Why do awkward things always happen to insecure, young girls that have nothing better to do than spending their days with their best friends and maybe developing some crushes on random boys? Life can be so unfair at some points, but then I need to remember that some peoples life is probably way more unfair than mine was at the moment. For a few weeks now this blonde, young male seriously cursed my heart some pain. When he was walking by my glance followed him, step by step and my heart was beating so painfully hard in my chest that I sometimes was running out of breath.

Solji was probably the only one of my friends being so close to me, that I didn't even need to tell her because she already knew what has happened to me. „You are madly in love“ she said one day as we were meeting each other at our beloved coffeeshop after class. „This can't be true“ I then said trying to act like I was unaware of my feelings. But I already knew she was right. I never really had a crush on a boy before, so at first it was very strange to feel this kind of nervous towards a person I didn't even know. Solji nipped a bit of her coffee. „You know that I'm always right with those things. So when do you think you want to tell him?“ „What?“ My eyes widened at the question of hers. „When do you want to confess your feels?“ She redrafted the sentence. „I-I don't know? Do I need too?“ The gesture of hers was easy to understand as she raised her eyebrows. „Of course you need to. Do you think Mr. Top 3 will confess to you?“
Top 3 was a term for the 3 best looking boys and girls of the senior class. And it was hard to accept the fact that my crush was the leading male of the Top 3. That made it even harder to get to know him. Top 3's never really spent time with anyone unless it was another member of the clique. „How do you even know my crush is one of the Top 3?“ I asked but I knew how she would come to know. Since we were best friends we sat together at any time she probably noticed the many times I wrote down his name in my textbook. 'Min Yoongi'

The day of the days came and it was actually the 14th February better known as Valentines Day, as I was waiting at the trainstation with a box of selfmade chocolate. Solji and I tried to make them on our own for the first time of our lives and so I really was excited on how it would be like to gift chocolate to my crush. The trainstation was filled with so many different kinds of people. There were couples sitting in some of the restaurants, families on their ways to their vacations or back home and singles like me. Hopefully Min Yoongi would come soon because I hated being in the public, but then again the trainstation was the only place outside of school I would probably meet him. I just really hoped he saw the sticky note, which I had pinned at his locker.

The time was passing by really slow. All in all I had to wait 15 minutes until a blonde-haired male appeared, dressed in the uniform of my school. He came nearer step by step and I noticed that with every step he made my heart started beating louder and