Tzuyu pov
 
All of this really stress me out, it’s really are better if I don’t know meiqi condition at all or even go back to Taiwan, I know I’m selfish brat but I really hate this feeling inside my heart, I hate to hurt myself and the worst I hurt mina too, I really are selfish cause I can’t even choose between my girlfriend and my ex + childhood friend

I only hurt the three of us if meiqi know the truth, I’m just staying in here take care meiqi while I miss mina so much and hurt mina, but I can’t go back to korea being happy with mina while meiqi suffer alone here, I will felt guilty for the rest of my life, I really hate the fact that I have no choice
 
“tzuyu I want you to hear me out and remember this”
“what is that mina?” I make it to loud speaker cause her voice mix with my sob voice now and I can’t hear her clearly
“tzuyu, I don’t care how long it’s take for you to come back, I will wait for you even if its take many year, I will wait for you, but promise me one thing, promise me you will came back, I will wait for a thousand year for you tzuyu if you promise me that”
“andwee mina-yaa, of course I will back, I promise that to you and I will not take a long time to come back to you, I will come to you as fast as I could just wait for me, I promise to myself that I will never let you wait for me too long, you can take that and if I break that promise you can do whatever to me you can even kill me if you want to, I will accept it gladly, cause I deserve got that for make a good girlfriend like you waiting for someone like me”
“gumwoo tzuyu-aa, I will be waiting for you and you don’t have to tzuyu cause how can I kill you when I need you to live beside me this much and if I cant wait anymore, I will just come to you and take you”
“gumawoo mina, I love you, lets live together”
“hmm, araso, I love you too tzuyu and lets live together”
“you better stop crying minaa, I don’t want to see you crying without me can comfort or make it stop beside you, please stop”
“you too chewy”
“tchh arasoo”
“don’t mad ok and I have to go now I have a work waiting for me”
“arasoo, don’t over work yourself ok, byee”
“arasoo byee”

Meiqi pov

Now i remember everything, now i remember who is mina, now i know why tzuyu always have that uneasy face, i know who tzuyu always looking at that phone, i hear everything that tzuyu said

All this time she didn't happy at all with me, I'm just holding her back, I'm only make her sad, i so selfish this sickness of mine make everyone suffer, I'm just hold them back

I should let her go to her happiness cause she was my happiness, I'm happy just by seeing her happy, I'm not her happiness anymore since the day i give up on our relationship just because distance, i can hold tzuyu forever even if i can i just have her body i can never have her heart.

It's better now then later, the more i hold her the more it will hurt me, her and she in the end
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