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Our Short Conversations
Jung Krystal: Are you feeling better today?
Kim Kai: Not really
Kim Kai: But don't worry Soojung. It's going to be fine
Jung Krystal: What can I do to help?
Kim Kai: Nothing, really. Don't worry, I am going to accept it eventually
Jung Krystal: Accept what?
Kim Kai: The fact that everyone knows about us now. That people are going to judge us, that they're going to say a lot of sh*t about it!
Jung Krystal: Jongin, I thought we talked about this, already. It was bound to happen someday, so why are you so surprised? Didn't you know that it was impossible to hide it forever?
Kim Kai: I knew perfectly well that people would find out sooner or later
Jung Krystal: Then what?
Kim Kai: I don't know, Soojung! Can we stop that please?
Jung Krystal: Stop what?
Kim Kai: Talking about it! I don't want to think about it!
Jung Krystal: How are you not going to think about it if you're talking to me? I am part of the *problem* too.
Kim Kai: Soojung... I just don't want to be mean to you. I'm not in a very good mood right now.
Jung Krystal: And do you think this is the right way to deal with it? By avoiding it?
Kim Kai: At least I'm not going to see all the bad things they're saying about it
Jung Krystal: Until you come back to life. Then you're going to see everything at once, and it's going to hurt much, much more!
Kim Kai: Look, it's just my way of dealing with it
Kim Kai: Everyone has his or her own. This is mine.
Jung Krystal: Then, do you not care about how I'm taking things? I thought we were in this together
Jung Krystal: Before getting with you, you assured me that no matter what happened, if it was to be known we would be dealing with it together
Jung Krystal: Where is the Jongin who told me that, a year ago? All I see is someone trying to run away
Kim Kai: You don't know what it's like, Soojung! I feel like I've betrayed my fans! I feel like I let them down for some reason
Jung Krystal: By doing what? By being in love? Those who really love you will never leave your side, and you've got to focus on them
Jung Krystal: Not the ones trying to hurt you for being happy, I guess
Kim Kai: You don't understand
Jung Krystal: I do understand, Jongin! It's because I understand that I'm trying to help you, but you won't let me
Jung Krystal: No one had it as bad as my sister and I, last year! We were practically always criticized for everything we did! So yes, I understand!
Kim Kai: You're not that criticized. And it's not the same thing, Soojung! Now, even my injuries are dubbed as being my fault. I've seen so much hate, I hurt people, and I feel like the worse person on earth
Kim Kai: It's the worst feeling ever
Jung Krystal: Trust me, the worst feeling ever, is the one I'm feeling right now, reading all of this. If I'd known that being with me would bring you so much confusion and heartache, I would not have said yes that day.
Jung Krystal: I think I'm going to give you some space, and to myself too
Jung Krystal: I'll talk to you later
The next day
Kim Kai: Soojung
Kim Kai: Baby, how are you?
Ten minutes later
Kim Kai: Soojung, I know that I was the worst boyfriend on earth, yesterday... and I want to apologize for hurting you so much
Kim Kai: I know you're mad at me, but I just want to tell you that I am sorry
Kim Kai: I love you
Two days later
Kim Kai: Soojung, I really am sorry
Kim Kai: Please talk to me. I'm dying over here
The next day
Kim Kai: Soojung... please reply...
Jung Krystal: Jongin!
Jung Krystal: I am so sorry, my phone fell into water a few days ago, and I couldn't turn it back on!
Jung Krystal: I just bought a new one today. I hope you're not upset anymore! What did you text me about?
Kim Kai: Ah...I see. I just wanted to know how you were doing
Jung Krystal: Good! I'm flying back to China tonight
Jung Krystal: How are you?
Kim Kai: Why didn't I know that? I wanted to see you before you left. I am feeling a lot better
Jung Krystal: That's good to know. How is your leg?
Kim Kai: Better. I need to keep a cast for a few weeks
Kim Kai: Other than that, everything is fine
Jung Krystal: That's good to hear
Kim Kai: Soojung... I am so sorry for what I told you, a few days ago
Kim Kai: I wasn't being a good boyfriend at all
Jung Krystal: Don't worry about it. I was a little hurt at first, but I get where you were coming from. You were right, we've hurt some of our fans.
Jung Krystal: Things died down a bit
Kim Kai: I know, but I also know that those who really love me for me will stand by my side. I should not have said the things I told you... I was being very insensitive.
Kim Kai: I am sorry, Soojung
Jung Krystal: It's all forgotten. I understand
Kim Kai: You are perfect
Kim Kai: I love you
Jung Krystal: I'm not! ha-ha!
Jung Krystal: I love you too
Kim Kai: I meant it when I said that we're in this together
Kim Kai: Don't even worry about it, alright?
Jung Krystal: Alright. I won't worry anymore
Kim Kai: I hate not being able to see you
Jung Krystal: I know, but it's safer this way
Jung Krystal: When everything will settle down, we'll see each other
Kim Kai: I wish you were here
Jung Krystal: Wish I was there too, to take care of you
Jung Krystal: I hope Sehun takes care of you like Yixing oppa told me
Kim Kai: Did hyung tell you that Sehun was taking care of me?
Jung Krystal: Yes, why? Was he lying? I said I would pull his ears if he lied
Kim Kai: Ah, ani. He is right. Everyone takes good care of me at the dorm.
Jung Krystal: Good. I won't have to pull no one's ears for now, then! Ha-ha!
Jung Krystal: What are you going to do today?
Kim Kai: Just rest. Are you traveling with Lay hyung tonight?
Jung Krystal: I don't think so. I think he leaves tomorrow morning
Jung Krystal: I'm going to film with Uniq's Yibo tonight
Kim Kai: I see
Three hours later
Jung Krystal: I am on the plane
Jung Krystal: We're going to take off in a bit
Kim Kai: Alright. Have a safe flight
Kim Kai: Text me when you're in China and please take care of yourself there
Kim Kai: I'm going to miss you
Jung Krystal: I am going to miss you too
Jung Krystal: I love you
Jung Krystal: Bye bye
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