Looking for a nice and comfortable job is not easy to find. It was like a million dollar question that call-a-friend or ask-the-audience will be your saviour or worse 50-50. You will be reject or hire.  All I've wanted is to help my family and support our youngest sister to finish her Computer science course. She's already on her 3rd year level. Me? I'm genius! No need to study. Kidding. I am undergrad mass communication broadcasting student and sadly I'm already 24yrs. old. I’m supposed to graduate at the age of 20. How that happened? It doesn't matter. It's been two months since I've got here in Seoul. Well, basically I'm living with my Korean friend (Seong Ga yoon) that I had met back on our university under Korean Language Program. She was originally taking Agricultural and I don't know how we influenced her and when she got back in Korea, she took broadcasting instead and made a good choice since it give her much happiness. Here's the only problem: I can't speak fluently in Korean. I can understand a bit (thank you instincts) and using hand gestures to the Koreans that I need to deal with during my freelance photo shoots.  Though I'm having hard time looking for a permanent job as a Photographer (thanks a lot college certificate requirement from the companies -_-), since I am not a professional, I tend to meet half ways for my package deal prices with my clients for clothing and food products. Oh, a friend of my previous client introduced me as a videographer for a wedding. God have always a mercy, I bought a brand new Canon Prime lens! Just imagine how much fee the newlywed couple gave me. I gained 2kls. from drinking too much milk tea. Beat that.   (Alarm ringing)   "Cutie face, wake up" I felt a hand that is on my right shoulder and shaking it lightly. "Wwwhhhaa?" "Good morning sunshine! Eomma made you omu rice, come on get up." Ga yoon eonni gave me her always candy smile. I am really happy having a 2nd family as caring as the Seong's.   "Oh! Annyeong eonni! Thanks, I will get up now." Pushing the blanket aside and straightening up, I'm gone blank for no reason. It's already 10am. Jesus Christ. I remembered how my life was back in the Philippines when I was a call center agent. It . I looked like a zombie, literally.   Knock knock. It caught my attention and looked at the door as Ga Yoon eonni waiting for me. "Gwenchana? You are spacing out." "Ah, yeah. I'm waiting for my soul to come back to me." It was a joke actually. Trying to gather my strength to move. "Where's appa and your younger brother?" I prepared myself in front of the table as eonni joined me. "Appa said that they have a site inspection, while eomma took Junsu with her to the grocery. Let's eat~"   Her father is a civil engineer while mom (I am their instant daughter: D) is a lawyer and Junsu is still on his Middle school. But he always tells us that he would like to audition as a dancer and rapper. I don't think that is a bad idea at all. I love listening to kpop music and the artists were great. He said he wants to audition at Big Hive or Hike something. "What's your schedule at Le Robe cafe? I told my friends that I have this awesome girl that performs really great. We want to change our hangout place so I ask them to try that cafe."   I will lose my confidence becau