Seungri's POV:

i choose to know what he felt about me the hard way but I didn't know that I'm gonna break him like I just did.

I get back from the date disoppointed that my plan doesn't work out the way I want because he didn't show up to ruin my date neither spy on me. when I was driving home I started doubting that maybe I was fooled and maybe that I didn't know him enough and maybe that's why I thought that he might like me I mean like really really like me and maybe it's all for the show and nothing is special. it made me sad because deep down I was hoping that he came and ruined that ing stupid date that was just a waste of time ( sorry not sorry).

when I was finally home, it seemed like nobody was there : the lights were off and there was such a horrible silence .. what if he's on a date too right know, did I just ruined my only imaginary chance to be with him. qs I was getting close to check if he was by chance sleeping in his bedroom I heared weird voices coming from the balcony .. he was crying and talking, at first I didn't understand anything and I thought maybe that somebody is with him but what shoked me really bad was what I sow in front of me .. he was talking to himself out loud while saying things that I can't understand because he was sobbing and crying. All I know now is that I hurt someone who means the world to me, someone who didn't know I was there with him, someone who really likes me of that I'm sure because I 've never