revelation
rɛvəˈleɪʃ(ə)n/
noun
a surprising and previously unknown fact that has been disclosed to others.
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media is of monsta x's sweetheart mv. order from left to right; hoseok, changkyun, sassy kihyun, hyungwon, minhyuk, jooheon and hyunwoo.
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❝You used to whisper to me but you keep getting further away. I can't do this anymore. If only I could erase you, if only I could forget you❞ Monsta X - All In

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02. Revelation
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Two days passed by quickly for Hyungwon and although nothing exciting happened to the brunette, it was nothing but excitement back at the place he used to call home. Hyungwon and Hoseok's faces were plastered throughout the city, accompanied with grainy photos of the other five. Kihyun was outraged, "How dare they make my face grainy! I'm the most photogenic of us all" he had said directly after one of the scouts, Seokwon, had returned. "Have you seen this face? Flawless" He had said confidently, adding in an imaginary hair flip at the end, sending the seven of them into bouts of laughter.

Other than that, Hyungwon had settled in alright with the boys. The first two nights were spent alone in the half-way house and on the third day, the six had decided to let the lanky brunette join their household. They now shared a four bedroom house together, the sassiest of the seven getting a room to himself as the other six broke off into their pairs naturally. Hoseok and Hyungwon had a room, the same going for the obvious couple Hyunwoo and Minhyuk as well as the more complicated couple Jooheon and Changkyun. Before the pairs entered their rooms however, Kihyun decided to leave them with some 'advice'. "Learn from your parent's mistakes, use birth control" He teased, narrowly missing the shoe aimed at his head, thrown by a blushing snowy-haired male being barely contained by Hyunwoo.

Kihyun laughed with a knowing look in his eyes, moving his index finger side to side to annoy the male. "Awww why is our little Minhyuk blushing so hard?" Kihyun said although it looked like he regretted it soon after, Hyunwoo letting Minhyuk go, the snowy-male charging at Kihyun who let out a squeal of surprise before sprinting away. The five that weren't being chased watched the scene, laughing when Minhyuk tackled Kihyun to the ground, then came the high-pitched laughter as Minhyuk began to tickle him. "Kihyun is extremely ticklish" Hyunwoo said aloud "Minhyuk always uses that against him" he continued, Hyungwon felt himself pale knowing he was also slightly ticklish.

Finally Kihyun slumped in defeat, his voice now hoarse from all of the screaming and high-pitched laughing. Minhyuk looked tired also, collapsing into his boyfriend's arms dramatically when he was close enough. Hyunwoo lifted him up and the two of them headed inside. "Those two are so cute, they are my life" Kihyun said seriously, watching them leave. "This is what I've turned into now, loneliness has turned me into a fangirl of your relationships" he joked, losing the serious tone immediately.

"Shush, you love it" Changkyun teased, Jooheon's arms wrapped loosely around his waist and a dimpled smile peeking out from behind the younger's shoulder. Hyungwon was in a similar position, standing behind Hoseok with his forehead resting on the back of his blonde hair, although they were barely classified as friends. "Hell yeah I do, number one fan right here" Kihyun yelled out happily.

Hyungwon smiled at the older's antics, an action Hoseok felt at the back of his head, causing him also to smile. "What do we do now? I mean, you guys rescued me but what do you guys even do, day to day?" Hyungwon asked abruptly, part of his question being muffled by a head of blonde hair. "We train. We keep our family safe and prepare for the next time we have to go in there, knowing that one day we have a possibility that one of us may not come back. " Jooheon said, the boys faces darkening after the second sentence, their faces were showing a story Hyungwon wasn't sure he wanted to hear. "We strengthen our bonds with each other, because we are ten times stronger together than apart " Jooheon finished and Hyungwon noticed that his face didn't represent his voice in the slightest. While he had a youthful face, his voice was deep and gravelly.

With his question answered, Hyungwon decided to not push it any further. The boys were suffering from a ghost of the past and poking the beast was always a bad idea. "What's on the agenda for today?" He asked, attempting to lighten the mood. "Well, its been a couple of days since you got here and it's a tradition to celebrate a new arrival" Changkyun replied, Hyungwon's attempt working. "We have to wait for the love birds though" Hoseok piped up, his voice sending vibrations through Hyungwon's whole body. He watched as Kihyun visibly shuddered "There's many things I like watching, Hyunwoo shoving his tongue down Minhyuk's throat is not one of them. I say we just wait until they are done, they deserve it after what happened the other day" he remarked, making everyone shudder from the mental image.

While the boys waited for the couple to show, they played games to pass the time, all of them having to be explained to Hyungwon. His favourite game was easily Stand Off, although it was probably due to his height and good balance. The game was played with two people, with the objective of making the other stumble by pushing their hands. His second favourite game was playing something called music while trying to tap a specific body part of the other person, first one to tap that body part won. Hoseok won the first game and Hyungwon won the second. Hyungwon and the others ended up having that much fun, that they failed to realise the couple's return. When they did realise, they didn't miss the fact that Minhyuk had changed his shirt and his hair was extremely messy.

Hyungwon, being a little more observant than the others, noticed the mottling of colourful marks decorating the pale column of his neck from where the grey turtle-neck jumper fell. Connecting gazes with the snowy-haired male, he tapped his neck three times quickly until Minhyuk got the message. Cheeks flushing, Minhyuk tugged up his jumper and sent a thankful smile to Hyungwon.

With the group number now back up to seven, Hyungwon watched as the boys teased the cute couple. Hyunwoo had pulled Minhyuk into his side the moment the teasing started, pressing a light kiss to his temple. Minhyuk smiled warmly at the gesture, a smile so infectious that it got everyone else smiling in no time, teasing the male easily forgotten. "While you guys were playing tonsil hockey" Kihyun said bluntly before coughing loudly, muttering 'Minhyuk lost' quickly in between. "We thought it would be fun to go to the celebration with Hyungwon tonight" Kihyun finished and the boys went quiet, obviously thinking it over.

"Yeah sure" Hyunwoo replied "Let's just not end up like we did last time" he added in as an afterthought, everyone except for Hyungwon letting out sounds of agreement. "What happened last time?" Hyungwon couldn't help to ask, his curiosity peaking. "Well when Changkyun came, the boys got a bit sugar-crazed, long story short, everyone singed off their eyebrows standing too close to the fire" All the boys pressed their fingers to their eyebrows, which had thankfully grown back since then. Hyungwon couldn't help but to laugh, the mental image of the six of them without eyebrows was hilarious.

"We'll be careful" Minhyuk said, his fingers still on his eyebrows, probably happy that they had grown back. "I don't trust your promise, you were the one that got everyone like that in the first place, Minhyukkie~" Hyunwoo replied, everyone laughing as Minhyuk playfully scowled at Hyunwoo, before crossing his arms and sticking out his tongue. "I'll take responsibility" Jooheon said, who Hyungwon decided so far, seemed like the second most responsible of the seven. "Who said we know anything about being responsible?" Kihyun cut in and even Hyunwoo nodded in agreement.

Hyungwon caught up in his thoughts, smiled to himself which the other six noticed but didn't speak up. He smiled to himself, as after nineteen years of the only close person to him being his older sister, he had friends. Not just one either, but six. Six people who were considered monsters inside those walls, were not monsters at all and were people that Hyungwon was easily able to connect to and bond with, growing so close with them in such little time. Six people who managed to singe off their eyebrows and laugh about the stupidest things, not caring what the topic. It warmed his heart, the cold organ becoming almost robotic within those walls.

"Thank you" Hyungwon spoke directly from his thoughts, looking at his friends who had all turned to him with question in their eyes. "What for, Hyungwon?" Minhyuk asked, a smile pulling at the corners of his lips. "For rescuing me" Hyungwon answered and all six boys smiled widely, now understanding Hyungwon's train of thought earlier. "We protect our own Hyungwon. That includes you" Hyunwoo said smoothly, tightening his arm around Minhyuk's waist when the word protect had slipped through his lips. Hyungwon couldn't help but to smile, as something within his chest twinged at the words. "Let's go get dressed" Minhyuk said so the seven of them headed inside, before splitting off into their pairs or being a loner. 

Hyungwon and Hoseok headed off together, their shared room being at the end of the hall. Hyungwon watched Hoseok carefully, the boy seeming to be in pain as he flinched every so often. The other five had been like that also, despite their happiness, pain has laced their words and it worried the lanky brunette.

Opening the door, both the boys headed to their sides of the room. Trifling through his drawers, Hyungwon grabbed out a simple white t-shirt, a comfortable black hoodie and a pair of black jeans. Idea formulating in his mind, he headed over to the closet to grab out a jacket that had caught his eye earlier. It was the same colour as the leaves on the trees, with a splotchy pattern of black, brown, skin-colour and the tree-colour on the underside of the sleeves. "Hoseok, what are thes—" Hyungwon turned around to ask the blonde a question but was stunned silent by the sight that fell on his eyes. Hoseok had pulled off his shirt, his on show for all to see. He had markings down his spine; 셔누, 민혁, 기현, 주헌 and 아이엠. Below the five, he had another marking 민균 but around the marking was inflamed, the skin a bright red that looked painful even to the eyes. However below the marking, he had another one 형원 which wasn't as dark as the other six, rather a barely-there grey. Turning back around, he played with the jacket as he asked again "Hoseok, what's are these colours called?" Hyungwon asked and he heard the other boy jump and hurriedly pull on a shirt, probably thinking that he could hide the markings. Hyungwon decided to keep it to himself that he had already seen them, to keep Hoseok happy. "What colours?" he replied shakily from panic, after he had pulled on his shirt. 

Hyungwon turned back around, with the jacket in his hands and tried not to take in a sudden breath. Unknowingly, Hoseok had matched with Hyungwon, also wearing black jeans and a jacket similar to his however his entire sleeve had the splotchy pattern. He only lacked the black hoodie and the white shirt, his shirt was a skin-colour. Hyungwon took a couple steps towards Hoseok before gingerly pointing to the tree-colour on the majority of his jacket "That's green" and then to the skin-coloured patches on the underside of his jacket "That's beige. They really are strict in there, aren't they?" Hoseok answered before asking a question of his own to which Hyungwon nodded.

"Come on, let's go. Grab some shoes, the others are probably waiting for us" Hoseok said and smiled at Hyungwon, although the brunette could tell it was fake. He was still in pain and the smile didn't reach his eyes like it usually did, nor did he show his pearly whites like usual either. "Okay" Hyungwon didn't decide to argue, picking up a pair of black shoes from the closet also and heading back out to the others.

Not everyone has finished getting dressed, Minhyuk and Kihyun were absent. "They are always late, applying makeup doesn't take that long" Hyunwoo said and the other boys shook their heads, lightly laughing at the two males. Hyungwon looked at all the boys, it was creepy how they all seemed to match outfits. All the boys wore black jeans and a variation of Hyungwon's jumper, the only differences being the absence or difference in colour for the hoodie and the colour of their shirt. It seemed that the others had noticed too and laughed about it, apparently it had been a common thing before Hyungwon had joined and now he had simply slipped into it as well.

Kihyun and Minhyuk came rushing out of the house suddenly, their hair brushed and skin looking more flawless then before. Minhyuk had black jeans too, a green t-shirt with a black hoodie tied around his waist but no green jacket in sight. Kihyun had a beige shirt on, black jeans with a silver chain hanging and no jacket. "Nothing changes with you too honestly" Changkyun teased. The boys bickered for a couple minutes before deciding to finally head off. Hyungwon walked behind Minhyuk, noticing the similar mark of 셔누 being at the top of his spine from where the shirt had fallen, he wondering if he had all the other markings, including the inflamed 민균. "Shut up and let's go" Kihyun snapped playfully, tugging on the sleeve of Hyunwoo's jacket, unknowingly also exposing more markings, the inflamed 민균 being at the top of his spine. Hyungwon looked away, internally hating the fact that he could be over-observant sometimes. Hyunwoo complied to the younger's requests, leading the group by starting to walk to where the celebration was being held.

Hyungwon watched as other clumped groups of people came into view, two groups of six, one of seven and one of nine. They seemed close to each other, but not as close as the six he was with currently. Caught up with unneeded thoughts, the lanky brunette didn't notice the upturned root until he had stumbled and almost tripped because of it. Hoseok's hand immediately reached out to balance Hyungwon, a small smile tilting up the corners of his lips at the younger's clumsiness. Hyungwon smiled back, steading himself before continuing to walk with the blonde.

Within a quarter of an hour, the seven had at the celebration. It was held in a large clearing, a hearty fire in the centre. People gathered around the flickering flames, all male, some faces familiar and some unknown. Hyungwon's arrival had them turning, eager to look at the unusual silver-eyed male.

"Gah, such handsome features and those eyes" one of them said. "Such long legs, so tall too" said another. "Minseok, Baekhyun, let the boy breathe. You scared him" a third came up, his statement true as Hyungwon's silver eyes were wide in shock from the sudden appearance of the two males. "Yes Junmyeon" they replied and took a couple steps back. "I'm so sorry about those two, they are quiet hyperactive" The boy, Junmyeon, said bowing in apology. "It is quite alright" Hyungwon replied easily, after spending the morning with Minhyuk, those two didn't seem that hyperactive. "Hey Junmyeon, where's the rest of your jibdan?" Hyunwoo said, approaching Hyungwon and the smaller. "They are here somewhere" Junmyeon replied before looking around for someone. Spotting them, he called them over.

"Hyungwon this is Jongin, Kyungsoo, Yixing, Jongdae, Yixing and Sehun. You've already met Baekhyun, Minseok and myself" Junmyeon said, pointing to the six new arrivals as he introduced them, the last being a stoic-faced blond that merely gave a huff of annoyance before walking away. "Don't mind Sehun, he's just dealing with something at the moment" Junmyeon said as the three watched his retreating back, but Hyungwon was focused on the large slit in the back of his shirt, displaying more markings down the blonde's spine. 루한, 김준면, 도경수, 황지타오, 김종대, 박찬열, 우판, 김민석, 장이싱, 변백현 and 김종인.루한, 황지타오 and 우판 being inflamed much like the 민균 on Hoseok's spine. "It's fine really, people can be moody, I'm not going to be annoyed at that" Hyungwon said, trying not to focus on the markings too much, flicking his eyes back to Junmyeon's blue ones. The older male nodded, a relieved smile on his face that his youngest wouldn't be scolded. "How is he? Any progress?" Hyunwoo asked Junmyeon curiously, although worry was painted across his face and hidden in the blue depths of his eyes. "No better, he seems to have gotten worse. It's been almost two years and the newest problem doesn't help" Junmyeon replied cryptically, Hyungwon decided to walk away to let them talk, their conversation obviously not including the brunette.

He walked up behind Hoseok, whose eyes were focused intently on the flames. He pressed his forehead to the back of Hoseok's head, letting his arms rest lightly on either side of the blonde's waist. "I saw you met Baekhyun and the others, how was it?" Hoseok said, knowing already who it was. "It was good. Baekhyun and Minseok are definitely something" Hyungwon said, shaking his head softly, unintentionally ruffling Hoseok's hair. "Worse then Minhyuk?"Hoseok asked and Hyungwon shook his head quickly, causing the younger to laugh.

"No one can beat Minhyuk at being hyperactive. We are lucky to have him" Hoseok said fondly, resting his hands on Hyungwons. Hyungwon didn't know how to answer, instead cuddling into the smaller while still being careful of his back. "I wish you could remember" he mumbled beneath his breath, the taller struggling to hear him with the flickering flames and excited chatter. "What was that, hyung?" Hyungwon said to Hoseok, the unknown word slipping out of his lips with ease. "Not-Nothing" the elder stuttered, trying to calm his racing heart from the familiar word. He knew it was too early for him to remember, that things like this would happen but it still shocked the blonde.

"Let-Let's go enjoy th-the celebration" Hoseok stuttered out before practically running away, much to the confusion of Hyungwon. His eyes watched as he headed over to the snowy-male dancing by himself, Hyunwoo still in a heated conversation with Junmyeon. He started talking to the male, using jerky movement to explain and Minhyuk just pulled Hoseok into a a hug, rubbing his back calmingly.

"Hey, I'm Cha Eunwoo" A new voice pulled Hyungwon away from watching the blonde, to face a baby-faced boy with soft black hair and bright cobalt eyes. "Chae Hyungwon" he replied with a smile, receiving a bright one in return. "How are you liking it here?" he asked kindly, being the first one to ask Hyungwon that question in the past three days. "I'm really enjoying it here, I am finally able to be me" Hyungwon responded truthfully, his eyes quickly flicking to the six that brought him there. "What about you? Do you like it out here?" Hyungwon asked. "I was born out here, I don't really know any different. But after four trips inside those walls, I definitely love it out here" Eunwoo replied fondly, giving a gentle smile. Hyungwon smiled genuinely in return.

"Can I ask a question?" Hyungwon asked to which the boy nodded. "Do you have those markings as well?" Hyungwon asked softly, thinking it was a taboo topic since Hoseok had reacted so badly to the possibility of Hyungwon seeing his. "Yeah I do" Eunwoo said and turned around, letting the older lift up his shirt to look, a motion missed by Hoseok. The brunette complied, lifting up the raven-haired boy's shirt. Down the spine of his pale back he had markings as dark as his hair. 문빈 was at the top, followed by 진진, 엠제이, 라키 and 윤산하 at the bottom, none of the five were inflamed. "Eunwoo, what do they mean?"Hyungwon asked, his eyes grazing over the markings. "They're the names of my friends and boyfriend; Moonbin, Jinwoo, Myungjun, Minhyuk and Sanha" Eunwoo replied and Hyungwon lowered his shirt back down.

"What does it mean when it's inflamed?" Hyungwon asked, trying to answer the questions from his mind that he knew wouldn't have been answered by Hoseok. "It means the person is either dead or has been gone for forty-eight hours, which causes major problems as we can not tell which one is the reason, a common occurrence which happens when we enter those walls" Eunwoo replied, his voice growing increasingly sadder towards the end. "The last couple years have been hard on us, we've lost a lot more people than we would have liked. It sounds horrible but I am grateful that I haven't lost anyone" Eunwoo said, his voice not sounding selfish for one moment rather disheartened that this is what they had to deal with. At that moment a reddish-brown haired male came over, wrapping his arms around Eunwoo's waist. Hyungwon guessed it to be Moonbin that Eunwoo had said earlier, by the romantic kiss placed on his cheek. "Hi, I am Moonbin. He hasn't told you anything about me, I hope" the male said and Hyungwon smiled, his guess being right. "No he hasn't" Hyungwon replied, smiling gently at the cute couple in front of him. "Well, I'm going to go talk to Jooheon. You guys have a good evening" Hyungwon said bowing, before turning to go join Jooheon who stood alone, Changkyun talking animatedly to who he guessed to be Chanyeol.

"Hey" Hyungwon said when he was close enough to curly brown-haired male, whose eyes look a little downcast. "Hey Hyungwon" he smiled, making his dimples hard to miss but his eyes were still downcast. "Hey hey, smile properly. Changkyun's just a little blind, okay?" Hyungwon said, trying hard to make him laugh. He let out a sad chuckle but rewarded the lanky brunette with a proper smile, teeth and all. "How did you know?"

"I'm observant" Hyungwon replied "I don't know the emotion of love, or what it means to have strong feelings for someone, I barely know what friendship is but I can see how strongly you feel for him" Hyungwon said, feeling inspirational and it clearly showed. "How is it possible to not know love?" Jooheon questioned and for the first time in his life, Hyungwon was jealous of someone. "It's called nineteen years of no-one showing you affection apart from your older sister" Hyungwon said bitterly, suddenly missing Hyewon's playful teasing like crazy. "I had no siblings, well not when I left anyway. I had a lot of friends though, what about you?" Jooheon said, easily showing that he had a better life with those walls than Hyungwon had. "No friends, you six are the first I've ever had. My guardians believed my grades were more important than my happiness" Hyungwon answered, a tight smile on his face.

Jooheon pulled him into a hug, although obviously needing it more then Hyungwon did. Hyungwon's eyes quickly flicked to Changkyuns to see a jealous look pass on his face quickly. Bringing Jooheon closer, he whispered into the smaller's ear "He just looked really jealous". Jooheon chuckled, causing Hyungwon to laugh too. Jooheon was like Minhyuk in that aspect, easily able to spread smiles and laughter.

They parted but didn't stop having fun, Hyungwon feeling closer to Jooheon than ever before. The saying that time passes quickly was true, for hours passed by like minutes. Hoseok ended up coming back to Hyungwon after an hour and a half, Hyunwoo after two. Minhyuk was asleep after three, his head resting on his boyfriend's chest, Hyunwoo's arms keeping him up. Changkyun and Chanyeol got a bit crazy after five hours, stripping off half of their clothes and tossing them into the fire, sprinting around half-bare. It was after six hours that the seven of them decided to head home, Changkyun now freezing his off and huddling to Jooheon's side for warmth, much to Jooheon's happiness.

Hyunwoo carried Minhyuk bridal style, the snowy-haired male's face pressed into the skin of his neck and his arms around Hyunwoo's neck. Kihyun walked on Hyunwoo's left, Changkyun and Jooheon on his right, still cuddling into the older from warmth. Hoseok walked next to Hyungwon, behind the grouping of five, the air awkward as they barely brushed shoulders. When they did, Hoseok jolted away like he had been shocked.

When they reached home, Hyungwon managed to claim the shower first. While he showered, Hyunwoo laid down Minhyuk in their bed before heading downstairs to make hot drinks for everyone still awake. Hoseok laid stretched out on his bed, dressed in grey sweats and a tight black tank having had his shower before the celebration and not minding that he smelt like smoke. Hyungwon exited the bathroom moments later, with a towel wrapped firmly around his waist, showing off his own set of muscles but also the scars that covered his arms, stomach and back. His skin was smooth but the scars stood out, being whiter than Hyungwon's natural skin tone.

Hoseok wanted to ask but after leaving the boy alone for three hours to talk with Minhyuk, things had gotten awkward. Instead, he got up and headed into the kitchen for a hot chocolate to calm his frazzled nerves. Hyungwon took no notice of Hoseok's abrupt disappearance, quickly getting dressed into black sweats and a white tank top before also heading downstairs for a hot chocolate, warm beverages always made him sleepy easily. Hyunwoo, Hoseok, Jooheon and Kihyun greeted him in the kitchen, Changkyun obviously had gone to bed. They each had a mug between their hands, the steam wafting out lazily. Hyunwoo, noticing Hyungwon's arrival, grabbed his mug and slid it slowly across the bench top to his waiting hands. Hyungwon took it gratefully, taking small sips of the drink and quickly feeling sleepiness begin to tug on the corners of his mind. No conversation was exchanged, the silence only broken by the swirling liquid and the gulping down from multiple participants.

Yawning, Hyungwon was the first to finish his drink and saying his goodnights, headed back into his room. After brushing his teeth, the brunette fell into bed, the sleepy tug on his mind making it easy for the boy to fall into dreamland.

Hoseok stayed downstairs, being one of two left. Kihyun and Jooheon had also finished their drinks and also made their way to bed, leaving the two eldest alone to chat. "It's coming back so quickly this time, hyung" Hoseok said, swirling his cup around in a circular motion, making the warm brown liquid turn into a tide pool. "He's never been this quick before, do you think it's because of what's going on?" Hoseok continued, worry marring his face in his scrunched eyebrows and wrinkled forehead. Hyunwoo reached out a hand, smoothening the younger's wrinkles and furrowed eyebrows "I don't know why he is coming back faster, but let's not tempt fate okay? We've done that once before, it didn't work out." Hyunwoo said softly "I know it's hard, but you need to hold out. At the rate he's at, he'll be growing increasingly confused so dumping everything on him would not be smart" He continued, rubbing circles on the backs of Hoseok's hands as he struggled to keep the salty tears from escaping.

"They took him so early last time" Hoseok cried, the tears he tried desperately to hold back, slipping down his face in defiance. "He hadn't even began to remember and they took him, he wasn't even twenty. I have waited a century for him to return and it hurts so much, he hasn't changed in the slightest" he blubbered out, his words becoming difficult to say with the tears and blocked nose.

Hyunwoo could only rub his back soothingly, empathising with the boy. He has also been dealing with the same problem with Minhyuk for centuries, same too had Jooheon. Kihyun being the eighth member, hadn't escaped the curse either, however his was far worse than the others. They were considered one of the strongest jibdans yet they were shackled with so many problems that the boys felt like they were constantly drowning. They always had a way of killing them before they could retaliate, luckily enough, not knowing the proper way to eradicate them for good. "Focus on what's happening right now Hoseok, he's sleeping in his bed. Not in a coffin, he's alive so be grateful" Hyunwoo said, getting up and placing their dishes in the sink. "I'm going to head to bed now, Minhyuk was crying in his sleep before I came out. Goodnight" he finished and headed to his room, the open door briefly showing the tear-streaked cheeks of the snowy-haired male before the door closed.

Wiping down his face, Hoseok used the knuckles of his thumbs to wipe away the tears that had escaped. Running hands through his hair and stopping halfway, the blonde felt the urge to break out into a sobbing mess again, but Hyunwoo was right. Hyungwon was down the hall, sound asleep after spending countless hours at a celebration with him and the other five. Getting up, he headed back into their room, ready to lie down in his bed and hopefully get an hour or two of sleep. Emerging from the bathroom with minty breath, Hoseok felt his heart steady at the sight of Hyungwon, curled around a pillow held between his knees and hugging the top half.

Lying down in his cold bed, the boy turned to face Hyungwon's side of the bed. "Hyunwoo's right, I should be grateful" he said and allowed himself to drift off to sleep.

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