Gezelligheid [ɣɘ.'zɛl.ɪɣ.hɛɪt]

a Dutch word which can be translated as convivial, cozy, fun, or nice atmosphere;  belongingness, time spent with loved ones, the fact of seeing a friend after a long absence, or the general togetherness that gives people a warm feeling; the coziness, warmth and comfort of being at home, or being together with friends or loved ones sharing time in a pleasant and nice atmosphere.

Opening the cabinet, there are papers filled with messy scribbling of words I used in class to talk with my friends in class when I was in highschool stacked in a box, there are also notebooks that I used to write down formulas for math, physics, and chemistry, some notebooks where my girl friends ranted out about their crushes when I was in junior highschool, some pictures of my school days, some trinkets, keepsakes, and deep hidden inside the cabinet is my diaries. My most precious possession that hold the stupidity in my past. Those that I promised to myself to burn before I die.

Dreading to turn back the time and reliving the days, I reach out and take the most familiar blue peter bunny rabbit notebook, the last diary I wrote. I put so much effort to make it memorable, sticking photos, movie tickets, theme park tickets, diner bills, eveything that I thought I should remember forever. My most precious scrapbook. The notebook is filled with my days as a highschool kid with Sehun and Jongin in the picture.

It’s not a walk in the park

To love each other

But when our fingers interlock,

Can’t deny, can’t deny you’re worth it

‘cause after all this time I’m still into you.

- Still Into You by Paramore -