this is a bit mess...

now...*stare at d clock* OMOOOOOO...alredy 3am....n what am i doin...

still...so sorry bout d mispelled...grammar mistakes...n any other else...i'll recheck on it later...i promse^^

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-last chappy-

“u’ll b strong rite…for d sake of hunnie…” I lifted my head as I saw GD hyung looking at me...he's smiling warmly…although i can see it is a fake...but still..he's trying his best for comforting me...

“I will…” I said…as I wiped my tears away…n pray for my luver…

“please be safe hunnie…I’ll be here…waiting for u…” I'm praying silently

Chunji POV

a chair was placed near d edge of d bed...as i grabbed...laid my down on it...i'm watching to a person in front of me....his sleeping face look sooooo adorable yet he look soooooo peaceful that there i cant see any sadness on his face when he's asleep...but...d mask that they put on him that help giving him oxygen was spoiling everything...as my heart ache when i look at his sucha condition....

now it just me n him in this ICU room....everyone else alredy goin home as time of visiting alredy end....i examine towards all d machine that connected to him..they'r keep bothering me..i totally hate it...i hate to see d one who i luv been connected with those stupid machine n that ugly mask....i just wanna him to awake..smiling n be happy as he was before....

i wish that time could be turn back...so that i can prevent my stupid action!!!! i'm sucha pabo treating him like a ball....so that i can kick him wherever i want....what kind of person i am!!! i'm not good for byunghun....i'm not good for u....if i'm not appear in ur life...u'll never b in this situation....i wish that i'm not too coward to object on everything that my parent told me not to do....but...unfortunately...i am a coward....i'm cowardly objecting them!!! i'm sorry hunnie....

my tears were streaming down....i touch his lil hand as i'm goin to gripped it but not too tight coz it may hurt his injured wrist...as i stare on his sleeping figure...as a random memories start to b played in my mind

flashback

"chunjiiiii...." ljoe called cutely

"ummmm...."

"i found somethin interesting..."

"owww really...what is it???"

"guess it..."

"ummm...new game??"

"no no no"

"new friend???"

"a' a...." *shooking head*

"minsoo hyung buy u a new pant????"

"yahhhhhhhh...how could u think bout that!!!!"

*chuckles* "mianhe baby...so what is it????"

*pout*

"aigoooooo....my chicken is angry....yahhh baby...don b mad...i'm sorry..."

"i'm not a chicken....n ur forgiven..."

"yaaaaaaa i know u'll forgive me...so...tell me..what did u found???"

"i found this thing..." *throwing a dead cockroach*

"WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA" *screamin scarely*

*laugh hard* "MWAHAHAHAHHAHA"

"YAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HOW COULD U SCARING ME!!!!!!!!!!!"

"HAHAHAHA....aigoooooo my lil chanhee look sooo cute when he's scary...hahahahaha"

"i don wanna talk to u anymore..." *walked away*

*big bear backhug stopped d latter movement* "don be mad baby...i just....hahahaha" as d younger cant continue his words as he got tickles attack from d older

"MAWAAAHAHAHAHAHAA...yahhh chunji...stop it....hahahaha..stop it hyung...hahaha...yahhhhh...it's tickling....hahahahaha"

"serve u rite....how can u scared me with that disgusting things..."

"hahahaha...stop it...chunji..hahahahaha"

both we'r laughing as d victim of d tickles attack was falling down...as his head was bumped hardly on d cold floor....dizziness attacking him as he suddenly close his eyes..

*stop d tickles with a wide opened eyes...seem to b shocked of d younger sudden faint* "hunnie....hunnie...yahhh hunnie....wake up....don fake it....hunnie....wake up!!!!!!!!!!!"

d younger doesn't make any movement as his luver lift his head while tapping his face...hoping that he will opened his eyes

*panicking* "hunnieeeeeeee....i'm not playin....this is not a game...don pretend it hunnie....wake up....pleaseeee...i'm begging u...wake up..."

"BOOOO"

"yahhhhhhh hunnie....i ain't playinggggggg....don scare me like that....my heart was about to collapse!!!!"

"u deserve it chunji....i told u to stop..it's tickling n tiring too....n ARGGGGGHHHHHHH" d younger sat up while groaning in pain as he felt sore in his head...

"u ok????"

"i'm fine....just a lil headache...but never mind...i could handle it..." *smile*

"even in pain...ur still smiling...u know how i luv ur smile very much...." d older said as his fingertips was alredy travel on d baby lips*

ljoe close his eyes as he noticed chunji alredy an inch away from his face...he felt d sweets strawberry lip was placed on his cute smoothies chicken lippos...

flashback end

i smile as i recall d memories...."sucha playful kid"

i laid my hand over his forehead....looks like he's fever is reducing...

beep...beep...beep beep beep beep beep...beep...beep...beep beep beep beep...beep.....................

suddenly...there's an uncontrolable sound forming from d ECG machine *heartbeat rate machine* that connected on my luver as it is begin to set off....ouhhhh crap...what's happening...??? i've began panicked.....i no hesitately pressing d emergency button as in awhile doctor n his 2 assistant rushing in...while i've been asked to wait outside d room...as before d door was fully closed i still be able to peek on byunghun as i saw d doctor was pressing his chest for several times..

what is goin on??? what happened to my byungieee??? why is it in a sudden?? why...why??? 

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finally...i make an update for this story...

i'm sorry coz this is a bit late...

yet...i'm still bz wif school stuff....

n i got exam for this whole months lorhhhhhh...

but no worries...i'll make an update when i'm bored staring on books...kekekeke

btw...this chappy maybe a bit short..

but do enjoy reading it ok...

luv u all luvliesssss^^