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As usual, to get rid of boredom, I played with my Instagram account. When I was busy looking at pictures on my feed, I saw a photo of Jessica with her friends appear. Jessica Jung is my ex-girlfriend. We both broke up nearly a year ago. Since that day, we never once spoke to each other. Actually I still have her number, and we are still friends on social media, even though we never greeted each other.

I stopped scrolling to see Jessica’s uploaded photo even longer. This picture was taken a few days ago. I know that because when they took this picture, I was also in the same place. I saw them taking photos exactly like this.

That night.. I saw her in a café which happened to be the place I was visiting. Maybe she didn’t see me, because I came first. Besides that I also took a seat at the end of the café. I doubt she noticed me.

Without realizing it, I smile while looking at my ex-lover’s face in the photo. I haven’t seen much change in her.  Still the beautiful Jessica I ever had. Still as gorgeous as ever. 

I remember her laughter when she was joking around with her friends, it still rings in my ears to this day. Listening to her beautiful voice while she talked to her friends makes me want to talk to  you too.  But I didn’t do that, I don't have the courage, so at that time I could only steal glances at her.

Then I remembered the times when Jessica and I were still together.

Now that we’ve separated, I can only miss those times and I miss you, I miss Jessica that I used to have. I want to talk to you, asking about what's going on in your life and talk about random things. But I don’t have the courage for that. But today, I