Feelings

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                Yerin knows that her feelings for Hwang Eunbi is so real that sometimes it is overwhelming her.

 

                Her feelings add to that sensation she gets when her neurons decided to work, when something related to the word ‘hot’ is definitely just infront of her. And Yerin’s knows it too. In fact, her encounter with the shades of red, and how they show what her mind is thinking, is a rollercoaster ride for her. Actually, it’s not just really for her, but also for her hormonal levels and her push and pull with her drive for keeping her sanity. It is to the point that she asked help from God.

 

 

                Minutes has already passed and Yerin begs herself to keep her dirty mind at bay. She wouldn’t want to say something that would threaten their lovelife which is going better and better. She just really hopes they would be ‘official’, even just in the group.  

 

 

                And yes, she literally begs because SinB gets out of the room in a cool manner, with beads of sweat on her neck, and her shirt a little drench, making her curves more noticeable. Well, the thing is, that is beg as in plead to control herself, though somehow her mind has another deep meaning for the word beg, one that can be used alongside daddy, especially now that she has seen SinB, serving her with dreamy and drool-worthy visual and a body to die for.

 

 

                And again, she begs because she knows, “Jung Yerin will always be Yerin.” Do I have to elaborate? I think we all know what that means.

 

 

                To be honest, she almost said a combo of ‘ening and holy s’. But thanks to Yuju, Yerin’s voice didn’t come out so she ended up cursing just on her head. Well, we can’t blame Yerin because what Yuju did is that she randomly shouted in congratulatory for herself, holding the laptop high, as she did a split out of nowhere. With that sudden action, the older girl quickly snaps her head immediately to look at their probably weirdest member in the group, successfully stopping her vocal chords to produce a sound. Probably, it is that of an individual’s reflex when you see a sudden random movement in your peripheral view.

 

 

 

                In Yerin’s perspective, saying SinB is hot at that moment is an understatement. And her mind, not being able to think properly, chose to just cling to the girl who did a split seconds ago and is now turning on the laptop while sitting beside her. She did it thinking that it is a good way to make her mind occupied of anything, as long as it’s not those scenes boggling her mind.

 

 

                “Yuju-ya~” She said, cutely swinging Yuju’s arm as she embraced it. Her aegyo jumping a level higher.

 

                “Let’s wait unnie. Umji’s gonna come out in seconds.”

 

                Yerin pouted. We have to watch something or else I would just watch SinB… intensely. Of course, she didn’t allow the sentence to come out of . The youngsters shouldn’t hear it or they might ask why. She is still an adult and she should be taking care of them.

               

                “I’m done.” Umji get out of the dongsaeng’s room and head straight to the couch. The other two is sitting on the carpeted floor. “Where’s SinB-unnie?”

 

                “Here.” The older maknae said, drying her hands a little using her shorts, while walking towards their living room. She knitted her eyebrows when her gaze caught how Yerin clings to Yuju. Her lips twitch but she immediately bring back her poker face.

 

 

                She saw the blonde girl patting the space next to her, but with what she has seen, she’s definitely not in the mood to still sit there. She decided to ignore it and slump on the couch beside the other maknae. “Umji-ya~~” She said with her nasal voice. Somehow in a sweet manner and partly somewhat childish. It is an aegyo… but she won’t call it an aegyo so let’s just put it as that.

               

                Yuju saw it and to somehow help Yerin, she decided to open up a topic. “Where’s Eunha-unnie?”

 

                “Probably sleeping.” Yewon responded, since they sensed that the two wouldn’t speak. “Should I call her?”

 

                “No… that’s okay Yewon-ah. She needs rest considering our trainings anyway.” Yuju said.

“I – uh, what do you want to watch?” Yuju said browsing the list of movies. They decided to just watch on the laptop instead on their TV while Yerin is cooking their food a while ago. She has sensed what is going on in Yerin’s minid a while ago and she suggested that they should just watch from their soft copies their manager shared with them. That is safer than the channels on their TV which they don’t know what show is playing.

               

 

                SinB wanting to take revenge speak up. “Let’s watch horror.” She smirked upon hearing the complaints from the other members. “There there, that’s okay.” She said, though, to be honest, she doesn’t like watching horror movies too.

 

“Stop there Yuju. That zombie movie is good.” She said, pointing on the third movie from below.

 

                “I heard it’s not that scary so we would all be fine.” But, in her mind, she knows that even at that level, the members with her in the room right now would still react with all the jump scares and genuinely frightening suspense. And, she, herself, didn’t like the sounds from horror movies. Yuju would be having fun though because the tall girl likes to watch horror.

 

 

                Umji quietly gestured for SinB to come closer. She’s smiling knowingly at her, as if she knows what SinB is thinking. SinB smirked at her and lean her back on the couch as the movie starts. The maknae followed her and leaned on the couch too. She brings her face closer to SinB and whisper, “Are you sure you’re gonna let Yerin be scared without you by her side?”

 

                SinB knitted her eyebrows, “Why?”

 

                Umji didn’t have the time to answer her because Yerin, herself, gave the answer.

 

                She screamed when a zombie suddenly appeared under the bed grabbing the leg of one of the main characters. And she didn’t just scream, she also hides her face by hugging Yuju. Yuju, on the other hand, although she got surprised with the sudden appearance of the zombie, she is more scared by the cold deadly aura she is feeling. It is as if there is someone looking at her back, making the little hairs on her nape stand.

 

 

                It is as if she’s inside a horror movie herself, she slowly turns her head to look at where the noxious aura is coming from. And, to be honest she already knew who it is and why. It is very obvious from the start itself. But just like in that suspense thriller film, she still decided to look at her back and check, an action which she probably regretted doing. She slowly swallowed hard when she was met with a deadly glare from the older maknae. If looks could kill, she is probably dead by now. Even trying to deliver her in the hospital would be futile. SinB’s eyes clearly and firmly state what she wanted to say.

 

 

 

                Back. The. ing. Off. SHE. Is. MINE.

 

 

                There are no words but Yuju nods in a scared manner. If actions can be done in a stuttering manner, just like how words are, then probably that’s how Yuju nods that time. She taps Yerin gently in an attempt to make her know of what is happening, but SinB’s eyes look sharper at her that she has to withdraw her hands immediately.

 

 

                Yewon, enjoying what she is seeing, stifles a laugh. “Told ‘ya. You won’t like it.” She casually said, not bothered by the aura being emitted by SinB. Well, she knows SinB is soft for her. The other maknae absolutely would not do anything to her. Yes, she knows that… but she eventually flinched and hug the pillow on her side when SinB suddenly move.

 

 

                SinB gently taps Yuju and gestured her to move. For Yuju, yes that was a gentle tap but she knows better. Without any questions nor complaints, she obliged. She, herself, pry Yerin’s hands from her earning a questioning look from Yerin.

 

                Yerin, clueless as hell, got surprised from what Yuju has done. Yuju wouldn’t do that as far as she knows because Yuju likes skinship too. She is probably one of the members who would respond at you, even when you ask for a kiss. That is how kind the main vocal is. So, Yerin knitted her eyebrows in curiosity and, was about to open to ask when she saw SinB obstructing her view of the main vocal. Then, she felt the hands of the older maknae, gently moving her apart from Yuju.

 

 

                SinB turned to look at her and raised one of her eyebrows. She wears the ‘Do-You-Have-Something-To-Say?’ look which at the same time means ‘don’t dare to complain’. As if her lips are sealed, Yerin, nods like a puppy as she straightened her back and watch the show.

 

 

                She got it. She understands. She actually finds it cute that SinB is obviously jealous. And, her lips formed a smile even though she’s putting efforts to stop it.

 

 

 

                Thankfully after some minutes of watching, the atmosphere is now back to a good, sweet one. Umji even thought she could see roses, lilies and daisies growing on their floor. Rainbows and butterflies are scattered all over the room.

 

                It is probably because whenever every frightening scene would happen, and every *boom* and *blag* from the film, Yerin would automatically cling to SinB, while the older maknae would eagerly put her arms around the blonde, as if she’s protecting her from whatever is coming next. It is funny how she did that for Umji because for all she knows, SinB could be tough and all, but bugs and horror movies are exception to that.

 

                And , using  the word “cling” to describe Yerin and SinB’s is the best word for Umji to make the situation ‘light’ than what it really is. Because it wasn’t just ‘clinging’, it is probably ‘hugging as its best’ while Yerin would bury her face on the crook of SinB’s neck and her hands would snake around her waist. Sometimes, her holy hands would even be at work, brushing to some of SinB’s hidden treasures. She could actually film all of it as she was sure SinB, herself, would like it. Well, SinB is sometimes a naughty girl too. She is really the kind of girl you can’t just describe with one word, as she’s mysteriously surprise you with all of her charms and some more facts about her you doesn’t even expect.

 

 

                But that is not just it.

 

 

                Aside from the fact that sometimes, Yerin would hug SinB even before the frightening scene would happen, or when there is not even a scene happening, Yuju on the other hand, has magically found her place on the couch, beside Umji. She is also practicing her magic, perhaps, she’s believing she has holy hands too like Yerin.

 

 

                But Yerin suddenly wanted to tease SinB so she raises her hand to touch the two young members on the couch. She knows that would trigger SinB.

 

                “Do it and I’ll kill you.” SinB g

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D2kalang
#1
Chapter 41: Amazing story
Gn_Re90
#2
my name is ... patience
CzarSinB
#3
Sorry, wasnt able to update again. I'm getting ready 'coz the school is coming. :/ I have to study everything that I learned to handle my patients well. :") I'll try to write for an update as soon as I have a long available time. I wanted to post an update that is not crammed so it would all be worth a read. Again, thank you for staying and sorry for the wait.
Chudozhnik #4
Chapter 43: Will there be an update?
full_moon
#5
I'm still waiting for your update ^^
Yuscasper #6
Chapter 7: Haha. To cute
Gn_Re90
#7
Chapter 43: how can i forgot this last chapter ive read last june.. i wont ever forgot this one..adding to the barking and all..

i can still wait until december for your update. haha
( ^ω^)❤️
Gn_Re90
#8
Chapter 42: wahahaha please dont move too fast..
dont be aggressive...
that's not how a nice flow of a relationship should be!
AHHHH!
Gn_Re90
#9
Chapter 40: being official...with your friends knowing is the number ! rule.
always be proud on whom youre relationship with..
coz it will always feel good to walk hand by hand and not thinking on other peoples thought..
#official
Gn_Re90
#10
Chapter 39: what am i doing yesterday..
i didnt read a chapter.hahahaha

owhhh i can see.sinb's death glares as usual..
she can be a grim reaper too..
and yerin's an angel..like you.