to confess to me and till now she didn't say a word to me. I've gave her so many times to confess to me but she just let it passed just like that 

According to Arin, her sister already like me since my first orientation and that was about 4 years ago. Gosh, how can she keep that feeling for quite long time? But when I'm thinking about it, my crush on her is more longer. Since I'm still kid 

So I gave her 4 years to tell me but she didn't. And since I've love her since kid, maybe I'm the one who should confess to her. Maybe, just maybe. She'll not feel nervous or scare anymore 

I was too deep in my own thought till I forgot that I should be in my class on 7:15 am and clock now are 7:10 am. Aish, I should've wake up more nearly than usual. I was wake up late today since I'm sleeping at late midnight last night 

Thinking about the reason on why Yuju sunbae was suddenly being so cold to me. I finally got the answer. She's might be jealous on Jackson sunbae because he's helping me yesterday

Don't you found it cute? She's too scare for telling me her feeling and yet she's got so jealous when someone try to hitting on me. I couldn't help but fell in love more deeper on her. I was chuckling alone with my own thought 

"Miss Sojung was absent today?? What, that was great!" Without knowing I turn toward that familiar voice source 

I saw her with those dazzling smile of hers. She's standing there while leaning on her locker with her best friends Eunha next to her

Seeing her make me feel nervous and scare again. Especially when she's being so mean toward me on yesterday. I didn't know for how long have I stare her till she caught my stare 

She's also replying my stares with her smile didn't leave from her lips. I'm smiling back at her with fluttering heart, I swear that I saw flowers around me. My eyes was turn into heart shape. Only people who in love will feel these feels

I realize that I have a class to be attend. So I rush to my classroom and decided to just met Yuju sunbae after our school time has finish 

School time has finished and students has starts leaving to go home. I'm still didn't move out from my class and ask Umji to just go home first. Once my classmates already go home, I finally get out from our classroom then wandering to find where is Yuju sunbaenim 

I heard her voice and laugh. It's from library, with fast speed I run to the library and my ears didn't lie to me. She's indeed there, with Eunha sunbaenim 

"Uhm, Yuju sunbaenim" I call her while tightly clenching my fist 

"Yes?" Yuju sunbae look at me and her face immediately turn into pale. I just want to laugh at her but hold it first

"Uhm, can I talk to you for awhile?" My voice was a bit trembling 

"Sure" she's walk slowly toward me and Eunha sunbae leave behind 

Ok SinB, here is it. All the thing that you have to do is just tell her that you love her. The end 

"SinB?" Her voice awaking me from my daze 

"Ouh, sunbae. I'm sorry" I fidgeting my fingers, ugh! Why it so hard to say that words?? 

"Uhm, SinB actually I li-"

"I like you sunbaenim. Not only like but also love sunbaenim" I finally said it. I feel so satisfied 

But Yuju sunbae didn't even talk a thing after that. Her eyes are widen opens and slightly opens. She's shock. I know 

We're just fell into silent and Yuju sunbae still just stand still, didn't move. 3 seconds waiting for her giving her a reaction was like waiting for 3 years. It just only me who feel that's way

Come Yuju, say it. I already opens the way for you to come in. Tell me that you like me, love me and will protect me with all your strengths. Tell me that's all Yuju. I want to hear it from you. Come one, tell me

Tears has starts forming in my eyes, Yuju sunbae stik didn't move and her gaze on me still didn't move. I feel so embarrassing. I just confess my long lasting feelings but got rejected

She's quiet and I take it as reject words from her. I turn around then run as fast as I could from there, it's embarrassing me a lot 

Right after I've arrived at my house, I got into my room straightly. Questions from me father, mother and aunt about my tears, just I left unanswered 

For what I'm keeping this feeling for long time if I already knew that it'll give me nothing but a hurt. This is my first love story and I already got hurt even before I starts a relationship 

Chapter 4, check! Last chapter is on next ^_^