"what if I do something different?" taeyong asks

"the course of life can change, be careful" again this someone just talk and taeyong can't see his face

taeyong wakes up today is saturday, and this days he remembers that he goes with yuta to his soccer practice but he doesn't remember if they are going today, so he call him

"yuta, do you havee soccerpractice today?"

"yes, you are coming with me, right?"

"yes"

they meet in a store near the train station to buy food because yuta eats a lot and when he plays he eats more, the old lady in the store knows them well the first time she met them she tought they were twins because they look very similar but taeyong's eyes are bigger and he is smaller than yuta

“I want some ice-cream I’ll go for one, do you want one?” taeyong asks to yuta and he nods

While taeyong decides which ice cream he wants, yuta talk with mrs choi, about school and some other things, she knows that yuta likes taeyong, even tho she is an old lady she thinks that yuta truly loves his friend and he would take care of him very well, she is like a fan and when yuta is walking to taeyong's house she gives him chocolates so yuta can give them to taeyong, she always says "make him feel special he can't read your mind" 

“when is the day yuta-ssi?” mr chois asks

“Mrs choi you can’t say that so loud he may hear you, and I don’t know…” yuta doubts about it, he wanted to tell taeyong a few times before but he never said anything because he is afraid

“afraid of what? Look at him he is like an angel he won’t hurt you” mrs choi laughs seeing yuta’s expression while he looks at taeyong picking the ice cream

“I know, I’m just a fool” yuta said

Taeyong chooses a cherry ice cream and a vanilla one for yuta.

Ten, jaehyun and Johnny are in the soccer team with yuta, they are playing when they arrive, they always say that taeyong and yuta look like a couple and that taeyong is the girlfriend, yuta doesn’t like it but taeyong is ok with that because is funny.

They all know that yuta is in love with taeyong because is easy to tell maybe taeyong is the only one who doesn’t know anything about it (but this is the future taeyong) and it all started because one Saturday a few weeks ago yuta injured his leg, taeyong was really worry and he help yuta, that wasn’t weird because that is how taeyong is he is like a mom but when he was putting something in his leg yuta was just staring at him, taeyong touched the injury too hard without notice it but yuta just stared at him “did I hurt you?” taeyong asked feeling more worry but yuta just smiled and said “it’s ok doesn’t hurt so much thanks to you” yuta looked like a completely fool and taeyong is so used to it that he can’t notice that yuta is in love with him. Later the same day ten, jaehyun and johnny intercepted yuta in his way to the dressing room

“dude you’re too funny” jaehyun said putting a hand in yuta’s right shoulder

“you can at least hide it a little don’t you think” said johnny putting his hand in yuta’s left shoulder

“what are you talking about guys” yuta doesn’t have any idea, and then ten comes out of nowhere and said, “they way you talk and look at taeyong, you are so in loveeee”

“please guys, don’t say anything to him or anyone… I don’t want him to know yet” yuta said feeling nervous.

The practice is about to start and taeyong is especially happy today, because he loves to see yuta this happy, he suddenly feels so overwhelm seeing yuta so happy and in his mind there are the images of yuta’s last moments seeing him again feels like a lie he is so happy right now. His favorites moments are when yuta is playing and out of nowhere he stops to look at him and smile. In the middle time yuta goes to taeyong to drink some water “what do you think?” he asks

And taeyong doesn’t remember this day in special, there is no script so taeyong is being himself “you-yo” his face starts to turn red

“something wrong hyung?” yuta sees how taeyong is turning red and he feels the “butterflies” in his stomach

“you are great” taeyong finishes

Yuta smiles at him, he can control better his feelings but is funny to see taeyong getting red, is that maybe taeyong likes him? Yuta likes to play with taeyong shyness so he gets close with him and look at him “you’re saying that because you are my best friend”  and it works, nothing in the world in more red than taeyong right now, he cant look at yuta “I just think you are great, is not because we are friends”, when taeyong is feeling nervous he talks very low

“hyung, look at me” yuta asks

Taeyong raises his head to meet Yuta’s eyes, they are so close his mouths are separate with just 1cm, why is taeyong this nervous? He is Yuta’s boyfriend he kissed him so many time before and now he feels so nervous

“I-I…” yuta starts to talk

“thank you” yuta smiles and leaves because jaehyun is calling him

.

Yuta and taeyong are walking home, yuta feels so tired so it was a good day for him, he feels so happy when taeyong is with him and not just like “with him” he likes when taeyong’s attention is only for him, taeyong is shy, silly sometimes, his back hurts like a grandfather, he likes to clean and he is good at taking care of others, and when yuta is with him he can’t stop smiling and he doesn’t care if taeyong doesn’t love him, yuta feels lucky to have him in his life

“do you want yakisoba? I can cook for you” taeyong says

“really!? You are the best” Yuta’s levels of happiness are in the sky “what would it be my life without you” yuta adds at the end.

“well probably you’ll be starving to death” taeyong says laughing

“hey, I have instant ramen” yuta laughs with taeyong “but your food is better”

“I know” taeyong says.

Before sleeps taeyong is texting yuta, they think is amazing how they find so much to talk, but taeyong is feeling sad because he feels like he is loving the wrong person, he knows that is yuta the same yuta but at the same time he knows that yuta died 3 months ago, and he cried so much and now when he is with him he feels like he is doing something wrong, and his memories are tortured him every time he feels so happy doing something with yuta, is this right? Or maybe he should go where he belong and just try to move on with his life without yuta?.