It's already four in the afternoon, and there is no sign of  Jinwoo or Minhyuk.

Time is trickling away like the rain outside our dorm. Slowly going down and never going back up.

The time between us is slowly becoming nothing because you want to spend all of it with Jinjin .

And every time you come back, you're always on the brink of tear, about to burst any second as you talk about the time spent with him.

Why must you cry? 

It hurts seeing you smiling with that fake smile, 
            Taking it out whenever he's here, 
                      Please don't do this to me,
                              Don't show that smile,
                                 Because it hurts so bad.

It's making me suffocated, everything here reminds that I'm not the one you love.

You never loved me.
        Not as a lover, not as family, but just as a friend.
And always as a friend.

You're selfish, always thinking about yourself and how you could have been with Jinwoo, but maybe I am jealous and selfish too. 

I want to be with you, but you have no desire to be anything to me.

Please I beg you to set me free. Tell me that you hate me, just tell me anything.

But I can't bring myself to tell you...

I'm sorry,

I want you to be happy,

To smile like no one is watching.

I want you to be happy, 
                                              Even if I'