“Jeonghan hyung! You look really good!” Jihoon gave two thumbs up for Jeonghan when they were monitoring their dance practice

“Thanks, I know” Seungcheol answered instead of Jeonghan

“You will hit awesome this comeback! You look really great and suit this song well!” another compliment from Jihoon and Seungcheol was about to reply it when Jeonghan finally managed to cut him

“Thanks Jihoonnie you are awesome too” Jeonghan put his arm around Jihoon and dragged him away from Seungcheol, smirked when he saw the leader was frowning behind them

Jihoon opened his shared bedroom with Jeonghan, Mingyu, and his boyfriend – Seungcheol only to find the oldest was on his phone, Jihoon put down his bag and looked up to Jeonghan’s bed

“Do you know where Jeonghan hyung is?” Jihoon asked Seungcheol who still glued his eyes to his phone, when Seungcheol ignored him Jihoon stretched his leg to the opposite bed kick Seungcheol’s foot to get his attention “Ya hyung I’m talking to you”

“Do I look like his ing guardian?” Seungcheol harshly put away his phone to the side and looked at Jihoon with anger shown through his eyes

“What the hell hyung did you just ing curse at me?” Jihoon looked at Seungcheol in disbelief, Seungcheol normally was nothing but a very sweet and gentle boyfriend for Jihoon, even before they were a thing there was never a time Seungcheol spoke harshly to him or worse curse to him just like now

“I did and you just ing curse at me also!”

“Because you ing started it first!” Jihoon yelled at Seungcheol now

“I’m your hyung Lee Jihoon!” Seungcheol stated

“I don’t want an like you to become my hyung! Or worse, my boyfriend!” Jihoon threw his pillow to Seungcheol and went outside before the older could say anything

Jihoon back to his recording studio again, trying to relax his mind but still he couldn’t erase the image of angry Seungcheol from his mind, he was hurt by what Seungcheol just did to him, or maybe he was hurt more because normally even when they were having argument or fighting the love on Seungcheol’s eyes would never die, but Jihoon couldn’t see it on that night. He closed his eyes trying to block his feelings and the threatening tears that ready to drop anytime soon but the look from Seungcheol and the way he cursed to him keep haunting Jihoon, what did he do to deserve that? They were fine and Jihoon couldn’t find any reason that can make Seungcheol that furious. He fell asleep with those thoughts still on his mind.

“Jihoon hyung, I thought you went back to dorm few hours ago?” Mingyu surprised when he saw Jihoon looked like a dead person on his chair just woke up from his nap

“Yeah, until one idiot trying my patience so I just need to breathe here” Jihoon looked at his phone and noticed it was already late

“Who?”

“Your leader” when Mingyu gave him ‘No wonder’ as a respond Jihoon glared at him “What do you mean?”

“Seungcheol hyung doesn’t look good too, I don’t want to be nosy like Seungkwan asking what happened, just you know hyung if you need someone to talk too I’m free right now, want to go out and have supper? I know you haven’t had anything since morning” Mingyu offered nicely but rejected immediately by Jihoon

“Thanks but I’m not hungry right now, I just need some alone time” Mingyu nodded understood well what Jihoon meant after saying bye to each other Jihoon back his focus on the piano in front of him but his mind was elsewhere back to Seungcheol again no matter how hard he try to delete the ugly memory. Jihoon was back on his deep thought when his cramped producing room’s door opened “Did you forget something Mingyu?” Jihoon asked without even bothered to look behind, his body stiffen when the voice he knew very well heard

“Eat, heard you haven’t had anything since morning” Seungcheol put a bento box next to Jihoon. Jihoon took a deep breath and stood up was ready to leave the room when Seungcheol held his arm prevented him to go “I said eat, it’s not good for your body” Seungcheol said while stepped back and lock the room

“And why do you have to care, you are not my ing guardian” Jihoon frowned, still with his back facing Seungcheol didn’t want to see the older in that moment. Seungcheol sighed

“Let’s stop cursing at each other”

“You started it first” Seungcheol closed his eyes, trying to chase away the guilt he had after Jihoon left that afternoon knew well he had screwed up very bad that time. Seungcheol looked at his hand on Jihoon’s arm, he yanked it made Jihoon turned his body around and hugged the smaller tightly knew if he loosen it a bit Jihoon would run away from him

“Then let’s end it, let’s promise not to curse at each other anymore” Seungcheol rested his head on Jihoon’s shoulder

“I was hurt” Jihoon said honestly

“I know, I know God I was hurt too after I realize I was being childish again, sorry baby” Seungcheol moved his head to kiss Jihoon on top of his head

“What did I do to be cursed like that?” Jihoon asked with a hint of sarcasm on his words

“It was… I was … haaa ”

“You just curse again hyung”

“Not to you, but anyway yeah . I was jealous” Seungcheol admitted

“With who?” Jihoon frowned, he tried to recall if he went out with other guys without telling Seungcheol until something clicked on him “Don’t tell me it’s Jeonghan hyung” when Seungcheol tighten his hug Jihoon’s eyes widened in shock “that’s ridiculous hyung!! That’s really ridiculous, now I really want to slap you for cursing at me because of your own member! God, first it was wonwoo, now it’s jeonghan hyung, why don’t you just cage me somewhere so none of our MEMBER can see me or talk to me” Jihoon rolled his eyes, pulled away from Seungcheol’s hug and sat down on the small sofa inside

“But these days you were like ‘Jeonghan hyung is awesome, Jeonghan hyung is cool, I wish I could be like him’ and you hang out more with him and ignored me tell me how not to be jealous” Seungcheol sat down beside Jihoon

“Hyung he’s your member, how can you feel jealous of him!”
“I know I hate myself for being like this too! For having this side of me that want to monopolize you by myself, want to have you only on my side” Seungcheol looked at Jihoon and the latter was glad the love was seen clearly back again into the leader’s eyes

“You know you really have to stop being jealous over Jeonghan hyung because I’m jealous of him too, I’m jealous that you always praised him, you hang out often with him, and if you forgot you often say he’s awesome too. And I’m jealous of him that’s why I tell him I want to be like him” Jihoon finished his speech in one breath and Seungcheol’s mouth was gapping in surprise

“You were jealous of him? Because of me?” Seungcheol took a moment to take it all on his brain before he burst out laughing “We are really an idiot couple, we cursed at each other because we both feel jealous of the same person” Seungcheol laughed for quite sometimes before he took a deep breath and wiped away the tears in the corner of his eyes “I’m sorry Ji, I’m truly sorry for what I did this afternoon” Seungcheol took Jihoon’s hand with his and intertwined it together

“Promise you will never curse at me again and please please please promise me that you will never get jealous over our member again because that’s just ridiculous hyung” Jihoon put up his pinky finger

“That will be hard, but alright anything as long as you forgive me” Seungcheol linked their pinky fingers together and finally Jihoon smiled again, the smile Seungcheol had missed for the past few hours

“Eat? I’ll feed you as a token of apology” Seungcheol laughed when Jihoon rolled his eyes

“I know you just like to feed me hyung”

“I just like everything about you, I like to do everything with you, and I like any given situation if it’s with you” Seungcheol took their intertwined hands to his lips and kissed it “I just love you Jihoon, so damn much”

“God I’m so full of cheese” Jihoon laughed but kissed Seungcheol, shocked the older by Jihoon sudden bold move “I love you too hyung, so ing much”

boring right? I know... but anyway if you guys have nothing to say about this crap you can just talk to me on the comment section HAHAHAHA