I can't do this anymore. He is making me lose myself, and I have no energy to find it.

I have to end it, I have to end it no matter what. We have been together for few months now, and although it started good things have been going down hell. He fights with me at every little thing, it's like he suddenly transforms like a twitch. 

I feel like suffocating, I can't keep all of this to myself. I wanted to tell my friends that I'm together with jioung, but when I told him that I'm going to tell my friends he got so mad. 

"Hey babe" I said while sliding to sit next to him on the sofa. 

We were at his home again, because he said so again. Though he asked me once to come in to my home, I didn't let him. The only thing that I will never let him change my mind on. I'm not ready for anybody to enter that part of my life. 

"Hmm?" He said without looking up from his phone. 

"Uhmm, so I was thinking of telling my friends that you know we are dating, we have been dating for months and we didn't tell anybody" 

"You are kidding right?" He said, giving me a side glance. 

Huh? What does he mean? 

"Uhh, no. I'm meeting up with them tomorrow and I'm gonna tell them" I said, it's my decision anyways. 

"No, you are not telling anybody anything" Ji said. 

"What?" I stared wide eyed at him, not really believing what I heard. 

"You hear