30 August

Xiumin got angry with me. He said

"Can you just stop for a minute and look at me!"

He threw my phone and he.. he..

HE KISSED ME!!

I tried punching him but he won't buldge. I let out a tear as i accepted it. He stopped 

"I'm..I'm sorry Moonby-"

"I'm sorry i need to go."

"Moonbyul wait. Let me explain."

"I'm sorry Minseok. I know you didn't mean it. We can just forget about it and go back to like we used to."

"But"

"I understand it Minseok. I..I.. just need some time to..to.. Bye!"

I ran out as fast as i could. Once i know that i was far away from Xiumin's home, i stopped and cried. There was nobody there. I don't know why am i crying. 

I don't hate him for kissing me. I just..just..Maybe i'm just shocked. It was the first time Xiumin reacted this way. Maybe he was so mad that i didn't pay attention. 

Yes..He didn't mean it. He said he was sorry.. Okay calm down. Calm down. It's fine. This is normal for us. We've been friends since little. Okay let's face this.

I stood up telling myself that it's okay. I walked a little then i started crying again.

Why are you crying.. It's okay.. Minseok is my friend.. It's normal. Okay heart calm down, you're just surprised. 

When i was still hugging my legs, crying alone. 

"Moonbyul..What's wrong?! Why are you crying?! Are you hurt somewhere? Let me see." He look me with anxious eyes.He scanned my whole body then he hold my face and look into my eyes.

"Se-Sehun.." I said then i hug him, crying again.

He strocked my head gentle and patted my back to comfort me. 

"Kaenchana..Oppa's here..Oppa's here.. It's okay." 

I feel calm and stopped crying. I feel sleepy. Crying is so tiring. But i can't just sleep there. 

I stood up. Sehun look at me in question. Before he can ask, i answered him.

"Don't worry.. I'm fine now, thanks to you."

He stood up too as he hold both of my shoulders.

"So..Why did you cried? Tell me about it?"

"It's nothing.. I just watched a sad movie and i suddenly remember it back. You know me.."

"What. Are you serious?"

"Yes! It's nothing.. I'm totally fi-"

Sehun pulled me alll of a sudden and hug me. 

"Don't make me worry like that again."

I hugged him back. We stayed like that for a while, then he let go.  He cupped my face and give me a peck on the forhead saying that he missed me.  He hold my shoulders and we walk