“Hanbin,” Hayi called him.

Damn. Why I called him?

Hanbin turned his head as he heard the familiar tone.

Hanbin made an annoyed face and look at Hayi.

“What?” Hanbin answered.

“Hanbin..” Hayi said slowly because she was too shock that Hanbin even replied her.

“You know what? I don’t have time for you.” Hanbin said coldly and attempt to leave the classroom when Hayi grabbed his left arm.

Hayi! What the hell are you doing? Why the hell am I grabbing his arm?

Hanbin looks shock.

“Hanbin,” Hayi started.

“This is the third time you called my name. Why? Miss to call my name? Miss me? Can’t move on?” Hanbin said again coldly.

“What? No.” Hayi said and released Hanbin’s arm; and she miss the warmth.

“Stop all this bull! Why you can’t be honest to yourself?” Hanbin said angrily this time.

He looks like he ready to kill everyone right now.

“Wh-what do you mean?” Hayi asked confused.

“Remember your habit when you’re drunk?” Hanbin said while sighing.

What?

Hayi hurriedly check her phone. She looks at the message.

Hanbinnie~

. I sent him the message?! !

“Could you please stop this already? This is the second time! I can pass the first time but this is the second one!” Hanbin shouted now.

However, he shouted at the nearest wall like he doesn’t even want to look at Hayi’s face.

“I’m sorry.” Hayi apologizes.

Hayi felt so pathetic right now.

She stills remember the first time she messaged him when she was drunk; just two days after the break up.

‘I miss you.

The one who makes me laugh without faking it.

The one who makes me feel like I am the most beautiful girl in the world.

The one who promised to not hurt me.

The one who will never hurt me.

The one who has a very warm heart.

The one who has a warm hand.

I wish to hold that hand again.

I miss your warmth.

I want to feel again the warmth of your chest that embraced me.

Nowadays, it is very cold and windy and it makes me craving for your warmth much more.

I just don’t want this to end just like this.

Where did our relationship went wrong?’

“I noticed that you always apologized. I also noticed that you always ask where did our relationship went wrong.” Hanbin started; ignoring Hayi face again.

“Don’t you really know where did it went wrong? Let me tell you. It is all start with YOU! You everything up! You the one who wants to break up and now you acted innocent like you don’t know anything!” Hanbin said and for the first time he looks at Hayi face and straight to Hayi’s eyes.

“I’m not the one who messed this up but you! It’s you!” Hanbin said while stared at Hayi’s eyes.

Those eyes who used to look at me with love before and now just filled with hatred.

I know this is all my fault.

This is my fault.

Yes. I messed our relationship.

I’m so stupid.

I’m so stupid at that time but can’t you forgive me for once?

“ ALL THIS!” Hanbin said and went out the classroom.

Hayi went down to the floor crying her heart out.

“Hey,” Hayi looked up at the voice.

She was hoping that it is Hanbin.

However, it is just Bobby.

Hanbin’s friend.

“Hey.” Hayi said while wiping her tears.

Bobby lend his arm to Hayi and she took it.

“I didn’t expect things to be like this.” Bobby starts.

“It’s not your fault.” Hayi intercepts.

“It’s not your also!” Bobby suddenly increase his voice.

“It’s all my fault. I’m the one who started all these and this is a punishment for me.” Hayi said calming.

However, in Bobby’s eyes, she’s trembling.

Bobby wants to comfort her but he can’t.

Bobby was one of his friend that are very close to Hayi.

Bobby hates to see both of his friends becoming like zombies.

Zombies; can eat, walk, talk, or even run but they don’t have any feelings.

Except that his stupid friends, Hanbin and Hayi has some feelings, it’s devastated.

“Jiwon, can I ask you something?” Hayi asked Bobby.

Bobby know that it is important as Hayi called his real name.

“Yes. Anything.” Bobby answered.

“What was the reaction from him when he saw my message before?” Hayi asked Bobby.

Bobby was kinda shock with the question.

He looks like he’s trying to figure up a puzzle.

“He was shock, for sure.” Bobby stated the fact.

“And, he was mad.” Bobby continued.

Hayi look up to Bobby.

“Mad?” Hayi asked again.

“Yeah. He went mad before. He didn’t eat for about a week.” Bobby said.

This is a shocking news to Hayi.

Hayi didn’t know anything about it.

Hanbin been skipping his meals?

“You know; he didn’t understand why you did it if you love him so much. You guys love each other. Why you did not trust him?” Bobby sighed.

“I trust him but,” Hayi didn’t get to finish when Jenny came in the classroom.

Jenny saw Hayi’s puffed eyes and Bobby.

“What are you guys doing? Where’s Hanbin?” Jenny asked.

“I’m going first. Take care Hayi.” Bobby went out from the classroom.

“Sorry.” Hayi said.

“It’s okay. Past is past.” Jenny comfort her.

Hayi feels guilty for talking with Bobby; Jenny ex-boyfriend.

However, she can’t do anything as Bobby is her best friend.

Life is so complicated; love is much more complicated.

Hayi is on her way back home when she saw Hanbin on his motorbike parked at the nearest parking of the convenience store.

Hayi sighs and just continue her walk.

Reminisces the old memories while looking at the beautiful sky.

Suddenly she feels like someone drag her somewhere with some tugged on her arm.