"Taeyeon wait" Jiyong call my name when i just start to open my car

I turn myself and before i realised he hug me tight. I can't breath...shocked.

Damn, he smell so good, i loose my mind and my hearth is beating crazyly. 

"I'm sorry, but give me a moment please, i need this" His whisper send a hundred butterfly in my stomach. My stiffen body start to relax, and i just let myself enjoy this moment.

It's been so long since someone hug me this tight. And his hug feel so right, that kind of hug, which give you peacefull feeling, push away all your worried, recharge your energy. A hug, which feel like a home.

He let me go after a moment andopen my car door. He smiled at me...oh my heart.

"Thank you Taeyeon, drive safely" I step to my car, still don't understand what just happen. Start the engine and look at him for the last time

He gave me that beatiful smile "Fighting Tae"

I finally can give him a smile "Fighting Oppa" the i start driving

I open my eyes with a smile in my face. It's been 3 month and i still dream that moment every night.

It's happen 3 month ago, The day after Jinwoong oppa take Jiyong to our home. I've schedule in SM that day, so i leave my parents early, Jiyong also leave my parents house since his parents will back from their vacation.

Jinwoong oppa ask me to give Jiyong a ride. So we back to Seoul together.

While he drive, we talk a lot. Talk about our first, our favourites, things we don't likes. We jokes, we laugh, we gossiping. I usually not that kind person who's easy to talk with someone who's not that closed. But talking with jiyong is so easy, he understand me so well.

It's not like i don't have any bestfriends you know, i have my 8 sisters. And i have heechul oppa, jonghyun and key. We all know for long times to the moment we don't need to speak for others to understand what we feel.

But Jiyong is different. Yes, we stay in this industry for more then 10 years, so of course we know something about each others from all the people in the industry. But we never be friends who spend time together nor hangout in the same place. We had different lifestyle, so we only meet in backstages or some event hold by our acquitance. So, it's a surprise that we can talk about ourself so easy.

All my life, i must take care my members, even when i want to do something for myself, i must think about the effect to my members. Its never do what the best for you, but always do the best for your group.  I share my dream to him in that car, my worried. He never judge me, he just being a good listener. And most important is, he's there for me only. Instead of asking me being considerate to others, he encourage me to talk about my own happiness. He understand the burden being a leader. And he advice something to released my stress. And he will jokes when the talk is getting to serious. At conclusion, that 3 hours ride is the best convo i had in i don't know for how many years.

When we arrived at Dolce Vita, he invited me to have lunch with him. "My family is not arrived yet, and i hate eating alone" He's pouting, which is so cute, make me restrain myself from pinching his cheeck. Since i still have time before my schedule in SM, i agree to having lunch together.

That HUG happen when i just about to leave his house and until now, i still don't understand what that's all about.

"Does he...eeiii no way" i told myself. I know G Dragon type of women. And it's the opposite of me. He like the model type with great figure, long legs, unique face. Definitely not me. And i just can't imagine my self and him as a thing.

I always admire him. He a great leader, already facing a lot of scandal and his group still strong. He also a great composer, sometimes i wonder how's it feel to sing one of his song (not gonna be happen in million years, you know SM). And He is very handsome and charming. He's presence can be so intimidated, but it all gone when he smile. And he become a naughty little boy when he smirk.

Gosh...am i observed him that much? It's not like i have interest in him, am i?. Come on Taeyeon, stop thinking about him. What's the point? He's in MS right now, maybe he just need a hug that time. Better you prepare all your stuff. it's almost time to check out and back to Korea.

My phone is ringing "Hello"

"Taeyeon, when you back to Korea?" I heard my mother voice

"This afternoon Omma, why?" I feel something is happen. And my heart is beating so fast when my mom drop the news. I must back to Korea immediately.