"I think I have to go back" taeyong keeps thinking in his bed, "I dont want this I dont want to hate him I dont want to love jaehyun he is really nice to me" he is crying so much that his own tears don't let him see his own hands, this is  probably the worst thing that happen to him is more painfull that knowing that his yuta is death

"dude open the door, how much time do you need to sleep" A male voice is calling from the other side of the door, taeyong just goes up and open "so you want to stay forever in your room or what?" the same voice says, taeyong clean his face and he is in shock "sicheng?" taeyong says "how?" he asks

"how? are you serious?" remember that we are going out with the others, you promised me, remember?" sicheng says looking at taeyong "come on taeyong, no more crying remember we all miss him but you dont have to cry anymore yuta wanted us to be happy" sicheng hugs taeyong

"but he lied to me, he and then jaehyun I'm feeling things for him" taeyong cries even more

"it was a bad dream tae you know yuta can't hurt you, you are the person he love the most in the world" sicheng says, he hugs taeyong very tightly "just a dream tae" 
"you are talking like he...you speak as if he were alive" taeyong says in sicheng's arms
"because he is, in you heart, in the sky watching you, you know death is not stoping him from taking care of you" sicheng smiles and passes his hands on taeyong's hair till hi ends up asleep

taeyong hears sicheng speaking on the phone "he is not ok... maybe tomorrow, bye" and then he falls asleep again.

"hey hyung..." a voice is calling taeyong "wake up, you need to eat" taeyong opens his eyes and it is hansol and doyoung "guys what are you doing here" taeyong asks sitting in the bed "sicheng called us, we are worry about you".

5 days passes by and taeyong is getting use to his life, soon everything he lived seems to be a dream a weird dream he had, now he just think about his yuta and that all the memories he want.

but, what if...

hi! I'm really sorry it took me so long to update this, I'm doing now and I know this is short but the chapter I'm going to post tomorrow is really long 

thank you so much again