Win

Guilty Carnation
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~Chapter 3 – Win~

            Shownu is alive.

            He's barely breathing.

            But he's most definitely alive.

            It's hot. Unbearably hot.

            The inside of his head pounds relentlessly.

            He feels like vomiting but there's nothing in his stomach to heave up aside from bile.

            He sits huddled in one corner of the cell with little energy to do much else. The side of his head rests against the cool stone wall, it brings forth a sigh of relief out of him. It eases the burning just a bit. Shownu just wants to go to sleep.

            Sleep isn't insufferable like being awake.

            Shownu closes his eyes and let's his vision swim in the darkness. Things feel better this way. It's like slipping into an escape.

            It feels like only minutes later when Shownu opens his eyes again. But everything is changed. He's no longer in his cell, he doesn’t have the slightest clue where he is, and there is only one light illuminating him from above limiting his sight to everything within the spotlight's reach. The rest of his surroundings are pitch black. He feels a spike in anxiety as he scans his surroundings for any indication of trouble coming his way. But there's nothing. No wind. No sound. No smell. Nothing.

            Shownu opens his mouth to say something into the endless void but then a click rings out from in front of him and he immediately shuts his mouth. His heart beats erratically. That click could belong to anything but the first conclusion Shownu jumps to is that it belongs to a weapon.

            Everything might just end here.

            He doesn't want to die here.

            The realization hits him harder than any blow he's taken. If he has to die, the very least he wants is to be able to say goodbye. He wasn't able say goodbye to his grandfather and now… now he won't be able to even say goodbye to his friends. Shownu wouldn't say that his life was filled with regrets but it seems closure is the one thing he will never have.

            Surrounded by a black void, empty of light and warmth, Shownu believes he's going to die alone.

            There's a loud pop noise that follows the click like the cracking of glass. Shownu flinches and tenses up, he prepares himself for the inevitable impact that'll stop his heart or shatter his brain to bits.

            But that never comes either.

            Several heavy duty six bulb light stands, all encompassing and nearly blinding, flashes on. It illuminates a huge sleek boxing ring. The typical ropes replaced with metal chains and the four corners each have their own lights shining towards center stage. Shownu has never seen anything like it before but he could give less of a damn because at the center of it all, standing on an elevated circular platform, gripping a sword pointed downwards with both hands, and two muscular guards wearing teddy bear heads flanking him, stood Jooheon.

            Jooheon.

            Shownu doesn't believe the sight in front of his eyes. It has to be a lie. Even if he wishes that it could be true, it's not Jooheon, can't be Jooheon. It's impossible.

            But then he meets the Jooheon impersonator's eyes and Shownu recognizes the feeling of familiarity wrapped up in them. Shownu sees the way the Jooheon holds himself with an air of strength and dignity he's always had. Shownu acknowledges the fire that burns in those eyes, the same eyes he's looked into time and time again when they were all together. And when the Jooheon before him speaks, even though it's just his name, it's with a voice that is unmistakably ringing with the sound of home, and comfort, and endearment, and everything he's missed so much.

            "Shownu." Jooheon doesn't move from his position but he does show concern in the crinkle of his brow and the worry lines at the corners of his frown.

            For the first time, since he's lost his grandfather and been trapped in this hell hole, Shownu feels something stir in his chest once again.

            It's all so convincing. He sees that this really could be Jooheon. But it isn't. He must remind himself of that fact because if Jooheon was here with him that could only mean they're both dead and that's the last thing Shownu would ever want.

            Jooheon speaks up again, his voice quiet but commanding, "Shownu, I need you to come forward."

            There is a moment of hesitation but Shownu has a fleeting thought that if he was to die here, by a sword no less, at least it'll be by Jooheon's hands even if it may not be the real one. He'll die with the remnant memory of his friends any day over dying alone.

            Shownu climbs into the boxing ring between the metal chains with ease. He's calm as he takes a few short strides and steps up onto the circular platform to stand in front of Jooheon. Up close, Shownu is struck with another dose of nostalgia. This Jooheon's expression is sharp and unwavering, it reminds Shownu of the night they shared their first taste of the elixir and how lost they've felt until they found each other again.

            Jooheon doesn't waver in his gaze but he does pick the sword up and point it skyward. He says, "I need you to kneel."

            Shownu responds for the first time since he's met this Jooheon. "Why?"

            "Don't you trust me?" Jooheon smiles. Dimples and all.

            "No. Not you." Shownu says, "But Jooheon… I trust. I trust the real Jooheon."

            "I am Jooheon."

            Shownu stares blankly.

            "I need you to kneel Shownu," Jooheon says, "We'r

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Avocado #1
Chapter 4: I feel for I.M.'s frustration at being treated like the youngest and kind of protected by everyone else. But they are just looking out for him like they usually do with each other. Kihyun's pink hair though lol wonder how it's gonna turn out with him being assigned to kill Hyungwon's father. I expect nothing but a mess... hopefully they can all complete their tasks with little to no trouble, it is kinda concerning that they are splitting up to fulfill them. Good luck to them. Thanks for the update!
Momokokunchan7 #2
Chapter 4: yes thank you for explaining who kihyun's victim was
I'm so happy you updated ???
diniazakee #3
Chapter 4: UPDATE...!!! waaaaa
strafield #4
Chapter 3: when hyungwon told minhyyk to not cry because he couldn't comfort him though :'((
i cant with this angst i love you cries
thankyou for slicing my heart like this :'))
Avocado #5
Chapter 3: Wow for some reason I thought that was the real Jooheon but that would've been too quick and weird LOL. (I am anticipating Doctor Jooheon to infiltrate enemy lines...) Hopefully Dream Jooheon reinvigorates Shownu just enough so that he could keep on fighting to stay alive. Hang in there Shownu! Hyungwon and Minhyuk's situation is just as tragic omg. How frustrating that must be. All of that sedation and constriction. Getting all of those tests performed on them ugh. Hyungwon can't even comfort crying Minhyuk :(( Can't wait for the others to come to rescue and for all hell to break loose lmao it's gonna be great. Sweet sweet revenge yes. Thanks for updating, can't wait to see what happens next!!
jihuns
#6
Chapter 2: So great! Lovely writing, very engaging to read. Can't wait for more!
Avocado #7
Chapter 2: The delphiniums :/ Well, although Gas Mask and the whole Rebellion-X Clan alliance seems kinda iffy, it's probably the best shot they have at rescuing Shownu, Minhyuk, and Hyungwon. They are gonna need all the help they can get. Hopefully they don't get betrayed, but people are terrible as always lol. Gas Mask seems like a pretty shady person. The delphinium elixirs are powerful, and they really shouldn't go into the wrong hands. Poor Wonho though, it's really not his fault that all of this mess happened. He had to make a choice and everyone else followed him. The idea of the antidote is interesting though, wonder how that will come into play later in the story. Thanks for the exciting chapter, looking forward to the next update!
strafield #8
Chapter 1: this is so gooddd omg
maybe its bc i love minhyuk too much but but but this is seriously nicely written i love you aaaaaaa
i'm really anticipating the next chapters!
strafield #9
jagdjshdysjsg i will never get anough of allin!au hnghh
Avocado #10
Chapter 1: Yayy!! Finally, the sequel to Lost Delphinium!! Off to a bad (but exciting) start already it seems, with Shownu, Minhyuk, and Hyungwon getting caught, and the others managing to escape. Knowing that this fic is based on the Fighter MV, it should be interesting for sure lol. Excited to know how you will interpret everything that happened in the MV and connect it to All In. Poor Shownu seems to have it the worst, getting beaten and all :((( hopefully they all get saved soon. Thanks for starting the sequel~ can't wait to see what happens next :D