Sana pov
When i woke up i realize tzuyu gone, i start using my cloth and searching for her in my room, i relize that we done it in mina bed and i could see a blood in there *f**k what have I've done, it's must be hurt tzuyu so much, ughh why i have to mess up every time * i decide to get out and go to tzuyu room, all i could only see dahyun and chaeyoung in panick situation 

"what happen? Where tzuyu?"
"i don't know unnie, a hours ago mina unnie came here while crying and asking about where tzuyu " dahyun answer
"then what happen after that?"
"we don't know unnie, mina unnie haven't call us or say anything, we haven't get a news, we try to search for tzuyu but we can't found her. Do you by any chance know what happen?" dahyun ask
"ughhh, it's all my fault " i start breaking down cause i realizing what I've done
"wae unnie what happen? Why you crying? " dahyun ask while comfort me softly and suddenly chaeyoung came and she hug me, she crying too she must be realize what happen.
"gwenchana unnie, it's alright" chaeyoung comfort me
"no that's not ok chaeng i really done something that i should never done, i hurt tzuyu badly she must be hate me now"

*click* i heard the door open and when i see there is tzuyu with mina, tzuyu look hurt and lifeless and mina look angry and sad in the same time, she must be hear what i said, mina leave tzuyu in the front door and walk straight forward to my direction, i can see anger build inside her, her face red cause anger, i never seen her like this.

When she right in front of me *plakkkk* she slap me with all of her strength, it's really hurt badly but it's not as hurt as what tzuyu felt *i really are deserve this* everyone in the room shock cause mina sudden action and they shock cause they never seen mina this angry and same as me, mina look like she can kill someone right now

When she rise her hand for the second time, i ready to felt the slap in my right cheek again and close my eye, but this time i felt careers in my cheek, mina hands on my cheek and when i open my eye i can see mina crying and look broke

"why you done that sana? Why? Even after you hurt me and tzuyu badly why i can't hate you?" she cry harder
"I'm sorry mina-yaa, I'm so sorry, i didn't mean to, but lust really eat me up, I'm sorry"
"don't say sorry to me sana, say it to tzuyu, she the one that you hurt the most"

I hold mina right hand, she tap my hand with her left hand and give a that's-ok-everything-will-be-fine look, i gather all my courage and go to tzuyu that standing in the door while her left hand supporting herself to standing *she must be really hurt, what should i do? I really hate myself for doing it*, every eyes on me, when i in front of tzuyu, i can't do anything but kneeling cause i know what i done, not deserve forgiveness 

When tzuyu look at me kneeling, she help me to get up, even after what I've done and she hurt she still helping me *seriously you're too kind tzuyu, why don't you just slap, punch or kick me, it make thing easier, why you have to be kind and make thing hard for me?* i still kneeling and make tzuyu stop helping me

"please tzuyu, let me do this"
"don't do it unnie"
"no, hear me out just this time hear me"
"i will hear you but please stand up"
"no i wouldn't, what i have done to you don't deserve forgiveness tzuyu, I'm really are a trash and why you still kind to me, it's make thing hard for me if you kind to me, why don't you just kick, punch or slap me, it will make thing easier for me tzuyu-aa"
"i forgive you unnie, and i will not going to do that cause i know you didn't mean to, and if i done it it will break our friendship "
"you really are too kind tzuyu" i start crying and regret 
"no I'm not unnie and please open you heart, i know you love me but you just use to love me, i know you love somebody and please accept it and not runaway for these feeling anymore" tzuyu said that slowly and feel more then whisper then said
"......" i just rething about what tzuyu said, but i still confused about what she mean

Suddenly i felt a hand in my shoulder and it's chaeyoung hand while mina helping tzuyu to walk inside, chaeyoung helping me to stand up She really good to me and she even comfort and help me everytime I'm down

Mina pov

After i get tzuyu inside, i start making a hot drink for her, but she tell me that she want to wash up, when tzuyu wash up chaeyoung call me to out of the room and talk *why not in here? It must be private?*

*on the outside*

"mina unnie I'm really sorry"
"eeehh? Why you say sorry? You didn't do anything wrong"
"no unnie I'm really do something bad, i will tell you but please don't be mad"
"arasoo"
"do you remember when i tell you that i love someone?"
"yeah i'm and i haven't found out who is that"
"it's you baka, jinja pabo unnie-yaa"
"huh? Me? Since when?"
"the begining unnie but i didn't matter and that not what i want to talk about"
"so what are you want to talk about?"
"do you remember the night when i stay in your room cause sana unnie and tzuyu together?"
"yeah, why? What happen?"
"honestly i took your first kiss in your sleep unnie" she look down and i look really shock by what she said and touch my lips
"........."
"i'm really sorry unnie i just can't handle myself by seeing your lips" she sound embrassed 
"ughhh....that's ok you know" i know i have blush in my face cause what she said
"you not mad or hate me?"
"no I'm not, i will do the same if i in you position and please stop loving me you know i love tzuyu and i couldn't reply your feeling, i will just hurt you so please stop"
"i try unnie but i need a time to get over it"
"take your time chaeng and sorry"
"that's ok and i think we should back now, it's getting awkward "
"yeah i think so"
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