March 31 2015 Log, I am Kim Namjoon

It might be hard to believe, but all those three months I have met that guy... I was truly clueless... Who in the world would even consider that... what happened... it only happens in books, no? Yet I feel so guilty and shattered that I couldn't realize it earlier...

Three days passed after he stayed over my grandma's house and I couldn't afford to stay there longer. I had job to get back to, yet it was hilarious that the newcomer had no idea what it was...

''I - put - gass - into - the - cars " I said it loud and slowly.

'' Gass? Cars? " He just tilted his head to side. I sweat in those moments I really could say he was like a puppy I was raising.

" I have to go, I can't stay here "

" Can I... go with you?" somehow the guy seemed so attached to me. I was offering him many ideas the past days, many options where to go yet he strictly wanted to stay with me.

"my place is wayy smaller than this one'' I continued speaking but Taehyung just shook his head and hugged me tight. I felt at loss. I couldn't push him away and it weirdly felt comfortable. I thought maybe it was a hug I needed after my grandma's anniversary... afterall we were really close. "fine" I sighed and gently pushed away the new roommate I just acquired. 

"I think I now know why the boy decided to give up his tail, having a friend is so cool and fun! When he had no brothers left why