Memories from the past; part 1
How I Fall In Love With You
-Chapter 8;
Move on? What is it means?
I was reaching a glass of water that night. My parent’s accident kept echoed in my head. That crash sound, their worried look towards me, and their screams. Things were just too hard to accept. I lost my beautiful awesome parents. The best things I would ask God to give their back to me. I just want to be with my parents.
It’s so hard, to moved on from the accident, and to have those busy life as a high school student. I had that thought to kill myself so I could joined my parents, months after the accident, by waiting cars to hit me. But unfortunately, there was him, saved me from the death, by pulling me to his side. I was cried at that stranger shoulder, heavily, while he was just sighed. I think he felt relieved to have me save.
He just tugged me in my back, while I kept crying on his shoulder. I know it’s not right to kept showing your weakness to a stranger, but he was my savior, I felt that blast in my tummy when he pulled me to his side. I felt so happy, he was save me, and kept on making me felt so happy.
“Miss, why are you standing there when you know that the lights is already turned green?” he asked me when he knows that my mood is enlightened.
“Just want to get rid from this hell actually. But just for you to know that actually I don’t really want to end my life like that.” I said, being shy of myself, and laugh the hell out.
“You want to get rid of yourself, miss, are you out of your mind?” He said, look at me worriedly and just sighed after that. He kept on saying, “Why do you want to get rid of yourself miss? Problems? You know you can share it with me.” He said again, clarifying his talks.
I just nodded, and started to cry again.
He moved to my side, and tugged my back again. “You know, miss, you are beautiful and even if the world seems so wrong today it was never seems so wrong again tomorrow. You just have to look at the positive side of every problem and said you can walk through it, and be the winner of every problem you have. Okay, maybe that was my strategic way of getting out from my problem, but I just want you to know that life is fair. God is fair. You have to move on, miss.” He said to me softly. I just nodded to him and give him my best smile. He smiles back at me.
Move on? Am I really needed that?
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“By the way miss, what is your name?” He asked me when we were walking towards the road after he kept saying his wise words.
“You asked me that? I never thought you would ask my name.” I let out a soft giggle to him; still felt that hurt inside my heart. He was blushing and I just kept on giggled at him.
“Err, never mind it if you don’t want to give me your name.” He said and walked faster, I just know that he felt disappointed because I answered him like that.
“PARK SAEYOUNG! That was my name.” I shout to him while realized that he was got too far away. He stopped then and walked again towards me. He was blushing. And I just think he was too cute for a man to blush like that. I smiled to him.
“I never thought that you would let me know your name, miss. Saeyoung? What a cute name. So you’re a Korean?” He asked me. I nodded to him and explaining about my parents and how I ended up living in USA. He just nodded when he heard my story.
“You know what? I’m a Korean too! I’m feeling so happy to meet another Korean here. By the way my name is Kim Sunggyu. Nice to meet you, Park Saeyoung. Let’s go, I’ll drive you home.” He said again to me and dragged me to his car, awesome Ferrari car just for your information.
I let out a deep sigh when I get on his car.
He looked at me and tugged me again. I just smile.
Finally we arrived at my house. I bid a farewell to him, and he stopped me.
“Saeyoung-ah, could we meet again?” He asked me. I heard hope in his voice. He looked so fragile right there.
“Yeah, I don’t have anything to do beside of school and works.” I said to him. Smile for the last time to my savior.
He looked at me, unbelieving my words, and said a loud ‘yes’ just then. I laugh when heard him. And invite him to come inside. But he just denied my invitation politely by saying that it’s not a proper thing for a guy to be in a girl’s house in the night like this. He waved his hands to me, and said that he would see me tomorrow. I just nodded and waved my hands to him. Soon, he drove his car away.
What a wonderful day I have today. Maybe he was right; it was a nice thing to move on.
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