it's been 3 weeks since yuta and taeyong came back from japan and taeyong feels that yuta is acting weird.

taeyong knows that everyone has ups and downs but he feels that yuta is distance, he doesn't talk like they used to, and he is on his phone all the time, 4 days ago they were walking together and when taeyong was going to say something to yuta he jumps and hide his phone; taeyong doesn't want to believe that he is somehow hidding something but they have good days and bad days and that is hurting him but he doesn't say anything because he doesn't want to be anoying.

"would you like to sleep over?" taeyong asks, they are having lunch 

"yeah, we can watch anime, or watch a movie, whatever you want" yuta smiles at taeyong 

is a good day, yuta speaks more, he doesnt ignore taeyong, and the most important thing his phone is not the center of his attention taeyong doesn't want to be the center of the earth he just wants to feel like he is important to yuta, thats all.

at the end of the day, they both walk to home  laughing, joking around, yuta holds hands with taeyong he doesnt want to be apart for him, they stop at mrs's choi store to buy everything they would eat tonight, the old lady is very happy to see them together but she knows that something is not alright could be her imagination so she doesn't say anything.

"mom yuta is here, he is going to sleep over tonight" taeyong screams when he opens the door, yuta is behind him typing on his phone, again.

Mrs Lee met the two at the kitchen "you two buy a lot of thing" she says smiling, he sees that taeyong seems like something is bothering him "dear is something wrong?" she says 

"I'm ok, just tired thats all" taeyong smiles hoping that his answear will calm his mom, because once she has an idea of something she wont let it go 

"uum ok, so kids go and wash your hands, I'm going to serve the food in 30 minutes" Mrs lee smiles 

they are aeting, mrs lee food is always delicious but taeyong can't stop thinking about who is yuta speaking to?, he doesn't mind if he has friends and want to talk to them is just that it looks like yuta wants to hide something from him.

yuta and taeyong went to the room and they stayed there the night, playing FIFA, watching anime, playing joke on each other and that helped to taeyong to stop thinking about what is going on, at 3 am they felt asleep.

taeyong wakes up at 7 am, yuta is sleeping now and taeyong doesn't want to wake him up, he sits in the bed and he looks at yuta, besides him is his phone taeyong thinks for a minute and he grabs yuta's phone, he knows the pass so he enters and starts to read his conversation, there was nothing wrong or bad and thenat the end of the list he sees a nickename is not the real name of his friend but taeyong knows who that is.

he starts to read and read and he feels his heart beating faster he is shaking and he feels cold, then his eyes read "I wanted to visit you, I was downtown" and for some reason taeyong's eyes starts to fill up with tears, he keeps reading and then the things got worst 

friend: "really yuta, what do you want from me?" 

yuta: "hmm I really want to give you oral "

taeyong is in panic, he doesnt know what to do he read things like "remember when you say you loved me? and also you told me that I'm perfect"

"I want to see you"

"I want to have with you" 

taeyong just stop, he couldn't believe what he was reading, what is all of that? he feels so cold like he is in the north pole, he cant stop shaking and everything is just so hard to understand, he waits a minute and wakes up yuta 

"yuta, we have to study" taeyong says he tries to sound normal, he doesn't know if he has to say something, he knows is not right to look yuta's phone but is not right that yuta is playing with him 

"yeah sure, I'm awake" yuta says "yong why are you so cold? are you feeling sick?" yuta asks he is worry 

"I'm fine I'm just going to get back to my blanket" taeyong says, yuta goes with him and hug him but taeyong couldn't move, he cant hug yuta, he cant talk, and while yuta has his head reasted on taeyong's shoulders, some tears falls from taeyong's eyes.

what is he going to do? he doesn't feel good, he is afraid to ask because the answer can be "yes I love him, I dont really want to be with you" because that would break him and he doesn't know what is worst, his dead yuta from the future or the yuta next to him but is betraying him.

A week passes and taeyong hasnt say anything he is just waiting, when he speaks with yuta he says things that he thinks maybe would make yuta understand that he has to tell truth because now taeyong knows everything,  and taeyong hopes that yuta is going to tell him why was he having that conversationg with the other one, but yuta stills like nothing.

taeyong knows one thing, he is going to wait just a few days, if yuta doesn't tell him then he is going to do it and he is not going to be nice, he will not calm himself he want to make yuta feel horrible just like he feel right now

taeyong, is in his bed crying and thinking why is he there, he wishes to turn back time and dont see what he saw but now is too late, and one thing is sure for him now, he doesn't want to be here anymore he prefers the future where yuta is not alive but at leats he has the nice memories he left and taeyong prefers to live with that memories and not with this yuta, he doesn't think he can save him.