I'm so sorry for the long hiatus. I was busy with my class and exam. Plus KARA controversy really dampen my mood to write (-__-"). Here is 1 chapter for today. I still got my exam tomorrow TT_TT I will continue to write after my exam finished.

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1 month after SM Town in Los Angeles

EUNHYUK POV

*Beep*

[[Oppa, I think I understand know. Thank you for being with me this past few months. ~Gyul~]]

*Crash*

I throwed the phone without even realizing it. It has been 1 month since I last saw her. Well, to be exact her and Jungmin. I know that I took the easy way out by ignoring her after the SM Town concert but if I talked to her, I know I cannot let her go. I know she loves Jungmin. They said first love is hard to get rid. I guess it’s true. She was my first love. No one knows about this. Not even her.

Sigh~

What the am I going to do now? I finally sent her message telling her we are over. Maybe this is the best for her?  Who am I kidding? I love her like crazy. I know I will never be as happy as I’m with her.

GYURI POV

I finally stop crying to manage replying his message. This is the worst day of my life.

Well, he can go wherever he want with Hyoyeon. I don’t care. I'm a goddess and I will not show him my weaknesses