I'm okay.
I'm not okay.
I don't want to see you.
I really want to see you.

(Someone)

Funny how I wasted my time on you, how many times you made me feel useless. To those nights I've waited for your reply, yet I can't have even a single one. To those days that i'm hoping you will atleast notice my obvious actions. To those 'Go aways' when I'm trying to reach you. Your words that was painfully stabbing me; slowly killing me. Those eyes saying 'I hate you' every time I am sincerly saying that I love you. How can you ignore like that when the only thing I do is getting your attention. So, this annoying guy will now sign off. You're just a somebody now. I don't want to see you anymore. I am okay now, I guess? 

(Somebody)

Why do I feel incomplete these days. Seems like there's something missing. Why can't I sleep? Ah yes, coffee. It's not the message that I am waiting for, messages that I am not replying, messages that was full of love, messages that I am not receiving right now. I have realized that it's been ages since my last cup of coffee. Is this because of someone? Someone who cherished me despite of my lousy attitude. Someone who's just accepting the harshness I am throwing. Someone who's always there for me. Someone who I really miss right now. That someone. That special someone, is now gone. How are you now? Me? I am not okay, I wanna see you so bad..