Spring

Confession

SinB pov,

Hmm, spring scent. This is the scent that have I waited for about a few months ago. The scent of blossom flowers was piercing my nostril, it giving me somehow a chill and grace feels 

I really love spring because this is the only one wheater that so chilling and can calming every broken heart. Seeing how blossom all these flowers can be, make me thinking that these flowers is specials because it'll only blossom on spring time 

While walking, with a few of flowers that falls from the tree on my way. I'm singing one of my favorite song that I heard from a romantic drama on television last night 

As my eyes wandering and lips playing a soft, suddenly there's something else that was attacking my nostril. It's another scent can be smell other than these flowers. Knowing from who that scent comes from, I'm hiding behind a big tree that place at the roadside of my way 

From behind this tree I'm shielding myself for letting her passing by me. Finally my view on her is getting clear and she's walking there calmly while one of her hand was being in her blazer pocket and another hand was fiddling her phone

She's putting hee earphones on and she's clearly didn't know or even realize about me peeking of her from this behind tree. It has been my routine everyday for take a peeking on her every time before she's go to school 

Yuju finally pass by me. Yes, her name is Yuju. Choi Yuna is her real name but she use Yuju as her nickname. To be honest, she is my crush. I've keeping this crush since I'm still in grade 2 but she never notice me and now I've in grade 6, she's still too stupid for not noticing me 

Once she has walk a bit far from me,  I get out from that tree then walks behind her. I keep our distance so that she'll not noticing my presence behind her. Since she's wearing an earphone, she can't hear my step following her behind 

Yuju is older than me by a year. I'm 19 and she's 20, we're study at the same school. She's practically my senior and you can say that this is a love story between junior and senior 

On our way, we passed by one big tree that has so many tangerine on it. I'll smile brightly whenever I saw this tree. Why did I'm smiling? It's because this is where my crush story starts 

It was the first day of spring that time. Just like today. I was walking home after playing with Umji and Dahyun and while I was walking, suddenly this tree was caught my attention 

I never saw tangerine tree. This big I mean, usually it'll only be only chest level but this tree is not. It's really big and seeing those fruits make my mouth watery. Without thinking, I'm climbing up that wall to reaching out for that fruit 

That tree was inside someone house fence. And the owner of that house is an old man that was really fierce, everyone was scare with his cold tone and face including me. But I don't care, I'm still climbed his house wall

I've tried to jump up for passing that wall but fail due to my shortness. Just then a wooden fruit box was caughting my eyes, I took that box then stand on it to climbing that wall. I did get that fruit but unfortunately I fell from that wall while trying to get down 

I got injured on my left knee, tears starts escaping from my eyes. The wound on my knee is really hurt and I really hate blood. Without doing a thing, I was crying so hard until there's someone came and put her hand on my shoulder 

I lift up my face to see who's has is that. Due to my tears, I couldn't really see her face but I know she's a girl because she's having a long hair

"Hey, what's wrong? Why are you crying dear?" That girl ask me with very warm voice 

"I-i fell, blood" I'm talking between my sob 

That hair bang girl was caressing my head softly before taking out something from her sweater pocket and stick it on my wounded knee. I learn that was a wound bandage 

"There, stop crying. Where's your house? Let me send you home" I didn't say a word but just pointing at the end of junction where my house located 

"There? OK, let's go. Is it ok if you walks?" I didn't know what has gone into me till I have shook my head 

"Ok, get on my back" she's bending in front me and gestured me to get on her back and I did it 

My cry doesn't stop and it make she's worries

"Hey girl, stop crying. There's nothing worse gonna be to your knees" she said and sounds so concern 

"I-i hate b-blood" being a kid that time, I'm using her back to wipe my tears and vertebrates that come out at the same time 

"Really? Hurm, what should I do?" I heard she's whispering to herself "Ouh, what if I'm singing? My sister always ask me to singing every time she's crying" I just nodding and she's asking me to pick the song 

"Baby Shark" I said since it was my favorite and lullaby song 

"Baby Shark? Ok" she's clearing  

"Baby shark do do do do do ~ baby shark do do do do~ baby shark do do do do~baby shark~" she's starts singing with cute voice 

"Momma shark do do do do~ momma shark do do do do do~ momma shark do do do do do ~ momma shark~" I've started chuckling at this part because she's making her voice like a mother and she'd sounds exactly like my mom

"Daddy shark do do do do do~ daddy shark do do do do do ~ daddy shark do do do do do ~ daddy shark~" at this part my chuckling has turn to laugh because she's changing her voice like a man and she's sounds like my father 

"Grandma shark do do do do~ grandm-" she's stop singing probably because of my voice. I'm burst into a huge laughter after she's singing that part. With shivering and old voice she's singing it. It's too funny till I've forgot about my wound and blood 

I still didn't stop laughing till we arrived at my house. My mom asking why did I didn't stop laughing and I'm just shaking my head. My mom thanking her for sending me home and at that time I got her name 

"Choi Yuna" she said before flashing me her dazzling smile that make me blush for the first time 

"Ouh, Yuna ah. Thank you so much for send Eunbi home. I don't know what will happen if you're not around" 

"No problem auntie. I'll taking my leave now. My mom will be worry" 

"Ouh, ok. Take care on your way" that Yuna girl just nodding before caressing my head

"Bye Eunbi, hope to see you again" once again she's giving me her bright smile that has increasing my heartbeat all of sudden 

"Bye unnie" I assume she's an unnie since her face looks like older then me 

Yuna unnie smile again and bid me and mom a good bye. Once her sight has lost, I suddenly felt so heavy in my heart. I just ignore it since I was too kid that time and not knowing what is that feels for 

Since that day, I never meet her again and I never forget her. It's not that I didn't want to forget her but I found it I can't. Everyday I found myself was waiting at that tree with the hope that she'll be there for walking but to my disappointed, she's nowhere to be found and I felt like want to cry 

After a few years and I've already studied in high school. Finally God has granting my wish to see her again, I found her as a senior in my school. Only God knew how happy I felt once I found her 

I try to talk to her before but I always fail. Since she's in her last year, she has to struggle with her exam and test. And when I found her on her free time, only disappointment was with me. She didn't remember me at all. I tried to remind her about me but she still couldn't remember it and I swear, I did feel hurt whenever she said 

"I'm sorry, maybe you got a wrong person" she said with sorry smile and I could only smile in disappointment 

It doesn't matter if she didn't remember me, as long as I still can see her face. Her face didn't change at all from that day, maybe she's turning a bit mature then before but her bang is still the same 

While I'm in my deep thought, suddenly I saw Yuju unnie stop walking and she looks at the tree that I fell before. She's smile at that tree and all I can did is blinking few times. Did she just smile at our first met tree? Has she's finally remember me? 

She then proceed her step to our school and I followed her behind. With the thought that she has slowly remembering me. Suddenly she's singing the song that I'm singing just now 

"Uyeonhi naega onabwa~ bom hyangiga boyeo~neodo gati onabwa jeo meolliseo ni hyangiga~seolleneun kokkeute naui ipsure~ gwaenchanheun neukkim I tteollim nado mollae uyeonhi bom~" she's keeping on singing this favorite song of mine while I'm humming from her behind 

This is what the thing that should I do everyday while walking to school since I found out that Yuju unnie was using this road. She'll singing a song and I'll humming her sing, I sometimes felt weird because never once she turn around to see if there someone was following her everyday 

Her voice is so sweet and make me feel so calm by just hearing it. She should be a singer in future with this voice of hers but if she's becoming a singer, it'll be more harder for me to talks to her 

We've arrived at school and we're being separate with one floor. She's upstairs and I'm downstairs. I lost her back view once she's step onto her class

"When will she starts the conversation?" I'm talking to myself with sigh. That's the truth tho. I'm always the one who starts the conversation and sometimes I'm like talking all alone because she'll just reply me with her smile 

Her smile. Maybe that's the reason on why I wouldn't never stop waiting for the time for her to finally talks to me like she did to others. That's also the reason on why I'm always having her in my mind 

"Still thinking about her?" Umji, my classmate aka best friend ask me as I take a sit on the chair next to her 

"No" I deny 

"Tch! Just forget her already SinB, she didn't even remember about you" I know that she's frustrating with my act 

"How many times should I tell you huh? I can't forget her no matter how hard I try"

"Got yourself a boyfriend or something that might be a distraction for you from her. Yea, look at there. Don't mind my nags here" Umji said in sulking tone but I didn't bother to pursuing her and keep my gaze to the outside of my class through the window 

Staring nothing but a flowers that blossom beautifully on it tree. Thinking and imagining about me and a certain bang hair girl was walking under those blossoms flowers, sending each other a loving stares while holding tight each other hands 

Thinking those things making me smile but sad at the same time. I don't know that Yuju unnie has this kind of effects on me. She's like my everything that I concerned about

But I surely know that what's I feel for her from these past years are all real and true. This love of mine is real and true. I finally could find the reason on why I'm still can't forgetting her even after many years didn't found her after two seasons of spring 

I actually has fallen for her since the first time she's flashing her smile that still making me blush without no reason until now. From the first day of spring I met her I'm waiting. As the few years past and same goes to spring, I'm still waiting for her to finally telling me about her feeling 

Maybe this is what people said about love. It can make people look like an idiot by waiting for something that seems like unreal but for someone who are in love. Everything is real and possible with love. That's what I'm living in 

With my gaze that still on the spring day at outside, I'm saving my hope. That this spring will be my last spring in waiting for my love to comes to me. I want this spring to be the spring that will I spend with someone that I've loves from past years. Without tired or bored of waiting 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Chapter 1, done! SinB pov for the first chap and Yuju will be next. Actually I make some changes, maybe this story will be expand till four or five chap *grinning* hehehehe BTW thanks for who has subscribed to this story. I actually surprise when I got a subscribers already. Thank you~~

 

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RedSapph
#1
Chapter 7: Yey sequel ^o^ thanks unnie~~~~
Cucumberbaby
#2
Chapter 7: Im happy *dancing*
Buddy_yan #3
Chapter 7: Thank you for sequel author-nim!
hmzhh_r
#4
Chapter 7: Thank you for sequel author-nim! I enjoy it and I hope you will make sinju story again. ^o^
RedSapph
#5
Chapter 6: *raises my foot* XD I remember my first love while reading this lol
hmzhh_r
#6
Chapter 6: ME!
SayTsuki
#7
Chapter 6: Author...
I'm sorry it sounds a bit inconsiderate to you.
But this story seems to have many amazing things. Jackson may be in the middle, perhaps Yuju may also have suitors and many things that oppose their relationship
Still need to get their first kiss.
I just want to imagine Krystal mocking SinB xD
The story has much more development ... And you are an excellent writer with an impressive imagination. So I know you can do a great job with a long sequel.
Hugs and thanks for this nice story
Cucumberbaby
#8
Chapter 6: This story is good eventho it was really short but i didnt mind if you want to make a sequel for this story *since i know youre busy with the other story too* but if you like to do it , then i should be waiting for it XD
Jungminah18 #9
Chapter 6: sequel pleaseeee
kim030989 #10
Chapter 5: It's so good! Sequel please~^^