GD POV

it has been 2 days...but hunnie didnt give any sign to wake up...

he loose too many bloods...n he's still in ICU...dr kim said he's critical...he's body is too weak too handle all d pain...

losing many many bloods while having high fever....it might killing his own self as well...

but he do wanna killed himself...wae hunnie??? wae??? wae in sudden??? i know ur heartbreaking...i know everything goin between u  n chunji...but wae??? suicide will not gonna solve any problems....end with suicide it isn't like u anymore hunnie..it is not my lee byunghun at all....

but...i'm glad ur still alive baby...i'm sooo glad....i just have only u in this world...n i don wanna lose my very very very precious lil dongsaeng....

i'm sooo grateful that GOD still listening to my prays....ur life still been spare...n thanks to chunji....if he wasn't by ur side when ur ECG machine happen to set off...i might alredy lose u dongsaeng....i might losing u....

flashback

"chunji...what happened???" *breath heavily* i'm running from d hospital lobby to d fourth floor...through ICU where's ljoe placed in

"hun...hunnie....his...set off....machine....press...dr kim....his chest..." *crying hard* chunji tried to explain to me but i couldn't understand anything by his unproper axplainations

then dr kim stepped out from d room...

"what's goin on??? what happen to byunghun...??? how is he??? how's my dongsaeng doc??" i'm bombing dr kim with many many questions...i got bad feelin of this

"he's having heart attack...but he's stable now..."

"how....how can he??? will he be fine??"

"his heart muscle doesn't have enough blood...but don worry...he's fine now...luckily chunji...u was too quick calling for us..." *smile*

"just kept accompanying him...ok" continued dr kim

i'm nodding while chunji still crying hard "thanks doc..."

flashback end

"hyung...." sudden voice is calling for me as i turned my head to d back...i met an eyes with changjo

"ne jonghyun ahhh.."

"ljoe hyung....still no feed back???" he asked as i shooked my head slowly...turned to looked at my dongsaeng paler face...as i placed my hand over his hair...brushing it soothingly...

i heard some steps toward us...its changjo...

he took a chair n sat at d opposite side from me...

"he's fine...just let him rest more...he need it...." he said whispering

"ummm...ne...." i reply as my eyes start watteries...as not for awhile...i heard sobbing from changjo...he's crying

"jonghyun ahhhh..."

"mianhe hyung...if i did told u bout chunji hyung parent objection...u guys will not be end like this..." *sob sob* "it's all my fault hyung....i'm sorry....i'm sooo sorry..."

"jonghyun...don cry....it wasn't ur fault...ur just don wanna hurt them both...so it wasn't wrong at all...i'm sure if hunnie know bout this...he'll never be mad at u dear..."

"but...i'm worst..."

"no..no..no...ur not...u know what..ur great...ur cool...n ur d calmest person that i've ever met in this world..." *smile* "i'll absolutely be in sooo panicked if i'm d first who found hunnie suicide that nite...n i will not know what i'll be goin to do....but u...u handle it well...n ur d one who make us relaxed in that kind of situation...hunnie will be sooo thankful to u jonghyun ahh"

"kurae??? he'll not be mad???"

"nope....u know him rite..."

changjo nodded

"hyung...i need to talk to u rite now..." niel suddenly interfere

i stood up from my sit...as i walked out...opened d door as i saw niel n CAP...looking through each other...with fear

"what is it???" i asked curiously

"idk how to tell yaaa..but...but...i found it in ljoe hyung drawer...n...n...idk...just...that...hyung..please don kill them..."

"what...what is goin on??? i'm not gonna kill anyone....what do u mean niel...???"

"i...idk...chunji...him..." CAP stuttering

"WHAT IS IT???? WHAT'S WITH CHUNJI???" i'm kinda lose my patient

"read it..." 

i took hunnie phone that CAP handed to me..as i opened it...i saw chunji n him wallpaper on d screen...i felt my eyes gotten watery as my lips forming a sad smile looking to d picture of them...they look soo happy that time...byunghun smile in d pic...that was quite a while i didn't see it...

"so..what's wrong with it???"

"read his message hyung.." niel told me to

i pressed d key...to d menu...message...inbox..n i saw d unknown number...i pressed it ok as d message load to opened...

my eyes wide opened as i read d message...so that's y hunnie tried to killed himself...this is it....

niel was rite....now...angriness overcomin me...i just thought of killing them...

who r u?? a girl??

ur a guy...but kinda turned to b like a girl by flirting with my son 

there's many guys in this world..why must be our son???

ur changing him...he was d one who always obeying us...

but when he know u...he never listen to us anymore...

why must u be born in this world huh!!! why must u met chanhee..!!!

i don wanna say this...but this is what imma thinking about

i wish that i will never knew u...i wish that chanhee will never knew u...

it might be better if a like u never borned in this world...

if i was u...i wish to die...coz i don wanna live as a !!!

i wish that u will never exist in this world....i mean it byunghun!!!

-unknown number-

"hyung..."

"it's just only an objection at first...n what is this!! they want my dongsaeng to die or what!!!! who did they think they r!!! where's chunji now???"

"he's at home...he'll comin soon"

"hyung...don mad at him...he even doesn't know bout this yet...."

"HYUNGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

we'r shocked by d screamed..it was ricky....

"ricky...keep ur voice down...what's with that yell...this is hospital..." 

"hyunggg..." ricky run towards us...he's breathing heavily...seems like he's running all d way here...

"hyung..*inhale....exhale* hyung....chunji hyung..."

"yo yo yo..relax...breath..breath..."

he calming down..taking a short breathing..n continue to talk

"chunji hyung...they'r taking him away..."

"WHAT?????"

"where were they taking him???"

"i'm...not...sure...but i guess....they might took him out from this country...."

"they r too much!!!!!!!!!!" i said as i run in very very high speed...i'm goin to chase them...they dare threatened my dongsaeng n now..they'r taking their son away from us...

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"hyunggg...wait..."

"ouhhh CRAP!!!! he might killing them...i'll follow him...both of u stay here ok..." CAP said as he run in maximum speed as well...hoping that he can stop GD from doin any stupid things

"doc....doctor....called d doctor now....d emergency button is not working...ljoe hyung breathing uncontrolably..his hand twitching as well...hyunggg quickkkkkkkk" changjo yelled as he dragged niel to run...finding d doctor for helping ljoe

"BWOHHH!!!!" niel say as he making his way following d maknae "ricky...take care of hyung..."

"n~~ne..."

ricky entered d room.....walking fast to d bed where ljoe was placed on it...

"ljoe hyung.." he whisper...smile forming on his face....as he saw d sleeping beauty alredy opened his eyes...

but d smile disappear as d older began suffocate...

"hyung..." *chocked into tears*

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