That night I couldn't sleep well. The way Hanbin touched my cheek for the last time before he went home was disturbing me a lot. I could tell myself that I actually missed how Hanbin looked right into my eyes that close, how he caressed my body everytime we got a time together, how he held my hand everytime we hung out, or how he treated me like a princess. He may be thought that I already forgot how sweet he could be but I didn't. It's just unfortunate that he abandoned me when I needed him the most, when I finally got to go to rise. Everytime I think about it I'd just go crazy and mad at myself, thinking why would I be sad and so emotional when he abandoned me? Isn't it that hurt to see him go away without looking back that day? But it did. It did hurt me a lot when he decided not to give his attention and care when I needed it. It did hurt me a lot when he decided to leave and break up with me. It did hurt a lot. But was I too hard on him when I also decided to move on when I know I don't want to?

These questions had been already on my head for a long time. This morning I looked at myself in the mirror while wearing the prom dress my dad gave me as a gift for winning the singing competition this season. It's pink pastel with clean white laces on all over the shoulders, it's off-shoulders dress after all.

"It's quite plain in here, isn't it?" my mom brushed my neck, her eyes were looking at it in the mirror. I just nodded, actually careless because there's a lot in my head and that included Hanbin. What would he wear tonight? I forgot how does he look in suit but thinking about it made my heart beated faster.

I'd be wearing this pretty rare dress with soft pastel pink light-lacy-choker, a hair-styled hair where my mom will leave it wavy. Will Hanbin like it? I thought to myself as I was staring at the hanging dress in front of me.

It's 6.30 p.m. My mom just finished styling my hair but Hanbin wasn't here. Last time he promised he will be here at 6.20 p.m. or is he doing something urgent?

It's 7 p.m. and Hanbin hasn't came. I tried not to think much about it, I tried to positively thinking he probably had a hard time now or maybe his mother needed him in time. There are so many posibilities.

It's 8 p.m. he still hasn't came. My mom and dad already worried and asked whether they could drive me to prom and I can wait for Hanbin there. But I refused. I'd rather be in here, in this house, all night, than waiting for him in there. Because I myself is not sure whether he would come in the end or not. And it's just ridiciulous if he already waited for me at the prom since he already promised to come and pick me up.

I felt a kiss on my right cheek as my eyes still shut. I took a couple of seconds until I opened my eyes. The clock was on the wall right in front of me. It was already 10.35 p.m. So.. I felt asleep for two and a half hours. I saw around the room and found my dad and mom stood still before the living room, staring at me. Was I talking in ny sleep since I felt Hanbin's warm before? I only smiled a little and closed my eyes again, didn't mind whether I really fell asleep until tomorrow morning. I already didn't care about the prom. Not sure that Hanbin would come here or not. I felt disappoinment all over my body.

It hasn't been five minutes when I felt another kiss on my cheek. It felt real so I woke up and stared next to me but there was no one. Only my parents still stood there with a little smile on their lips. Why are they still in the same spot and even smile in the little move I made?

Just before I tried to cooperate with my mind again, a couple of hands was hugging my head from behind. The scent that I knew for so long filled my nose. I could see my parents smiled a bit wider and then left with a little laugh. My cheeks were blushing. I mean, they were looking at me while sleeping and there was Hanbin at my back this whole time? the kiss before was also not in my dream? I clo