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Missing You“It’s been a month since that particular day.
After day passed, we became nothing.
I’m trying my best to forget you.
If I forget you, I’ll become just like you.
There will come a day when I forget everything, right?
A day when I don’t see your face even when I close my eyes.
Even when my friends talk about you, I would just nod my head as if I’m listening to a stranger’s story.
We had hurt each other.
I wanna become someone who never loved you.
However, if I erase you, I’m afraid I’ll get erased.
If I lose even one string-like memory, I’m afraid everything will get disconnected.
Our memories; good and bad, I want to keep it.
I’m sick of myself.
I don’t wanna be like this.
I want to move on just like you.
Some day, I’ll say your name as if it’s nothing.
And I’ll ask how you’re doing, my breath won’t stop when I hear you’re doing fine.
I won’t shed tears.
When will that day come?
Because right now, I can’t do that.
Even after time passed and tears fell, I’m still missing you.
Why is my heart still welled up?
I don’t wanna be just a memory to you.
Did you already let go?
Did we just become a memory for you?
Sorry.
I’ll just be like this for today.
I’ll forget you tomorrow.”
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